Chapter 343

It's strange that my heart is calm now after a great change.

The rain outside the window seems to have a growing tendency, raindrops on the window formed a dense curtain, blurred the indoor and outdoor vision.

In fact, I should have such a heavy rain in my heart.

I wry smile for a while, slowly stir the porridge sent by the waiter, but there is a slight astringent taste in my mouth.

The hard pursuit of happiness did not come, but got such an unimaginable result, and then was besieged by the whole family, so that was expelled from the house.

If Huo Yining didn't find me, I think I must be the most embarrassed woman in the world.

In a few days, or tomorrow, I may receive a lawyer's letter or divorce agreement, so as to completely end all involvement with the Huo family.

Just, why isn't this child Huo Qingchuan's?

Who is the father of my child? No one knows better than the person concerned. My child's surname is Huo. How can it be that Huo Qingchuan's gene doesn't match?

There must be some problems. I can accept the final trial of divorce, or give up the identity of the Huo family as a young grandmother. But I can't allow my child to bear the name of "wild seed" before he was born.

From the bag out of the mobile phone, I dialed Xia Yi's phone, told him tomorrow's company affairs let him preside over, I may not go to the company.

Generally, I never ask for leave without any reason, so Xia Yi asks me if something is wrong with me, and I can only tell him not to worry.

Put down the phone, in front of the beautiful color of food, but can't pick up any of my appetite, settled accounts, I walked out of the restaurant.

It seems that the rain is a little bit smaller, but it's not the condition of walking home. I stopped a taxi at the roadside, and I gave the address of Song Yu's apartment.

The neon lights in the city reflect different light and shadow on the windows full of raindrops, which makes people feel like they are separated from each other. I sighed.

There's oasis's styour & out in the car. When I was in college, I liked listening to this melancholy series of songs. With the deep sound of raindrops slapping on the car window, it really suits the situation.

"Ma'am, we are not allowed to take taxis in this community. You see..." the driver stopped his car at the gate of the high-end apartment, turned around and looked at some embarrassment.

It seems that the rain is getting heavier, but the rule that foreign vehicles are not allowed to enter here can't be changed. I can only walk back by myself. After paying, I held up the umbrella I got from Huo Yining and went into the rain.

It was about seven o'clock when I ran out of the Huo family. Now it's completely dark. When the rain is big and sometimes small, some raindrops hit me through the not very strong umbrella surface.

The rain splashed on the street spread to my feet unscrupulously. The feeling of moisture spread from the bottom of my skirt to my whole body. The skirt corner seemed to be wet a lot, and it was very uncomfortable to stick to my legs.

I held my umbrella tightly, quickened my pace, and walked towards the tall building in sight.

The apartment property has put a red carpet on the main sidewalk of the hall to prevent people from slipping and reduce the trouble of cleaning.

From the security guard at the gate, I took a bag specially used for holding umbrellas. I stuffed the umbrella in, then threw the rain from my skirt and walked towards the elevator.

Song Yu really left me a good legacy, which can make me feel abandoned by the world and have a place to stay, not to be on the street.

I haven't been here for a long time. There is a faint sense of isolation in the room.

Even if it's still raining outside, I still open the window a little. The rain and moisture slowly infiltrate into the room, with the heat and humidity of this season.

I fell on the sofa, picked up the remote control, turned on the TV, played the first channel with it, and then fell into some kind of meditation.

The sound of rain outside is clearer because of the open window. The sound of TV seems to be drowned. I changed my posture to prevent my stomach from being pressed.

A person, an apartment, guarding an unknown TV, endures a seemingly endless night.

I don't know when I went to sleep. In a word, my dream is full of all kinds of voices, such as shouting, questioning, abusing, criticizing, unremitting, compassionate... These voices are mixed together, leaving no room for me. I want to avoid these sounds that seem to come from hell, but I can distinguish the subtle and painful cry from them.

"Mom, mom... Is Yan Yan's voice. It comes from the noisy and filthy voice, helpless, scared and crying.

Bustling can not see the face of the figure automatically separated from a road, at the end, I finally see the face of my daughter. Her arm was pulled by a tall man. Even if she wanted to run towards me, she couldn't get rid of that man's imprisonment.

"Yan Yan!" I cried, running in the direction of my daughter. But the original static shadow suddenly surged up, carrying me like a huge wave, gradually away from my daughter. I could only stretch out my hand and watch Yan Yan get farther and farther away from me.

In that small figure is about to be submerged by the crowd again, I anxiously shed tears. Before the vision is completely covered, I saw the face of the person who prevented Yan Yan from running to me.

With a thunder, I suddenly sat up from the sofa and wiped my forehead with my hand. It was a thin layer of cold sweat.

The room is very dark, only the light of the TV and the thunder outside, sometimes the things at home shine.

Maybe the windows are open for a long time, the cold air and moisture can't wait to pour in, driving the temperature of the whole room a little cold.

Just as my heart is also cold, it's better to cool down together like this.

But I can't. I still have a little life in my stomach that needs careful care.

Stand up, go to the window and close the window. I turn on the light in the room. The TV has been on for a long time, but I have to let it work for nothing just to eliminate my inexplicable sense of emptiness.

It's less than eleven in the evening. I'm hungry.

But for a long time, there was nothing to eat at home, and there was no takeout to order at this time. I didn't want to go out, so I had to be hungry and look forward to tomorrow.

Dragging my tired body into the bedroom, I fell into bed. The softness of this big bed is no less than that of the master bedroom of the Huo family. Even if it is so strong, it will not make people feel uncomfortable.

Looking up at the ceiling above my head, I want to make my mind empty and relaxed, but Huo Qingchuan's face appears in my mind like a demon.

Just now, in my dream, he held Yan Yan's tiny arm and didn't let Yan Yan come to meet me. Is this a dream because of what happened during the day, or a hint?

No, I won't let Yan Yan leave me. We were two when we married into the Huo family. Even if we want to leave the Huo family, we must be two.

"Baby, although you will not have a father when you are born, my mother will take care of you and my sister." I felt my stomach and muttered to myself.

When I woke up the next morning, I found a piece of wet on the pillow towel. I reached out to touch my face, and there was still wet liquid on it. What's the matter? When I wake up, I don't cry. Why do I cry when I fall asleep?

It's ridiculous. Now, even if I cry for that person, I won't get any chance.

After sniffing and wiping away my tears, I got out of bed and headed for the bathroom.

I simply cleaned myself up. I searched through the wardrobe to find out the clothes I had put here before. I chose a suit that looked very comfortable and took it out.

Pregnant women should look like pregnant women. It's a thing of the past that we should always consider the face of the Huo family and dress appropriately. I used to be bound by these rules. Now I want to live my own life.

But before that, I have one thing to figure out.

Take a bag downstairs, called a car at the gate of the community, rent a car, toward a certain direction in the western suburbs.

Rain in the suburbs, the air is fresh and refreshing. There is a huge stone in my heart, which makes me unable to feel the rare cool in this hot summer.

After a heavy rain, the whole white house seems more holy and solemn. The giant spray in front of the door is more and more lush, and the huge leaves seem to have crystal rain dripping down.

Different from last time, this time there was only a young man standing in front of the door who looked like a doorman. At first sight, he was just doing routine work.

There is no appointment. I'm going to visit myself. No one is welcoming me. This is very normal.

As I approached the door of the hospital, the uniformed one stopped me.

"Excuse me, are you..." he put out a hand to block my way and began to question.

"I'm the Huo family..." the words came to a sudden stop here. I thought about it for a while, and I'd like to start with the purpose of coming here today. "I'm the Huo family's daughter-in-law. I came here some time ago."

For this kind of membership place, it will save a lot of unnecessary trouble to use words that can prove one's identity, although I don't want to borrow that name again.

When I heard the two words of Huo family, the guard was stunned and looked at me with a slight frown, "who are you looking for? Do you have an appointment? "

It's really troublesome, but I'm still patient. "I came to see Dr. Lin. last time my husband accompanied me. Today he's not free. I'll do the prenatal examination myself. I don't have an appointment."

Maybe my tone became tough, but the little guard's attitude was not so horizontal“ Dr. Lin is out today and is not in the hospital now. "

Is that the result of no appointment? But I had to find out something, so I laughed, "will he come back today?"

"It should be, but the timing is uncertain." He said.

"It doesn't matter. I can go in and wait for him." I said.

Hesitated for a moment, "come in, please." He also made a please sign.

I went straight past the guard and went inside.

Although the structure of the building was complicated, I found Dr. Lin's office easily.