Chapter 232

Song Yu good temper let me pull his arm, the smile on his face did not reduce, "you are one by one to ask ah, you have so many questions, how do you let me answer you?"

In my opinion, the smile on his face is brighter than the sunlight, which warms my whole haze sky.

"You..." I looked at him, thousands of questions condensed into one at the moment, "won't you die?"

Song Yu still looked at me and laughed. The smile seemed familiar and strange. "People will die, and I'm no exception. You come to ask me whether I will die in the morning. Is that right?"

I choked immediately. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ask this question. I was confused."

Looking at my panic, Song Yu seems very natural.

I suddenly remembered, "by the way, did the doctor know when you came here? A miracle must have happened to you. I'll call the doctor to come and have a look. "

With that, I was about to leave, and was held by Song Yu.

His hand was still cold, but he stopped me with irrefutable force.

"You see, the doctor has removed those bottles and cans for me. Don't you know I'm awake?" Song Yu let go of my wrist and said, "I woke up in the morning, and then my father let the doctor come to see me."

"What did the doctor say?" I asked anxiously.

Song Yu turned his eyes out of the window. "He didn't say anything. It seems that it's a miracle that I can still wake up."

"Where's uncle song?" I realized that there was no one else in the room of the person who needed to be looked after.

"My dad, I went through the formalities." Song Yu said to me.

"What's the procedure?" I asked.

"About discharge procedures?" He thought for a moment and said.

"If you don't know, don't talk nonsense." I looked at him. In his current situation, it's good to wake up. Do you want to leave hospital“ People worry about you all the time. "

"Yes," Song Yu nodded, "I also think that one day people will no longer worry about me."

Looking at Song Yu's pale face, I bit my lip. "This time, it's my fault. I shouldn't take you out for so long. If I stayed at home all the time, maybe it won't happen."

"Come on," Song Yu waved, "why do you always like to take everything to yourself?"

I look at Song Yu and listen to him quietly.

"It's said that my disease may attack at any time. It won't attack because I stay outside for a long time, and it won't attack because I eat a little pungent food. It's random, random. Do you understand? I don't even know when it's going to happen. " Song Yu pointed to his heart.

"But..." what else do I want to say? Song Yu immediately interrupted me.

"If you don't have that ability and can't be responsible for everything, don't always take things for yourself, OK?" Song Yu said.

"Take my fainting as an example. No one is blaming you. From the beginning to the end, it's your own wishful thinking. You always want to be responsible for this and that. Aren't you tired?" Song Yu frowned and said, "in a word, I feel tired when I look at you."

It's amazing that what other people say can't resolve the guilt in my heart. After listening to Song Yu's words, I felt suddenly enlightened, and the knot blocked in my heart for many days was broken.

"Aren't you tired after all you've said?" Since Song Yu was ill, he seldom said so much at one time, because it always made him uncomfortable.

Song Yu is stunned, "you say so, I am still a little thirsty really, pour a glass of water to me." He said.

I got up, went to the head of his bed, picked up the hot water pot there and wanted to pour water.

The kettle is light and empty.

"I've been lying for so long. There must be no water." Song Yu looked at me and said with a smile.

"If you know that, you won't wake up early." I glanced at him. "Wait, I'll get you some water."

Song Yu smile, canthus eyebrows are smiling, he gently nodded, "en." He said.

I always feel that there is something wrong with Song Yu today. I don't know where it is.

I look back at him step by step, he has been smiling at me.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked him.

"Why, do you want me to cry?" Song Yu asked me.

"Of course not," I replied. "You smile so well. You should smile more. I like watching you smile."

"Have you been fascinated by me?" Song Yu made a joke.

I also followed with a smile, "yes, of course, I'm bumping into the deer."

Song Yu leaned on the pillow behind him, "that's good. It seems that you can't forget me."

I don't know what to say.

"I'm going to fetch water. You'll stay well by yourself." I pushed the door open.

At this time, uncle song just came over with a pile of lists in his hand.

I was supposed to ask Uncle song what procedures he had gone through, but I just wanted to get some water for him.

"Xiao Wan, are you here?" Uncle song's voice sounds weak.

"Well," I recovered some vitality, "Uncle song, Xiaoyu will be taken care of by you. I'll get some water." I'm going to leave.

"Late, late!" Song Yu calls me behind my back. I turn to see him.

He didn't smile. His face was calm. I don't know what he was thinking.

"Remember what I said just now. Don't be so tired. Don't blame yourself all the time." He said.

Why did you mention it again in front of Uncle song? I looked at him suspiciously and couldn't get any answer from his face.

I can only nod, "well, I see."

Leaving Song Yu's ward, I went to the water supply department of the hospital.

With a pot full of water, I walk back in a relaxed mood. Song Yu can recover like this overnight. It's really exciting.

I'll call Huo Qingchuan and let them have a look at Song Yu.

In the corridor of the hospital, I met a familiar doctor. Isn't that the doctor in charge of Song Yu?

Happened to meet, by the way, Song Yu's situation is good, I think.

"Doctor," I stopped him and stepped forward, "I want to ask you about Song Yu."

The doctor stopped and looked at me, with a puzzled expression on his face, "Song Yu? You mean Song Yu in ICU? "

I'm also very strange. Don't your patients remember?

I nodded, "yes, that's him. How is he now? I think he looks very well. Has his condition taken a turn for the better? "

"What are you talking about, miss?" The doctor was even more puzzled. "He looks good?"

"Yes, I came out of his ward just now, and he was still talking to me. He even pulled out the oxygen mask and infusion drip. Isn't it because he is getting better?"

"I asked the nurse to withdraw the oxygen mask and infusion when I went to the ward round this morning, because the patient could not survive today." The doctor was surprised and said, "he's awake. Are you right?"

Can't survive today? What's the meaning of this? The Song Yu Mingming I saw just now is better than ever.

I felt a chill behind me. A terrible idea rose from the bottom of my heart, so I ran to the ward of Song Yu.

The doctor also noticed something was wrong and quickly followed me.

Some of the heavy ones opened the door to welcome me, not Song Yu who was smiling at me a few minutes ago, but those who were lying on the bed with their eyes closed tightly, and uncle song who was already in agony.

"Little night, Song Yu, he..." Uncle song looked at me with tears on his face.

How can this happen? I just went out for a few minutes. A few minutes ago, he had a good talk with me.

It was like something was pounding on my brain and holding my heart hard. I had difficulty breathing, and the thermos in my hand fell to the ground, making a crisp cracking sound.

The hot water spilled out and splashed on my feet, but I didn't feel any pain.

The doctor went over me to check Song Yu's condition. He put his hand under Song Yu's nose and tried to breathe. Then he opened Song Yu's eyelids to check the condition of his pupils and gave him a pulse.

"I'm sorry, the patient has passed away." The doctor looked at Song Yu and announced a more desperate and terrifying news than hell.

How can I die? How can I leave so soon? It's only a few minutes.

Tears flow out uncontrollably, I rushed to the doctor, tightly grasp his collar, "doctor, doctor, you check again, is wrong, he just fell asleep, just now he was sitting with me."

"According to what you just said, I think it may be a very rare phenomenon. Let's look back." The doctor explained to me“ A small number of patients may return to their best condition within a few minutes before they die and say goodbye to the most concerned people. "

"I don't believe it. I don't believe it. I don't want it. Doctor, please help him. Help him." I grabbed the doctor's clothes and sat on the ground, crying out.

What I expect to say goodbye is not like this. If I knew that the price of this is to lose him forever, it would be better to let him be unconscious all the time.

"Sorry, we've tried our best." The doctor said with regret, but no longer any rescue measures for Song Yu.

I stumbled up from the ground, came to Song Yu's side, holding his hand just now, put it on his face, "Song Yu, you liar, didn't you say you would wait for me to come back, why didn't you just leave without saying, wake up, wake up."

He said something else to you, he said, so you won't forget my face. He said hello to you in this obscure and cruel way.

Recalling the foreshadowing of Song Yu's painstaking efforts, my heart shrinks more and more, lying on his body and crying.

I don't know how long my sadness lasted until the skin in my hands gradually lost its temperature. When I looked up again, I saw only my face covered with white cloth.

I don't know when many people have gathered around me. Those who care about Song Yu and those who care about Song Yu are all around the room, weeping for the person who will leave us forever.