Chapter 41

In the brightly lit opera house, the orchestra on the stage sometimes plays a magnificent ensemble, and sometimes composes elegant and soothing aria. Under the conductor's baton, every performer meticulously presents the current music score accurately, presenting an unprecedented hearing feast to the audience.

I was also gradually impressed by the superb performance skills of the performers, so that after an hour's recital, I kept the same posture.

At the end of the song, there was a burst of applause, and then people began to disperse.

I just leaned on the comfortable sofa and felt deeply about the enjoyment just now.

"Do you like this concert?" Huo Qingchuan asked.

I can't help nodding. If I deny it because of my own little emotions, I think it's an insult to the player.

"Then I'll bring you often." He said.

I just recovered from the immersive performance, turned to look at him, "thank Mr. Huo for bringing me to such an advanced place this time."

"High class place?" He asked curiously.

It's also true that people like Huo Qingchuan will probably come to such concerts or play golf in their leisure time. It's normal that they don't understand the fun of ordinary people.

"Yes," I was obliged to answer any of his questions after dinner and the concert. "To tell you the truth, this is my first time to attend a concert. This kind of place is not for ordinary people." I told the truth about myself.

Huo Qingchuan seemed to think about it for a while, and then tentatively asked me, "where do you go with your wife, I mean your ex husband, on a date?"

He has so many problems that I don't know where to start.

One is, since I know that I have divorced Zhanyi, why can I mention him so naturally in front of me; Two is, he means, are we dating now?

After thinking about it, I decided to answer Huo Qingchuan's question head on. If I escape, doesn't it mean that I haven't put down my wings yet?

"When we were students, we usually went to the movies and had some snacks." In my memory, after I got married, I seemed to spend all my spare time on my family, as if I didn't spend much time with Zhanyi.

"It's all young people's hobbies," Huo Qingchuan commented lukewarm, and then seemed to take care of my feeling, "interesting?"

For us in our school days, that's probably happiness. I nodded, "probably everyone does that, so I feel very happy."

Huo Qingchuan did not speak any more, as if thinking about something.

After sitting there for a while, the two of us got up and left the meeting.

It's already 9:30, so it's natural that Huo Qingchuan will take me home.

He drove on the road which was not very crowded. It didn't take him long to arrive at the gate of Chi Xin apartment.

"That's it. I can go back myself." I stopped Huo Qingchuan's plan to drive downstairs.

Huo Qingchuan didn't act according to his will this time. He safely parked the car on one side of the road.

We two sat quietly in the car, neither of us spoke first.

It's time to get off, I remind myself.

With this in mind, I unfastened my seat belt and turned to smile at Huo Qingchuan, "Mr. Huo, thank you for your hospitality today. I'm back. Be careful on your way."

Seeing that he didn't respond, I had to open the door awkwardly.

"Late, late." As soon as I got out of the car, I heard the sound of door opening and closing. Then a low male voice came into my ears.

Huo Qingchuan stopped me and I turned to see him.

He came to me in three or two steps, with a breeze.

I instinctively stepped back, thinking that he would be as reckless as before.

But this time Huo Qingchuan did not. He stopped at a position just right away from me and looked at me.

I don't know what he's going to say, but my heart is racing.

Huo Qingchuan took my hand and his voice was filled with tenderness. He looked at me. "When we meet in private in the future, don't call me Mr. Huo and don't use 'you'. It seems that we are very distant."

I was stunned for a while. The title was just my respect for my boss. I didn't mean to be alienated.

"But, i... I don't know what else to call this man, who is eight years older than me, besides Huo and you.

"You can call me by my name." As if to see through my mind, Huo Qingchuan replied.

His name, Huo Qingchuan, Qingchuan? Anyway, it's too intimate. I imagine the scene when I call him by his name. I can't help but feel embarrassed.

"I can't say it." I shook my head and said in embarrassment.

Huo Qingchuan abnormal smile, hand a force to bring me into his arms.

See, I knew that he always wanted to do something wrong when he was close to me, but unexpectedly I didn't struggle, I was just held by him quietly.

"Never mind, you can get used to it." He touched my hair and said in a smiling voice in my ear.

Then he let me go, put his hands on my shoulders, lowered his head slightly and looked me in the eyes.

"Don't run away from our relationship in the future, OK? I'm serious about loving you."

I am stunned for a moment, do not know how to express the feelings at the moment, always feel a great joy, no omen of attack on the heart, people can not ignore his words.

But······

"I was married." I watched him seriously for the first time.

"What's the matter, isn't it a divorce?" He answered as if nothing had happened.

"Don't you mind?" I asked again.

"If you mind, I'm not here anymore."

"I also have a daughter."

"I can afford ten."

How to express my mood at the moment, like flowers blooming overnight, makes people overjoyed.

Looking at his unshakable eyes, my eyes were slightly red.

"So, am I qualified?" He gently asked, tone of care seems to be in the care of a fragile goods.

Occasionally, men's bad character made me blush. I turned my head and didn't dare to see him again.

"I didn't say that." I said for the first time in front of him.

"It doesn't matter," he laughs. "Like I said, we can take our time as long as you don't run away from me anymore."

I admit that after opening my heart to Huo Qingchuan and saying something, my mentality is really different from before.

As if I really wanted to say goodbye to my lover, I even waited for his car to disappear in the dark before I turned back home.

Maybe it was the joy of love that made me forget something, but when I opened the door and saw everything in the room, I remembered that there was an important fact that I had left behind.

Don't you mean to give up Huo Qingchuan for Chi Xin, but why did he forget this decision after a meal with him?

Are you attracted by a man's eyes, or bewitched by his words, or can't help pursuing him? I don't know. In a word, I don't want to deceive myself to escape this emotion.

Chi Xin there, if a good explanation, should get her understanding. She has always been a considerate and considerate sister, isn't she? She is so young and beautiful that she will find a suitable partner.

Later, I learned how selfish people are in pursuit of happiness. They are eager to embrace sweet love and do not want to abandon warm family affection. But as the old saying goes, you can't have both.

But this is what happened later. At the moment, I am very happy to find a part of my heart.

After facing up to the feelings between Huo Qingchuan and me, I can no longer bypass him when I meet him in a narrow way, nor move away when I look at him in a panic. Instead, I respond to him freely, just like I decide to respond to my deep feelings.

Chi Xin came back from a business trip for a few days. She didn't find my change except complaining about being tired.

I haven't figured out how to explain to her. I need to wait a few days. With that in mind, I didn't realize that I was actually avoiding this problem.

In the days when both of them have no social intercourse, I often receive short messages from Huo Qingchuan on my mobile phone. He asked me to meet after work, and then drove me to either taste special food or enjoy various performances. With him, it doesn't matter where I go.

Once, at my suggestion, we went to the cinema.

Sitting in the bustling crowd with popcorn and milk tea, watching the wonderful pictures on the big screen and listening to the comments of people nearby, I seem to feel like I'm back in my school days.

Huo Qingchuan doesn't seem to adapt to the atmosphere here. Several times when I told him something, I saw his face was not very good-looking.

I want to laugh. It turns out that President Huo would be upset by such a small matter.

After dinner, after the end of leisure activities, we will tacitly choose a hotel that is not very famous. After entering the room, we will embrace each other, and some of us will ask for each other's bodies crazily. Yes, we are not young people. It is unnecessary to suppress the most primitive desires.

**After that, I will hold the man's waist, feel his still strong heartbeat, and at the same time, let myself more confirm the feelings.

Several times Huo Qingchuan asked me to sleep with him, but every time I refused.

Why should I explain to Chi Xin?

"Just tell her." Huo Qingchuan for my advice, "she always want to know."

"No, I haven't thought about it yet." I firmly rejected him“ You can only say it without harming Xiaoxin. "