In such a difficult day, simply focus on the work, so that you can also make yourself less torture.
When I told Xia Yi to ask him to send me to Meilin garden, he was still puzzled. I didn't mean to explain the situation to him. I just told him that he would still come here to meet me tomorrow.
Day by day, time passed, that day's irritability has disappeared, leaving only heart ash and pain.
Huo Qingchuan and I didn't get in touch with each other first. My daughter and I only got in touch with our landline several times through the housekeeper's phone.
It's impossible to say that I can't see my daughter for so many days. I really miss Yan Yan.
But let me go back to that cold home, I'm not ready for it, because I don't know how to face Huo Qingchuan when I meet him.
Unconsciously, I have lived here for more than a week.
I didn't get many clothes when I came here, so I couldn't wear them in a second. I won't go back to Huo's house to pack things. I'm not in the mood to go to the mall to buy new ones. Thinking of some clothes left behind when I lived with Huo Qingchuan in the apartment, I decided to go there.
Fortunately, there are always two apartment keys in the bag. One day after work, I asked Xia Yi to drive directly to the downstairs of Huo Qingchuan's downtown apartment.
"You go back first. I'll take a taxi myself." After getting out of the car, I said to Xia Yi.
Say goodbye to me, Xia Yi left.
Take out two keys from the bag, I stare at one of them for a long time, this just put it back into the bag.
Uncle song gave me this key. He asked me to go to Song Yu's apartment and take care of it. I didn't even go there once. I'm really ashamed of their father and son.
Holding the key to the floor where the apartment is located, I walked to the door of the house that I haven't come for a long time.
Put the key into the lock hole, I turned it gently twice.
It's strange that it would take at least several turns to open the gate in normal times. This time, I only moved once to open it. And there's no need for me to open the door at all, because it opens from inside.
When I saw the man's face clearly, I just felt that God might not be joking with me.
Shen Ruoci appeared in Huo Qingchuan's apartment in his pajamas and looked at me in shock.
"Tardiness, why are you here?" She asked me in surprise.
I should ask you why you are here, right? I quickly thought about the reason why he and she are here, and then thought about it, the reason seems not to tangle at all.
I was suddenly very uneasy, afraid to come out from the depths of the room again a man in pajamas.
"I, I," because she appeared here, I even felt that this is no longer my home, she is the owner, "I'll get some clothes." I am a little at a loss to say.
Shen Ruoci finally let me into the room and made me a cup of coffee diligently.
I didn't see a man in pajamas. Should I be lucky?
"Why are you here?" Finally, I couldn't hold it. I took a sip of coffee and asked the woman who had just taken a bath.
Shen didn't answer my question immediately. She just looked at me and laughed. Then she put down her coffee cup and gave me the answer slowly.
"I didn't have a house when I came back from abroad, so I rented a villa for my parents in the suburbs. Qingchuan said that I had trouble commuting and there was no one living in this apartment, so he let me live here." There seems to be nothing wrong with a reasonable explanation.
It's just that I don't feel comfortable. When did she come in, as soon as she came back, or did I come in after the cold war with Huo Qingchuan?
Why didn't Huo Qingchuan tell me such an important thing?
"Tardy, don't you like me living here?" Shen Ruoci saw that I didn't respond and asked me.
I woke up, "no, no," I waved, "it's just that Qingchuan didn't tell me. I haven't accepted it yet."
"Didn't he tell you?" Shen Ruoci was very surprised. "I moved here not long ago. At that time, I let Qingchuan go home to let you know. I was worried about your misunderstanding."
Not long after we moved in, that is to say, we didn't move in until we didn't agree. Huo Qingchuan really likes to create such a situation that people have to think more about.
When a person is really disappointed, the absurd reality can't make her feel worse.
"It's nothing," I said with a smile. "It was his house, and you don't have to report it to me."
"You..." Shen said hesitantly, "you and Qingchuan are not in conflict."
She's so wise that she can see the essence from my state.
Just in front of this person, I can't confess anything, "it's just a little thing."
"It can't be because of me," Shen Ruoci said, "if it's me, I'm really guilty."
"It's none of your business." Who does she think she is, influential enough to turn a loving couple into enemies?
Talking here is a bit awkward, maybe I feel a little unhappy, Shen Ruoci timely shut up.
After drinking the coffee made by others, I stood up and prepared to leave.
"Wait a minute," Shen Ruoci also stood up, "didn't you just say you were coming to pick up the clothes?"
Is it my illusion? I always feel that Shen Ruoci's aura at this time is different from before.
But the clothes always need to be taken. I answered.
"Come with me." Shen Ruoci waved to me and walked towards the storage room of the apartment.
I am very strange, my clothes are in the cloakroom, how to go to the storage room near the balcony?
He took out a black box and put it on the ground. "I thought you wouldn't come back, so I packed up all your clothes. They're all in here. Have a look."
Then she opened the zipper of the box. The clothes that I stacked neatly before were piled up in a mess, which was put in casually.
"I'm sorry, I'm not very good at sorting out these things." Shen Ruoci's sorry smile to me.
"Don't look." I don't even want to see it. Just say it.
"Well," Shen Ruoci zipped up for me, then lifted up the box and handed me the handle, "since you want to take it away, take it away."
This kind of feeling is very strange. This is my husband's home. Why does my hostess have the illusion of being driven out?
I looked at Shen Ruoci, because of the complicated feelings in my heart, I didn't reach for the box.
"What's the matter?" Shen Ruoci looked at me with a smile.
This woman's impression is quite different from that just now. I even wonder if I am too sensitive.
"Nothing," I said, dismissing myself. "I want to go to my bedroom and have a look. I put a lot of things in the cupboard before."
"I packed them up," Shen said. "They're all in the box."
"Maybe there's something you didn't find out," I ignored Shen Ruoci's words and went to the bedroom. "Sister Shen, do you mind if I go back to my bedroom?"
To tell you the truth, Shen Ruoci's attitude just now, whether she was unintentional or intentional, made me a little uncomfortable.
My tone has changed a little, with a little bit of the hostess should be proud, I am also much taller than Shen Ruoci, we two stand together, I can easily look down on her.
Aware of my emotional changes, Shen Ruoci grinned in embarrassment. "Of course I don't mind. I'm a tenant."
"Thank you." I put down a not sincere words, raised foot to walk toward the bedroom.
It's no exaggeration to say that I've never seen such a messy bedroom. When Huo Qingchuan and I lived here, even if we didn't clean it up, we wouldn't be as messy as before.
The quilts are piled up on the bed in a random way. There are scattered women's clothes on the bed, from the inside to the coat. Socks and other small items are scattered on the ground. On the bedside table, there are some snack packages and fruit skins.
I know I can't gossip about other people's living habits, but Shen Ruoci's contrast is really surprising. She looks like a star outside, but is she so casual at home?
"I'm sorry to make you laugh. There was an early meeting this morning, so I didn't have time to clean up." Shen Ruoci went to the bedside and put away the excessive inside.
I smile, do not make any evaluation, and then came to a before I put a lot of things in front of the cabinet.
When I opened the cabinet, it was filled with many other things.
"What's in it is mine, so I took it," I said to Shen Ruoci. "I'll put down your things."
"Whatever you want." Shen said, sitting on the bed.
I opened my bag and put all the little things in. Then I left the bedroom.
"Are you leaving now?" Shen Ruoci sent me to the door. "I still want to cook at home with you."
The house is so chaotic, I don't expect her cooking level, and I'm still dissatisfied with this woman's living in my house.
"Next time," I said politely, "there are plenty of opportunities."
Leaving the apartment, I dragged my suitcase into the elevator.
Let his ex-wife live in his apartment, Huo Qingchuan is really magnanimous, preferential treatment to his ex-wife, ah, is this just to make up for the previous crimes committed against her?
No matter how optimistic I am, I won't dream like that.
Let people unprepared things happen one by one, my heart to Huo Qingchuan also gradually cold down.
Just down the stairs, I found that I still had something in my hand, something I should hand in.
This time I knocked on Shen Ruoci's door and gave her the key to her apartment.
"Late, you are..." Shen Ruoci's face was blank.
"Take it. I won't come in the future. It's too heavy to put it in the bag." I said to her.
"It doesn't seem very good," Shen said, taking the key. "But next time you come back, just call me."
I smile to her, "there's no need. It's not my interest to go to other people's homes."
Maybe Shen Ruoci hasn't realized the meaning of this sentence, but it has nothing to do with me. I dragged my suitcase downstairs.
I'm not going to talk to Huo Qingchuan about this. I can't manage how people deal with their houses.
After taking a taxi, I went back to meilinyuan.