Chapter 57

"Mom... My daughter looked at me with some fear, and the expression on her face gradually became aggrieved.

I still did not let go of Yan Yan, staring at her straight.

"Yanyan," I made up my mind that sooner or later, she would know that she had no father. It's better to tell her directly that I almost gave up the previous countermeasures, "your father, he won't live with us."

After listening to my words, my daughter was stunned. Her face was full of muddled expression. She didn't seem to understand what I was saying.

Huo Qingchuan has been looking at me and my daughter. At the moment, he is silent, probably hoping that I can deal with this relationship.

"Mom, what are you talking about? Why doesn't dad live with us?" My daughter really could not accept my words, she asked me more wrongly.

I gritted my teeth. Now that the matter has come to this point, it's useless to keep it a secret.

"Yan Yan, listen to my mother," I looked into my daughter's eyes, word by word, "your father and I have divorced."

For a five-year-old child, the meaning of "divorce" is too obscure. She may have heard it on TV, but she can't understand it accurately.

"Mom, I don't know what you're talking about. I'm going to find dad." Even if I don't know the meaning, my always smart daughter has noticed something from my attitude. She began to want to break free from my shackles, and no longer look at me.

I rudely stopped my daughter's struggle and forced her to look at me. At the moment, my mood began to shake violently. I couldn't tell whether it was right or wrong.

"Your father and I have separated. He won't live with us any more. You don't have a father anymore!" My voice suddenly became loud. I wanted to shock my dishonest daughter with this method, but it backfired.

My daughter is no longer struggling. Maybe she was scared by my roar just now. She stared at me, her eyes began to turn red, and immediately, the big tears rolled out one by one.

"Late, late, you talk too much." Huo Qingchuan, who has been silent, reminds me.

I Leng in situ, looking at her tears, my heart also followed up uncomfortable.

"Mom, I want dad, I want to find Dad!" As soon as the child cried, she was even more indifferent. She began to struggle, and I could hardly control her.

But the word "Dad" constantly appeared in my daughter's mouth, like a sharp sword, madly playing with the wound I just wanted to heal. The pain that always lingers like a river came, which made me burst out.

"I said, you don't have a father. That man doesn't want you anymore!" I'm a little rude to pull back Yan Yan and yell at her.

My outburst completely scared my daughter. She began to cry. She didn't cry for her father anymore. She just cried. Her cry is full of grievances. I don't know whether it's because of my always gentle temper or because of my lost father.

My daughter's cry also pulled me back from my anger. Just now, my restless heart became the pain of gouging out my heart because it hurt my face.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." no matter how much I'm not willing to do in my heart, but I'm not good at implicating my daughter to be hurt. I put Yan Yan in my arms and kept apologizing to her.

Next to Huo Qingchuan a hand on my shoulder, as if to give me courage.

I look up at him, looking at his resolute eyes, it seems that there is sadness for our mother and daughter, my tears also flow out.

Some obstacles in life can't be said to be gone. They can always leave you some pain that can't be erased. Sometimes it's mentioned, it's torn.

In my comfort, my daughter's cry gradually small down, I gently stroked her back, in order to calm the daughter hurt mood.

But because just cry too sad too hard, Yan Yan's little body is still trembling, I can't help but hold her tightly.

After a while, my daughter finally stopped crying. She slowly came out of my arms and looked at me. She reached out and wiped the tears off my face.

"Mom, why did you cry?" I have to lose my temper with such a sensible daughter. My mother is really out of line.

I held back the tears coming up again and forced out a smile.

"Mom is OK, as long as Yan Yan doesn't cry, mom doesn't cry either." I hold my daughter's little hand and say it in a gentle tone.

But even if our emotions have eased down, the most fundamental problem has not been solved.

Yan Yan just now don't ask her father's thing, for me and spread the relationship between wings is still in the clouds.

But now is obviously not a good time to bring up that topic again, and I don't intend to hurt my daughter again.

I stood up from the ground and squatted for a long time, which made me feel dizzy. Fortunately, Huo Qingchuan helped me.

"Yan Yan, will uncle Huo take you out today?" Huo Qingchuan also seems to see through my ideas, he went to Yan Yan's side, said to her with a smile.

There are still wet tears on her daughter's small face. Huo Qingchuan wiped them away with very gentle movements. From my point of view, this man seems to have never had such a gentle expression.

Yan Yan's big eyes blinked, looking at the familiar and strange man in front of her, without making a sound.

"Have you forgotten your appointment with your uncle?" Huo Qingchuan is good at persuading, "uncle wants to buy a bigger and more lovely doll for Yan Yan."

He can always see through the weakness of other people's heart at a glance, no matter in the market or in life.

Sure enough, the expression on her daughter's face became vivid when she heard what she was interested in.

But childhood education is not for nothing. It's a bad habit to collect other people's things. So Yan Yan raised her little face and seemed to ask for my consent.

I nodded to her with a smile.

The daughter was relieved to laugh.

The three of us simply cleaned up, and then we headed for the department store in the center of the city.

After parking the car, Huo Qingchuan took Yan Yan's little hand and went straight to the children's toy area on the fifth floor. Looking at the two of them talking and laughing ahead, I felt that I was the outsider.

Yan Yan is wearing excitedly in a variety of toys, like looking for a baby. Huo Qingchuan is always following her. His expression is vivid, just like a father who lets his daughter play around.

When I look at the two people in front of me, I can see a picture of a happy family. If it goes on like this, how good it will be.

But I immediately shook my head, Huo Qingchuan and I can go to what step, I do not have any ideas, just with all the casual attitude to look at this relationship.

After running for a long time, Yanyan finally stops beside a white Winnie bear doll bigger than her. She looks at the huge and lovely bear straightly, and the joy in her eyes can't be hidden.

Huo Qingchuan smiles and walks over.

"It seems that Yan Yan has found her baby." He said.

The daughter nodded heavily.

I also followed. I have to say that my daughter's eyes are very good. The white bear is not only exquisitely made, but also has soft fur all over her body. Moreover, the price is the highest among similar products.

But now I have the ability to satisfy my daughter's little wish, and I won't let her regret as before.

Before I took action, without saying a word, Huo Qingchuan picked up the teddy bear and went to the cashier.

I Leng under, looking at some not to match the straight man and a bear, a smile to follow up.

Just finished accounts, the bear went to Yan Yan's arms. But it was too big for her to hold, so the doll went back to Huo Qingchuan's arms again.

A man who seems to have a strong air is walking in a crowded shopping mall with a giant bear. Naturally, he attracts a lot of eyes, and I feel a little embarrassed.

Because no matter how you look at it, Huo Qingchuan doesn't match a teddy bear.

Several times, I wanted to pick up the bear, but Huo Qingchuan refused.

In order to understand president Huo's style, I propose to put the bear in the car first, and then we can continue to stroll.

Huo Qingchuan thought for a moment and agreed.

With Yan Yan in the children's playground on the fifth floor for a while, the three of us went to eat Western food. During the period, Huo Qingchuan continued to carefully serve Yan Yan, and Yan Yan did not exclude this strange uncle, which made me feel more gratified.

Send our mother and daughter home, Huo Qingchuan didn't want to stay this time, I understand his idea, it is estimated that one is to let our mother and daughter good reminiscence, two is also to not let Yan Yan strange.

Send off Huo Qingchuan, I hold "booty" with Yan Yan back upstairs.

After washing for my daughter, I let her move the new baby to bed to play by herself, while I took a little bath and went to bed.

The daughter and the bear are sitting face to face on the bed. It seems that they are really good friends talking. Yanyan pinches the bear's nose and touches its face from time to time to show the innocence that a child should have.

See me back, my daughter cleverly gave up a place.

"Does Yan Yan like this bear very much?" I sat down on the bed and asked tentatively.

"Yes, I like it!" My daughter hugged the bear and buried her face in the soft hair to answer me.

"Well, don't you want your mother to sleep with you tonight?" I teased her.

Hearing this, the daughter raised her head, looked at me, looked at the bear again, hesitated for a long time, then reluctantly put the bear on the bedside and crawled towards me.

She put her arms around my neck and said in a soft voice, "of course, I want to sleep with my mother. Yan Yan misses her mother."

No matter how hard I am, no matter how much I suffer, as long as I have a daughter, I don't think the suffering is anything.

I lay down with Yan Yan in my arms. Our mother and daughter were face to face. I reached out and touched her little face. "My mother will never leave you again, OK?"

"Good." Without thinking about it, my daughter nodded hard.

"I'll live with my mother in the future, OK?" I use a very gentle tone, will be for her or some cruel facts said.

My daughter put her head into my arms and rubbed it. After a long time, I heard a dull "en".