After a few words, they left each other. When Huo Qingchuan drove by me, I saw his side face flash by, still so inhuman.

Think of this person so unknown, so refused my request, I did not even call the mood.

Fortunately, Chi Xin came soon, and we still went home together.

"Sister, have you returned to the administration department?" Today Chi Xin is not in the company all day, so I don't know my state.

"Not yet." I replied, "to be exact, I haven't received any formal notice from my boss."

"Eh?" Chi Xin was a little surprised. "What are you doing all day today?"

"Just idle," I said, "no one told me what to do, no one even took the time to talk to me."

This is really true. I just came to the sales department. I really don't know any of my colleagues except Xiao Lin and Chi Xin. They are all so busy that they have no time to talk to me.

"Maybe the bosses are busy today," Chi Xin seems to be comforting me. "You know, SK Group's acquisition of our company is not long ago, there are a lot of things that need to be dealt with by the bosses. It's normal for you to have no time to arrange."

I didn't speak. Apart from this reason, what else can I do? No matter how optimistic I am, I will not think that Mr. Huo suddenly changed his mind and planned to keep me in the sales department.

Back home, the sisters had a simple meal, I cleaned up and lay down on the bed.

When the mobile phone rings, it looks like a short message, and the sender is Zhanyi.

It's been several days since I left home. He just thought of contacting me now. It's really heartbreaking. I'm glad that I can finally give up on this man.

Without looking at it, I pressed the delete button.

The news of Zhanyi added a fire to my already restless heart. I threw my mobile phone aside. Maybe because of insomnia last night, I soon went to sleep.

The next day, I went to work as if nothing had happened, and then I waited for the instructions that I didn't want to come.

Another day, there was no news. I had finished reading the information on the desk.

Then I read all the documents sent by Xiao Lin in the mailbox, but there was still no message for me to transfer back to the administration department.

The sales department is full of people. I'm just an idle person. It seems that I'm isolated from this space. No one is aware of my existence.

In this way, I don't even know what I can do in this company, sales department or administration department.

This kind of idle flustered, did not scratch the state let my heart more impatient. No matter how unreasonable I am, I know a truth.

To place is to give up.

If it goes on like this, let alone the administration department, I'm afraid I can't even stay in this company.

What should I do? In order to make a change in my life, I abandoned my consistent attitude of holding back, even separated from my husband and sent my daughter away. The result was such a tragedy. A series of experience as if life with me opened a big joke, at the moment there is a pair of full of malicious eyes, is eyeing me.

I think of the layoff not long ago. It seems that my fate will be the same as those of my colleagues.

If I lose this job, what will I do in the future? Too dark for me to imagine the future, also dare not imagine.

Dragging her tired body home than usual, Chi Xin calls to say that she won't come back for dinner tonight. There are customers gathering for dinner. I dropped the phone and simply threw myself on the sofa, motionless.

I just lay there, listening to the clock ticking on the wall until it was completely dark outside.

It's already eight o'clock in the evening. I didn't mean to be hungry at all. Excessive worry made me extremely tired. I plan to go back to bed.

The cell phone rings and looks at the number. It's dad.

No, I haven't called Yan Yan because of my troubles these days. My daughter must have missed me.

After adjusting my mood, I said to the other end of the phone, "Hello, Dad."

"Mom!" Yan Yan full of vitality voice from the receiver, seems to be full of pride!

"Yan Yan?" I was a little strange. I thought my daughter would complain a little.

"Mom, mom, listen to me!" It can be imagined that the daughter on the other end of the phone must be dancing at the moment, because I also heard the helpless voice of my parents from the microphone.

"En en, mom, listen. Yan Yan, what happened?" As soon as I heard my daughter's voice, I couldn't help but be gentle and forget all my troubles.

"Today I got the first prize in the kindergarten drawing competition. The teacher praised me and gave me a prize!" The daughter is more cheerful, and her tone is more proud.

"Wow, my mother is so happy that I have such a good face." From the bottom of my heart, I feel proud of my daughter, I sincerely praise.

The daughter's "giggle" laughter came from the microphone, so naive and so pleasant. Children can always be satisfied in what we think is insignificant. That's a world that we adults can't imagine.

If only our life could be as simple as theirs.

After a few simple words with her daughter, we hung up.

My daughter's last words made me feel deeply. She asked me in a soft voice, "when will mom come to see me?"

How can I see my daughter now? I feel ashamed of my daughter when I think of my ambition when I sent her away.

No, it's not the way to go down in depression. If I wait for the hare all the time, I will have nothing sooner or later.

I decided to go to Huo Qingchuan again. Even if I wanted to, I would fight for a chance for myself.

After making this decision, I seem to have found courage again, and my pessimistic attitude seems to have changed a little.

But the reality is not so optimistic.

Huo Qingchuan is still a dragon in the dark. He saw him at the sales conference, but when I went to see him, his secretary didn't tell me that Mr. Huo had gone to XX company to meet customers, or that Mr. Huo was meeting XX important customers now, and had no time to see me at all.

For days in a row.

I'm in a hurry, but there's nothing I can do.

After another day of nervousness, I heard a message from Chi Xin on the way out of work: the handover between the original company and SK Group has been officially completed. Tomorrow morning, the company will hold a swearing ceremony to change its name. In the afternoon, the leadership team will hold a new dinner in the full moon court. All the remaining employees will attend.

Although this is a good news, but for me now, can not lift a little happy mood.

Chi Xin seemed to see my mood, comforted me and said don't be discouraged. Maybe after the official handover of the company, the leader will arrange a new job for me.

Besides comforting myself with this sentence, I really don't know how to feel.

In the evening, I received a call from my daughter. She complained that I didn't take the initiative to call these days. I felt guilty and finally coaxed her.

No matter how dark the future may be, it will last.

So I decided to continue to work as usual until the leader was willing to arrange a formal job for me.

The next day, a grand and powerful oath meeting was held in the largest lecture hall of the company. As the president of the new company, Huo Qingchuan delivered an important speech.

The content of his speech is nothing more than a copy. Everything is just a form. When I was in the administration department, I didn't know how many similar speeches were drafted for the leaders.

Everything of the swearing ceremony was completed smoothly according to the due process, and the company officially changed its name to Lefu trading company, a subsidiary of SK group.

The swearing ceremony is nothing more than a banquet in the evening, even when leaders speak. Colleagues in the office are full of expectations for this so-called dinner, especially some female colleagues even discuss what to wear during work to impress the new president.

Among these excited and meaningless female colleagues is my sister Chi Xin. I heard from her more than once that she wanted to catch Huo Qingchuan, the fifth diamond king, and become SK's boss.

At noon, she even excitedly took me to the surrounding clothing stores to choose the evening dress.

I have some helplessness, but thinking of my sister's care for me all the time, I can only follow her numbly.

In the high-end clothing store, there are all kinds of fashionable dresses. Chi Xin looks at them excitedly and asks for my opinions.

"How about this one?" In front of her eyes, she picked up a red dress with a lot of front and back exposed and hung it in front of me. Her face was full of hope.

"Is it too much?" I took a look at it a little. If I wear it on my body, I'm afraid I can't even wear it inside.

"That's it. How can you attract the attention of the president if you don't properly leave out a little bit?" Chi Xin doesn't care about the size of the clothes. She only cares about Huo Qingchuan's eyes.

I have nothing to say about her idea. I can only wait for her to go in and change.

Ten minutes later, the door of the fitting room opened. Chi Xin dressed in red, with her face makeup and hot figure, it is particularly enchanting.

"How's it going?" Chi Xin turns around in front of me and asks complacently.

"There's still a little bit of leakage." I've always been a bit conservative. Although I think it's really good, I still express my own ideas.

"Elder sister, you are so backward." She curled her lips discontentedly. "Anyway, I'll take it." Then she came close to me for no reason and whispered in my ear, "if you don't believe me, I'm sure there will be more than me tonight."

I am a Leng, noncommittal. Isn't it just a company dinner? Is it necessary to be so grand? In other words, what is the charm of the cold Huo Qingchuan?

Thinking about this, I came up with Huo Qingchuan's unchanging iceberg face and his eyes that seemed to let people into the endless abyss.

I take off my clothes and ask the assistant to pack them. Chi Xin asks me what I want to wear in the evening.

I looked down at my uniform. "That's it."

"Ah?" Chi Xin's face is incredible, "sister, you're not kidding."