Is it really necessary to strive for something that is worth fighting for, just for a feeling that has gone bad?
It's not too much to say that I'm in the mood now.
I lost my head, buried my face in my hands and let my mind go.
I know that my sister is for my good, but the quarrels and blows in recent days have drained my strength. I really don't have the heart to ponder her words.
"If you don't like the way, I can help you. I don't like Shen Ruoci, old woman!" Chi Xin finally said.
"Thank you." I can't deny her kindness. According to Chi Xin's meaning, is it going to fight Shen Ruoci?
I didn't think deeply about Chi Xin's words. I got up and wanted to go back to my apartment.
"Elder sister," Chi Xin stopped me, "I think you'd better live here. Although we are not wrong, we can't let people hold on to this little problem."
"I know you are angry with your brother-in-law, but the more you go on like this, the more difficult it will be for you to ease your relationship. You should let him do it once, and for your own good." Chi Xin advised me.
I let him. Why should I let him?
He is nearly ten years older than me. He always misunderstands me. He doesn't pay attention to his words and deeds. Why should I let him?
"You don't have to pour it," I walked towards the door. "I'll deal with the two of us. I'll go back to my apartment. It's quiet and I don't want to disturb you."
Chi Xin couldn't stop me. She didn't say anything more.
"Sister, think about it again." After returning to the apartment, Chi Xin sent me another text message.
I put down my cell phone and put myself in a comfortable position on the soft big bed.
I don't want to swallow my anger any more. I know that even if you deliberately aggrieve yourself and want to seek a compromise, what you get is often worse treatment. In this case, why compromise with others? Life and equality, there is no who let who, even if it is emotional, there can be no bottom line.
I didn't do anything wrong. I don't need to be down like this.
I'll go home tomorrow. If I want to stay, I'll stay. If I don't want to stay, I'll move out what I need. It's better to pick up my daughter. It's much more comfortable to live outside than in the Huo family, from body to soul.
At ten o'clock on Saturday morning, I took a taxi back to Huo's house. I told the driver to wait for me for a while and pay him according to the waiting time.
I haven't come back for a long time, but the Huo family hasn't changed much. It doesn't matter to them that my little grandmother can't come back.
When I got to the door, I met the old housekeeper who had a good relationship with Yan Yan. When he saw me, his eyes lit up, and then he gave me luggage“ Young granny, you are back. "
For such a kind-hearted old man, I naturally treat him with courtesy.
I smile to him, "Uncle Zhang, how are you recently?"
His smile with a little helpless, "everything at home is good, little grandma back is good."
At that time, I was not very clear about the meaning of his words, and then asked, "where's Yan Yan?"
"Miss is still upstairs, practicing the piano." He said to me respectfully.
"Well, Uncle Zhang, you can do it." I nodded to him and left where I was.
The more you go to the middle of the house, the more servants you meet. They were all surprised and respectful to me, and whispered something behind my back after I left.
I have no intention to care about these things with my subordinates. I haven't contacted Yan Yan after leaving home for so many days. I really miss her.
It's strange that along the way, although people met many people, they didn't see any major people, such as Huo Qingchuan and his mother-in-law.
At the corner of the second floor, I heard the faint sound of the piano. Although it was unfamiliar, I could feel the heart of the child playing the tune.
In order to facilitate Yan Yan's piano practice, the Huo family bought a new piano for Yan Yan and put it in Yan Yan's room. Anyway, the room is big enough for a piano.
I directly push the door in, because concentrate on practicing, Yan Yan did not even find my arrival.
I gently went to the back of my daughter and looked down at her attentive daughter from top to bottom.
Is it my illusion? I always feel that I haven't seen my daughter for a few days, and she has grown up again.
Yan Yan, you grow up slowly. Your mother hasn't given you a stable and happy family yet. You will blame your mother for growing up in this kind of instability.
Deep down, I reached for my daughter's hair.
She was startled, because the sound of the piano was seriously out of tune and made a discordant sound.
When she saw me clearly behind her, Xiaomian dan'er showed a surprise expression and jumped up from the stool. She jumped on me and hugged my waist tightly.
"Mom, you can come back. Where have you been these days? Yanyan misses you so much." Yan Yan buried her face in my clothes, with a dull voice and a little grievance.
I also held my daughter back and gently stroked her back, with a sour nose.
After a while, I pulled my daughter out of my arms and squatted down to look her in the eye.
"My mother just has something to do outside, and my mother also misses Yan Yan very much," I wiped away her tears that she didn't know because she was happy or wronged, and spoke gently to her, "is Yan Yan good at home recently?"
Yan Yan also reached out to wipe away her tears, and then nodded, "my father said that Yan Yan will soon go to primary school, is a big child, to be sensible, so Yan Yan has been very obedient, don't make my father and grandmother angry."
I don't know why, I suddenly feel that my precious daughter has been wronged and has no freedom in this family.
"Dad asked me to practice the score skillfully. I come to check my lessons every day. I haven't been out for a long time." Yan Yan said again.
It's also true that the educational policy of the rich and powerful is quite different from that of the common people. The elite start from the children.
But, I don't want to let Yan Yan be entangled by all kinds of pressure too early, I want to let her grow up freely and happily.
Seems to be aware of my emotions, Yan Yan immediately with a, "but Yan Yan also know that my father is for my good, I will work hard!"
I pinched my daughter's little face, "will mom take you out to play today? Where do you want to go? "
Daughter's eyes immediately lit up, children are always honest and heartbreaking.
"Really?" In order to express her joy, my daughter also asked me a question.
"Of course," I said with a smile, "when did mom cheat Yanyan?"
"Great Yan Yan even jumped up happily.
"Wait for me." I smile toward Yan Yan and stand up, "Mom, go get something."
Walking out of my daughter's room, I came to the bedroom that I hadn't entered for a long time. Simply, Huo Qingchuan wasn't there.
Open the cupboard, I find out the bag I have been using, put the wallet, bank card and other things into it, and then go to pick up my face.
Our mother and daughter walked downstairs holding hands, very happy daughter holding my hand a jump, also has been giggling.
Looking at my daughter's happy appearance, I feel better.
Isn't this family here today? I looked around the living room and still didn't see the familiar faces.
Forget it. I'm happy.
The taxi driver was still waiting in the yard. I opened the door and let Yan Yan get on the bus. I also got in.
"To Chaoyang Road." I said to the master.
"Is Yan Yan hungry? Shall we have dinner first?" I sorted out a few wisps of hair, and said in a deliberative tone.
"Yes The daughter agreed without thinking about it.
"Then mom will take you to the aquarium. It's hot now. Let's go to cool places." I said, "there are sharks, dolphins and beautiful corals."
"Yes Yan Yan is still nodding, "as long as the mother in, go anywhere."
I was suddenly very moved and had the impulse to burst into tears.
Throughout the afternoon and noon, I took my daughter to her favorite steak and went to the polar undersea world. My daughter was lying on the transparent glass, looking at all kinds of marine animals swimming in it with wide eyes. She could not help but marvel. She took my hand from time to time and said, "Mom, look, that big fish has wings like a bird!"“ And here, wow, are sharks bigger than their mothers? "“ Is this coral? How beautiful Wait, for a child of her age, there are so many things in the world that make her curious and attract her attention.
The first open aquarium in a city really deserves its reputation. It took us three hours to transfer the whole pavilion. I'm so tired that I can't finish my work.
"If you like it, will mom bring you next time?" Out of the gate of the underwater world, I said to Yan Yan.
"Well," Yan Yan replied happily, not tired at all, "let's take dad with us next time."
I smile at her and don't respond to her little wish.
It's getting late. It's time to think about dinner.
"Today my mother cooks for Yan Yan. What would Yan Yan like to eat?" I'm not on a whim either. I just remember that I haven't cooked for my daughter for a long time.
"Mom makes delicious food!" My daughter is still very excited.
I pinched her little nose, "greedy cat!"
Went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food, I took Yan Yan back to Song Yu's apartment.
"Mom, where is this?" Yan Yan curiously shuttles around in the home, asks me busy in the kitchen.
"Here," I paused, "this is my uncle's house."
"Little uncle?" Yan Yan repeated my words, "it's uncle Song Yu!"
I nodded, with a trace of expectation in my heart, "does Yan Yan still remember my little uncle?"
"Of course I do!" Without thinking, my daughter gave me a satisfactory answer, "my uncle is good-looking, like Prince Yiyang, and told a lot of stories and bought a lot of toys to Yan Yan. Yan Yan likes my uncle best!"
I put down the potato in my hand and went to put my daughter in my arms.
"Mom?" Yan Yan obviously can't understand the meaning of my sudden action.
Even his 7-year-old daughter can commemorate Song Yu with the most sincere heart. Why can't Huo Qingchuan?
"It's OK," I let go of my daughter. "You go to watch TV. Mom's meal will be ready soon."
When I went back to the kitchen, the cell phone in my pocket suddenly vibrated.