Because I couldn't find the matching type, I was in a more anxious mood, even more panicked and anxious. Some of them took the doctor's clothes and held them tightly regardless of the image.
"Doctor, please help my daughter." My tears flowed out, heartache beyond compare.
My grief did not change the outcome of things, the doctor's reply to me is still no temperature and hope of a: "kidney is still not found."
My daughter is looking at me with an innocent expression, which makes me dare not look at her.
"Mrs. Huo, please calm down," the doctor quietly pulled out the sleeve from my hand, "the child's current situation is not optimistic, and if it goes on like this, it may lead to the child's blindness. Our hospital has done its best, but as you know, looking for the right kidney source is not a matter of urgency“
Blindness... I feel my legs are sore. If Song Yu didn't hold me in the back, I might fall to the ground. Yan Yan, she is still so young. If she is blind, what can she do in her future life?
I'm useless. As a mother, I can only watch my daughter suffer.
Tears fluttering down, I forced to bear their emotions will not be too out of control. My daughter is still watching. I can't transmit my sadness to her.
"Mom... Yan Yan's voice is soft, with a little fear.
I don't head quickly wipe tears, try to let yourself look relaxed, came to Yan Yan's bed.
Song Yu took the doctor out, closed the door of the ward and said something outside.
"Well behaved," I put one hand on my daughter's face, and the other hand tightly held Yan Yan's little hand outside the quilt. "Don't think about what uncle doctor said just now, Yan Yan will get better soon."
My daughter's eyelashes swept my fingers. I don't know if she can see the collapse on my mother's face.
She seemed to think about something and grin“ Mom, don't cry. Your eyes are red. "
An irresistible enthusiasm surged from my heart. I could no longer maintain the image of a calm mother. I covered my mouth and turned to one side, choking silently.
Chi Xin is also moved. She wipes her tears. "Elder sister, don't worry. Our Yan Yan is so sensible and clever. She will be able to overcome the difficulties." Then she said to Yan Yan, "right, my little nephew?"
"Well!" Yan Yan happily replied, "Yan Yan wants to get better soon. Yan Yan wants to travel with her mother, go to the amusement park with her little uncle, and eat a lot of delicious food with aunt Xin."
"Little girl," said Chi Xin fondly, "go out to play with your mother and uncle. Do I want to eat with my aunt?"
"Well... Yan Yan sends out a series of lovely nasal sounds," because Aunt Xin knows where to eat, and aunt Xin will take Yan Yan shopping and buy a lot of beautiful clothes. "
"Little boy," Chi Xin shaved Yan Yan's nose, "then you can get better quickly. Aunt Xin has recently taken a fancy to a particularly beautiful princess skirt. It must be beautiful on you!"
Yan Yan sends out a burst of happy laughter. Children are always so easily amused by simple happiness that they don't care about their daily situation.
Just now the sad mood can't extricate oneself is so amused by these two people, I also calm a lot.
"Yan Yan, my mother will save you. Don't worry." I held my daughter's hand again to give her encouragement and courage.
After lunch, Yan Yan soon fell asleep. When she tucked in the quilt for her, she met her cool limbs, which reminded me of the imminent crisis.
Song Yu hasn't come back since he went out with the doctor, and he hasn't said hello to us. I think he has something to go back to.
Still some worry, I called a phone in the past, the phone rang for a long time, no one answered.
Call uncle song. Uncle song tells me that Song Yu has gone home and they are having dinner.
"Is Xiaoyu OK?" I asked Uncle song, generally speaking, he won't leave without any reason, I care about it.
"It seems that it's OK," Uncle song hesitated for a moment. "Xiao Wan, I heard Song Yu say that Yan Yan's child
I wry smile for a while, "the situation is some bad, hope the hospital can find matching as soon as possible."
Just hang up the phone, Huo Qingchuan broke in.
"What's going on?" Huo Qingchuan immediately asked me, "what happened to Yan Yan?"
I haven't told Huo Qingchuan about Yan. How did he know?
"The hospital called me. What happened to Yan Yan?" Huo Qingchuan anxiously came to the hospital bed, frowned and looked at Yan Yan, and then looked at me. His anxious mood was beyond expression.
"Brother in law, keep your voice down!" Chi Xin said to one side, "Yan Gang is asleep. Go out with my sister and tell her not to disturb the children."
I sighed and walked by Huo Qingchuan, "come out."
Gently with ward door, Huo Qingchuan and I stand in the corridor.
"Late, Yan Yan, she..." Huo Qingchuan grabbed my shoulder.
I shook my head, "because I can't find the right kidney source, now I can't do the operation, Yan Yan's body appeared some symptoms caused by the decline of renal function."
Huo Qingchuan's face began to turn white.
At this point, I can't help heartache, "the doctor said, if you don't find a match as soon as possible, Yan Yan may be blind."
"What?" Huo Qingchuan roared, "blind?"
I nodded heartache, "if this continues, the situation is really not optimistic."
Huo Qingchuan didn't ask anything more, and I didn't say anything more. It seems that as long as we mention our daughter's illness, it is a great physical and mental torture for us.
The corridor is very quiet, occasionally a few nurses pass by, the cold atmosphere as we are now in the mood.
I lowered my head, very clear to see Huo Qingchuan's hand clenched into a fist, because the hard joints are clear, and finally can only weakly loosen.
"You go in first. I have something to do." Huo Qingchuan said to me, turned to open the ward.
I looked at his back and thought of his angry and anxious mood. If I wanted to shout out, I finally choked back.
Shortly after Huo Qingchuan left, the attending doctor took two nurses to the ward, saying that it was to relieve Yan Yan's symptoms and that he wanted to go to the clinic for some treatment.
There seems to be some other expressions on the doctor's face, but I'm not in the mood to observe others carefully.
Chi Xin accompanied me waiting outside the clinic, holding my hand all the time.
The end of the corridor of the clinic is the emergency room. Once upon a time, Yan Yan was pushed out from there.
I don't know how long it took, the nurses pushed Yan Yan out.
Looking at some pale daughter's face, my heart is like a knife.
Back in the ward, I held my daughter's hand all the time, trying to warm her up with my own temperature.
The right match is still not found, our family's heart is still like walking on the steel wire, dare not have a trace of relaxation.
The pain of life will not stop when one thing reaches the limit. You will never know what kind of sadness is waiting in front of you.
That night, uncle song ran into Yan Yan's ward in tears. Song Yu had a heart attack and had been sent to the emergency room.
How can it be like this? He just came out of danger, just put off the heavy work, and wanted to enjoy life with his father.
"What?" My father, who accompanied me at night, stood up from the sofa. Uncle song couldn't explain the situation to us because of his grief, but from his expression, Song Yu's situation may be really bad.
"Xiao Wan, you are here with Yan Yan." My father said to me, "I'll go with your uncle song to see Xiaoyu."
"Dad, I'll be there, too." Yan Yan is asleep, and Chi Xin is with her.
"Wait here. I'll let you know if there's any news." My father took a look at me and then went out with Uncle song.
I sat back in my chair, my heart pounding.
Different from the anxiety about my daughter, I feel a strong sense of uneasiness when I think of Song Yu.
"Sister," Chi Xin looked at me, "your face is white."
"Is it?" I subconsciously touched my face, "I'm worried about Song Yu, his body..."
"What's the matter with him, doesn't he say it's all right?" Chi Xin is also very nervous, and she is a little cautious in asking questions.
"I don't know," the temple suddenly jumped, "but Xiaoyu's body has been unstable, there has been a similar situation before."
"Heart disease," Chi Xin pondered, "can't be cured, it will kill people."
Listening to Chi Xin's words, I feel more uneasy. I don't know why, I always feel that this time is different from before.
"Xiaoxin," I stood up, "I'm still worried. I'll go over and guard it. Will you help me watch Yan Yan?"
Chi Xin nodded, "well, leave it to me."
Before leaving, Chi Xin stopped me again, "elder sister, don't worry too much. You should also be careful of your own body."
I made a smile that was worse than crying and left the ward.
I am with this hospital rescue room predestined relationship, why always come here?
If I can, I really don't want to sit outside anymore, just for an uncertain result.
My father was comforting uncle song. Looking from my direction, uncle song's straight waist was bent, as if he was ten years old in a short time.
Uncle song buried his face in the palm of his hand. I could only see his frown tightly and his mouth open because of sadness.
"Old song," my father looked at me and continued to comfort uncle song, "don't think too much about it. Xiaoyu will be fine. You can rest assured."
"Yes, uncle song," I organized the language, "Xiao Yuji has a natural appearance, and he must be able to survive this difficulty."
Sitting next to my father, I comforted the old man.
It was also the fall of my children that made me deeply understand uncle song's mood. But for him, Song Yu is his only concern. The pain in his heart must be thousands of times more than that of me.
"Xiaoyu... Uncle song's voice was a little dull because of the obstruction of his palm." if he has anything to do, how can I live as an old man? "