I almost escaped from Song Yu's office, so that he didn't hear anything he said to me later. I just remember that he seemed to have formally expressed his love for me. His eyes were burning, but I couldn't face them.
I always treat him as my younger brother and have no other feelings.
I introduced him to my favorite and trusted subordinates, but he betrayed others' love in that wayward way. How could I be ambiguous with him?!
Xia Yi sees that when I go in, I'm still in high spirits, but when I come out, I look flustered, so with a worried face, she comes to meet me from there.
"Sister Chi, are you ok?" Xia Yi holds my arm and looks at the office building behind me.
I heaved a sigh of relief and recovered to the previous calm. "I'm ok. Let's go back." With this sentence, without waiting for Xia Yi to speak again, he went straight into the car.
Xia Yi is a smart kid. He knows some things to ask and some things not to ask, so he drives attentively. We are silent all the way until my mobile phone rings.
It's a short message from Song Yu.
When I saw the message prompt, my hand trembled. After the embarrassment just now, how could he take the initiative to contact me? He was really a self willed and selfish child.
I didn't want to read it, but it was like a thorn in my throat, which made me feel uncomfortable. So I picked up the phone and unlocked the screen.
"Late or late, evasion can't solve any problem. If you haven't forgotten Huo Qingchuan, I can still treat you as before, and I won't force you."
I think Song Yu must be crazy, or he is joking. I'm upset and unable to think when I see him now. Isn't he forcing me?
I put down my cell phone, leaned on the car door and watched the scene fall back quickly. I let my mind go and let all those troubles go away.
But Song Yu is the kind of person who will not let go once he decides something, so when I pick up Yan Yan from work in advance, I see a slender figure leaning in front of my house.
At that moment, I even had an idea that I would take Yan Yan to stay in a hotel for one night. Now I really don't know how to face him.
But when I hesitated, Yan Yan happily called "Uncle song!". In the corridor, the children's voice is very clear. Song Yu, who was playing with the mobile phone, seems to us.
I deliberately avoided his sight, naturally I don't know what his expression is now.
My daughter, who has been holding my hand, broke away from me and ran happily towards Song Yu.
Song Yu is very kind to Yan Yan. He squats down and holds Yan Yan in his arms. "Little princess, do you miss Uncle song recently?"
When she heard that others called her little princess, her daughter was very happy and giggled. She holds Song Yu's neck and rubs his face a few times. "Yan Yan thinks of Uncle song every day!"
Hearing the young children's answer, Song Yu's face also showed a smile.
I stood in the same place for a long time, unable to guess what Song Yu was thinking.
"Late, late, why are you still standing there? Open the door." Song Yu forcefully hugs Yan Yan again and says to me in a daze. That tone is the same as usual, as if nothing happened during the day today.
I think of his short message. Can he really do it the same as before? Even if his attitude remains the same, but we want to maintain the previous relationship, after all, one person is missing.
I hesitated for a moment, or took out the key, went to the door and opened the door.
Song Yu directly took Yan Yan into the room, until I said a word, he let go of my daughter.
"Song Yu, why are you at my door?" After a long hesitation, I finally asked the question in my heart.
"Because you left without saying goodbye today, I haven't finished some words." Song Yu touched Yan Yan's hair and said in a very common tone.
I was startled. What was he thinking about? Would he talk nonsense in front of the children?
I glared at him and warned him not to say anything useless.
Song Yu, of course, knew the meaning of my eyes, so he laughed, "you went to my company to talk business with me today. I wanted to tell you that I'll cook for you today, but I didn't know you had something to do. I'll come to your door and wait."
With these words, Song Yu looked at Yan Yan and pretended to be very pitiful. "Little princess, your mother ignored uncle song."
After hearing Song Yu's words, Yan Yan blinked, then came to me. She held my thigh and shook it hard. "Mom, the food you cooked is delicious. You can cook it for uncle song. He is so pitiful."
Looking at Yan Yan's lovely action, Song Yu's face flashed a smile.
I really admire this man. He knows how to use my weakness to make me not angry with him.
"Well behaved, mom didn't say no to it." No matter what, as long as my daughter a coquetry with me, I have no way, so can only gently comfort her.
As soon as Yan Yan heard this, she was happy. She ran to Song Yu again, like showing off, "mom said that she would make a good meal for you, don't worry!"
Song Yu's eyes show rare gentle eyes. He touches Yan Yan's small face and kisses her on the forehead. "The little princess is sensible, but my uncle doesn't love you in vain!"
Looking at this big and small nonsense, I was angry and helpless.
But no matter what I think of Song Yu, today's meal is inevitable.
"I don't have any materials at home, so I'll do it casually. I don't like your appetite. Don't rely on me." I went to the bedroom to change my work clothes and said to Song Yu, who was reading story books with Yan Yan on the sofa.
"I'll eat whatever you do," Song Yu said, looking up at me. At the end, he added weakly, "if it's a little spicy, it's better."
There are so many problems. I ignored his request and went into the kitchen by myself.
If there is no outsider, our mother and daughter's dinner is very simple. Our daughter is not picky and always finishes the meal I serve her. Today, there is an extra mouth, so I have to cook two more dishes.
Our family's food has always been light, and I don't intend to consider Song Yu's proposal.
Looking at the green dishes on the table, Song Yu's expression is really wilting.
"There's really no chili." He sat next to me honestly, which sounded a little aggrieved.
"Yan Yan and I don't eat spicy food. Since you're a glutton, don't ask for so much." I served him a bowl of rice and put it in front of him.
Sitting on the opposite side, Yan Yan looked at me and Song Yu, and put a piece of green vegetables into Song Yu's bowl. "Uncle song, mom's cooking is delicious. I don't believe you can taste it."
Song Yu takes out a hand to touch Yan Yan's small head, and then takes up his job.
I'm still worried about what happened during the day. Song Yu doesn't seem to be so cheeky. Apart from interacting with Yan Yan, we didn't say a word to each other.
Although he complained that I let him eat light food, Song Yu still ate a whole bowl of rice. In the end, I ate all the dishes I cooked.
Leave him to accompany Yan Yan to continue to see fairy tales, I go to the kitchen to do cleaning work.
When I put on my apron to wash the bowl, Song Yu appeared at the door.
"I'll help you?" He asked tentatively.
I didn't look back. "This is not where you should be. Go back."
I admit that I said this on purpose, not only to prevent him from entering the kitchen, but also to persuade him to give up.
Song Yu didn't make a sound, just stood quietly at the kitchen door, neither entered nor left.
The only thing left in the kitchen was the sound of water and the collision of dishes. I let myself not care about him.
"You don't want to see me?" For a long time, Song Yu said slowly, his voice a little depressed.
I finished the last plate, wiped my hands on my apron, and wanted to continue to clean up the kitchen utensils. "I don't want to see you. On the contrary, I like you very much."
"But what I like about you is only at the family level." I turned around. "I've said that before. I treat you like a brother."
Yan Yan shouts Song Yu in the living room, so he doesn't respond to my words and leaves the kitchen.
Just turning around, he said to me, "when I leave later, I hope I can have a chat with you."
Well, it's better to speak directly than to drag on like this, I think.
The clock points to eight, and Song Yu proposes to leave.
I accepted his proposal and told Yan Yan that I was at home. I went to see Uncle song off, so I followed Song Yu downstairs.
His white car was parked at the gate of the community. Why didn't I see it when I came back?
It's getting colder and colder. It's obviously suffering to stand outside and chat, so Song Yu motioned me to the car to talk.
I hesitated and opened the front passenger's door.
Song Yu sat next to me and turned on the heating and the lights in the car.
The heating system hummed, but neither of us spoke at once. There was only silence in the air.
When the car was completely warm, Song Yu moved and turned to me, "later, I thought about what you said, but I can't agree."
I turned to look at him and didn't know what he meant.
"You say you treat me as a family member, but my husband is also a member of the family, so I can't accept your statement."
"I mean, my feelings for you are similar to family love, not love." I hope to get rid of his unrealistic ideas.
"Why?" Song Yu frowned, "I'm not related to you by blood, and we've only known each other for less than half a year. Why can't you treat me as a man?"
I sighed. He's still so sharp.
"Song Yu, you are excellent, but you are not suitable for me." I want to say it in English“ You should find a girl who can take care of you wholeheartedly, not a single mother with children like me. "
"I don't care. I love you. I can even love Yan Yan." Song Yu retorted stubbornly, "moreover, I think you can take good care of me, and I can also take good care of your mother and daughter."
I don't know what kind of mood he used to say the word "love". I just know that I haven't heard this term for a long time.