With Huo Qingchuan looked at each other, he got up again, to open the door for Yan Yan.
"Daddy There is no blocking, the daughter's voice sounds more clear and direct.
Huo Qingchuan patiently hugged his daughter in a gentle voice, "is the baby back? What, is it fun? "
"Yes!" Yan Yan happy answer, "grandma took me to eat a lot of delicious, also met a lot of people."
"That's good, Yan Yan happy is the most important!" Huo Qingchuan said with a smile.
Father and daughter were intimate at the door. I felt left out in the cold when I was a mother, so I got out of bed, came to them, and coughed softly.
Yan Yan didn't seem to expect that I would be here. She looked at me for a long time.
"Mom?" She exclaimed, "why is mom here?"
"Silly child," maybe the daughter's question is too cute. Huo Qingchuan pinches Yanyan's nose, "where will mother be if she is not here?"
"Because," Yan Yan replied solemnly, "because during this period, my mother always sleeps with Yan Yan."
"Why, is our first lady a little girl who can't sleep without her mother? I don't believe it. " Huo Qingchuan continued to tease her daughter, and looked at me.
"No!" Hearing that her father wanted to deny herself, Yan Yan said categorically, "Yan Yan can sleep by herself. Yan Yan has grown up!"
"This is the little princess of our Huo family!" Huo Qingchuan in Yan Yan's forehead down a kiss, hugged his daughter, "then today Yan Yan sleep on their own, mother to father!"
What did this man say in front of the children? I silently make complaints about this man.
Yan Yan turned her big eyes, looked at Huo Qingchuan, and then looked at me, a sudden expression.
I had a bad feeling that it was too late to stop.
"Dad, mom, are you going to do what only you can do?" The innocent and ignorant children face us with pure and innocent eyes and clear and sweet voice, and say such words, I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach.
Huo Qingchuan was also choked by Yan Yan's words, but he didn't make a sound.
"Well, Yan Yan, go back to bed. My father will have an early meeting tomorrow." After stopping my daughter, I took her from Huo Qingchuan.
Yan Yan back to the house, for her a little comb, was villain out of the room.
"Mom, you go to sleep with Dad, Yan Yan can do it by herself!" It's still a milky voice, but why do I want to cry?
Back in the room, Huo Qingchuan has been lying on the back of the bed.
"It's a good thing to teach children," he said coldly, "Song Yu is a good uncle."
He was right. Song Yu told her all the words in his daughter's mouth, but she still remembers them.
"Children are not sensible, she said casually." I said with a sigh.
Huo Qingchuan didn't speak any more. He lifted the quilt and lay in“ Go to sleep. " He said.
I sat on one side of the bed, opened my side and went in.
Turn off the headlights and the room is quiet. The moonlight came in through the curtains and sprinkled on the carpet and part of the bed.
There was only the sound of our breathing in the air. Huo Qingchuan was as smooth as usual, but mine was a little short.
Covered with the same quilt, as long as I reach out, I can touch the man's body. I can't move as if I have been resisted. I can't be calm for a long time.
I haven't slept with this man for a long time. My mood is really complicated.
As time went by, I was as sleepless as coffee. I kept my eyes open, staring at the objects in the dark, motionless.
"Did you sleep?" The man's voice came through the darkness, like from afar, and close at hand.
I was startled. I thought he was asleep, but I didn't think he was as awake as me.
I gave up the idea of pretending to sleep and blinked“ No, "I simply replied.
"Does the foot still hurt?" He moved. He should have turned to me.
I'm nervous again, and I'm still in a straight up position“ There's no problem. It's just a sprain. "
"Well, if you can't, let the doctor come and have a look." Huo Qingchuan said.
"Don't bother. It's not that soft." I said.
There was another silence. I couldn't even breathe. The smell of men seems to be in my ears, which makes my ears hot.
"Late," Huo Qingchuan's voice came again, the quiet atmosphere added a deep feeling to the voice, "I have something to say to you."
Is it finally about to start? Just to say, it's impossible to fool the past like this.
I bit my lips, still looking at the ceiling, a bunch of moonlight hit above, light and white as if not like human things.
"Yes." I answered him in one word.
"Between the two of us, do we really want to go on like this all the time?" Stop for a moment, Huo Qingchuan said, the voice is not big, but it seems to suppress some feelings.
This is also the problem that I have been struggling with. As a couple, do you really want to fight with each other all the time?
However, if the problem between us is not solved in a day, even if we sleep in the same bed, I'm afraid we can't have no heartache.
He suspects my innocence. I doubt the relationship between him and his ex-wife. Can such a marriage be perfect?
"Do you know," I said, moving my lips, "that there are contradictions between us that can't cross the past?"
"What contradiction?" Huo Qingchuan asked.
This question surprised me. Didn't he know?
I finally turned my head and looked at the man's face in the dark. Of course, I couldn't see it clearly, but even if I couldn't see it clearly, I could feel his serious and burning eyes.
"Didn't you say that before?" I'm in a good mood, so I don't mind giving him an explanation“ First of all, you doubt the relationship between Song Yu and me, so you think the child is not yours; Secondly, between you and Shen Ruoci
"So is the child mine?" Before I finished, Huo Qingchuan interrupted me and asked me a question.
How can I answer that? Even if I say yes, he may not believe it.
There is a kind of disappointment in my heart, I smile, "what I said, will you believe it?"
Huo Qingchuan's steady breathing seemed to be disordered for several times, so he recovered as usual, "you say, you say I believe."
This is to blame me for the problem. Master Huo is really thoughtful.
After what happened before, I don't want to use naive vows to prove anything, because the trust between people is actually built on the basis of real evidence, empty talk, even the husband and wife may not believe each other. This point, I have deeply appreciated.
"I'm going to be examined right away, and you'll know the result." I said.
"That's right," Huo Qingchuan turned over. "The evidence in black and white is the most favorable saying. What's the use of asking you? You won't even give me one. "
I think it's funny. It's not that I don't give it to you. Even if I give it to you, you won't believe it.
I didn't say that. I always felt that if I said it, I would be very sad.
"All I can give you is the final test result and the innocence." I said, "that's the best result, isn't it?"
This is the best explanation for me, for him, for Song Yu and for the Huo family.
Huo Qingchuan silent smile, to my words noncommittal.
"And you?" I always feel uncomfortable when being questioned by the sheets. I always have to find a way for myself“ What's the matter with you and Shen Ruoci? I want an explanation, too. "
The man didn't reply immediately, but kept silent.
"Don't tell me that if I believe you, don't doubt you. As you said just now, black and white is the best way to say it, but you didn't give me an affirmation. I'm not at a loss for such a comparison." Seeing that he didn't answer, I said to myself.
Just take advantage of today's opportunity to say what was not said at that time.
"What do you think I have to do with her?" Huo Qingchuan once again threw the problem to me, which made me feel very unfair.
"Why do you want to ask me? Don't ask me how I feel. I'll ask you how you are with her." I said“ I want to hear your answer
"My answer?" Huo Qingchuan said, "what kind of answer do you want to hear? Are you still doubting me? "
"How can I not doubt you?" Simply take this opportunity to say what you want to know, otherwise there is really no chance, I think“ You not only hide the fact that she is your ex-wife, but also hide more other things from me. How can you let me not doubt you when you work with her, commute and travel together? " I admit that my mood is a little excited when it comes to this issue, but normal women do.
"But isn't it you who sent her to me?" Huo Qingchuan is still as usual, but he said with a calm tone, let me choke.
Yes, at the beginning, it was really me who sent this disaster between us.
I bit my lip, I regret it, but my self-esteem doesn't allow me to say it, especially in front of him“ I do it because I believe you, but what have you done? "
"What did I do?" Huo Qingchuan asked me, "what did I do to apologize for you? What do I do more than just friends
"How can I know what happened between you two?" I murmured, "I can't keep an eye on you all the time."
"Ha ha," Huo Qingchuan said with a smile, "women's imagination is really rich."
You can never tell if what a man says to you is true or false, because there are some things you don't see with your own eyes. This is what Bai Shu said to me more than once.
Therefore, Huo Qingchuan's ambiguous answer has no help in eliminating or alleviating my doubts.
"I've never done anything that I'm sorry for you," I don't want to pursue further. In a word, he won't answer me honestly, so he simply talked about himself, "as for whether you believe it or not, it's your business."