In deep sleep, I had a dream.
In my dream, four members of my family were playing on the grass in a sunny spring day. Xi Xi can also walk, and Yan Yan is really like a sister, taking her younger brother as a toddler. From time to time, she can hear the happy laughter of the two children.
Huo Qingchuan and I sat side by side, looking at a pair of children, the sun shining on the body warm, with Huo Qingchuan touch shoulder warm, of course, more warm, is the heart.
"You said, when the children grow up, we will be old. Can we play with them?" Looking at the smiling faces of the two children, I can't help but bend the corners of my mouth and say to my husband.
He didn't answer my question. I looked at him curiously.
The husband is still staring at the two children, the sun shining on his side face, some soft, but also some trance.
It seems that I'm obsessed with watching the children play. I can't imagine that President Huo is still a fan dad. I thought interestingly.
Gently touched Huo Qingchuan's arm, I finally attracted his attention.
"Why, it's important to look after the children. Have you forgotten my wife?" I pretended to be jealous and asked him on purpose.
Huo Qingchuan just a gentle smile, but also did not go on with my joke, he looked at me, canthus eyebrows are gentle smile.
Such Huo Qingchuan makes me feel a little strange, so I can't help saying again, "why just smile and don't talk? It's not like you."
The smile on his face was deeper, and finally he spoke slowly. His voice was misty. "You are all my most important people. For you, I would like to die."
what did you say? I subconsciously blocked his mouth with my hand, and looked at him discontentedly, "in such a good atmosphere, it's unlucky to say that he can't die!"
Seeing that I'm really a little unhappy, Huo Qingchuan smiles and holds my hand in the palm of his hand. "Well, well, I said something wrong. Don't be angry."
He may not know how painful my heart is when I hear the word "death" in his mouth.
I turned my face to one side. "I'll let you go this time. I'm not allowed to do that in the future."
Huo Qingchuan bright smile, "good good good, listen to you." Then he looked at the child again. "What did you say?"
Sure enough, in front of the children, I am just like the air.
"I said, when the children grow up, are we too old to move?" But the weather is fine and I'm in a good mood. Why don't I repeat it?
This time, Huo Qingchuan did not answer my question, but looked far away.
Before I went crazy again, he turned his head and said, "no matter whether I'm here or not, you have to take good care of yourself and take care of two children, you know?"
"What do you mean, how can you not be here?" I'm a little nervous.
Huo Qingchuan looked at me, stretched out his hand for me to do well by the wind disordered hair, "I can't always be around you, I have other things to do."
I thought, "are you going on a business trip?" Think about it, this is the only thing that can make this fan dad show such an expression.
Huo Qingchuan did not answer, with a shallow smile on his face.
I thought he acquiesced to my speculation, "what, it's so mysterious. If you want to go on a business trip, just go. We'll wait for you at home."
"If I have to go for a long time, for a long time, will you wait for me?" Huo Qingchuan said lightly, but could not see the expectation on his face.
This man is a little strange today, I think.
"Of course, no matter how long, I will wait for you!" However, my feelings towards him will not change. Sometimes, between husband and wife, is to need some such commitment.
"Late and late," Huo Qingchuan inexplicably reached over my head and touched it. The steady touch came across my hair. "Sometimes, you don't have to work so hard, do you know? I will be distressed. Even if I'm not here, you should be kind to yourself. "
"I know," I looked at him funny, "is not to go on a business trip, so sensational."
See me jokingly said, Huo Qingchuan put down his hand, his eyes although still with a smile, but I do not know why, I always feel that there is a kind of sadness can not be erased.
The daughter came with her son, and I held my son in my arms, who was still not very stable.
And Yan Yan is rushed into his father's arms, just some sad mood swept away from the man's face, he teased Yan Yan side comfortable smile, is a loving father.
This is good, this is good, our family, to be together well.
Dream is too beautiful, beautiful I laugh in the dream. When I opened my eyes again, I still saw the white ceiling of the hospital.
It turned out that it was just a dream, but it was also a beautiful dream.
I moved my body and wanted to sit up. I saw that someone was busy with something behind my back.
When I was fully conscious, I knew the identity of the man.
"Xiaoxin," I yelled, turning my back to my sister. When she turned around, I turned my mouth, "you're coming."
Seeing that I wake up, Chi Xin is a little surprised, and then comes over with the water cup in her hand.
"Elder sister," she sat on the stool beside the hospital bed, put the water cup in her hand on the bedside table, her eyes full of concern, "elder sister, are you better?"
People who care about me, I can't let them down.
I nodded, "I'm fine."
I subconsciously looked behind her and around the room, and found no one else. How long did I sleep when I came from my parents?
Fortunately, Chi Xin answered my question at the right time. "My parents came to see you this morning. You've been sleeping all day. Are you hungry?"
She reminded me that I was really hungry.
Chi Xin noticed my situation, "you wait, I'll bring the dinner." With that, Chi Xin gets up and goes to the other side of the room.
I opened my mouth, after all, I temporarily suppressed the doubts in my heart.
After a while, Chi Xin came back with a bowl of steaming porridge in her hand.
"You are weak, and the doctor told you not to eat too greasy. Mom cooked porridge for you at home. Come and have some." She said to me.
I nodded gently. With the help of Chi Xin, I sat up against the back of the bed.
Eating porridge fed by my sister, I think of the dream just now. Although the dream is sweet, always feel where there is a sense of disobedience.
"Xiaoxin," the hand is still hanging a needle, in view of the huge reaction of parents before, this time also dare not act rashly, "I ask you something."
Chi Xin stirred the spoon in her hand in the bowl, scooped out a spoon and put it to my mouth, "you say."
I ate the food my sister sent me. "During my sleepy time, is everything OK at home?"
"There's nothing wrong," Chi Xin handed me a napkin, "except that you pulled out the needle and made my parents angry."
Well, it's a good thing not to go out of the house, but to do evil things for thousands of miles. My sister, who was not present at that time, knew about such trifles.
"I mean," I can avoid this topic and pause for a moment, "what's the matter with your brother-in-law
"Brother in law?" Chi Xin asked me a question, and then thought for a while, then continued to answer, "no, it's nothing."
Looking at the nature of Chi Xin's face, it seemed that she was saying something unimportant. I then asked, "how is his injury? Is he awake now?"
"How do I know that?" Chi Xin gave me a spoon of rice again. "There are a lot of people waiting on my brother-in-law's side, and I can't squeeze in."
"Then you can find out what he's doing now, my good sister. Will you help me to have a look?" Chi Xin is not my parents. At least she won't scold me so harshly. It's more convenient for me to ask her.
But I didn't expect Chi Xin to put down the bowl and look at me a little gloomy, "elder sister, do you want me to tell my parents that you are going to die again?"
This wench, I dissatisfied of saw a late Xin.
"Xiaoxin, you see, I can't move now. I just want to know what's going on with Huo Qingchuan. I'm his wife. It's not too much to ask." I began to tell the truth, "that's a gunshot wound. Dad said that the bullet has been taken out, but I still don't worry."
Chi Xin listened to me quietly, then put the empty bowl on the table and forced me to lie down again.
"If you have time to think about this, you'd better worry about yourself. A woman who hasn't given birth to a child, after such a big change, you don't want to live." She covered me up and said.
Why didn't she answer my question head on? I can't think about it.
"Xiao Xin," I look at Chi Xin, who is busy, "are you hiding something from me
I didn't mean to say that, but I felt Chi Xin's action pause.
"What can we hide from you?" Chi Xin quickly followed her action. "You're not deaf or blind. Even if we want to hide from you, can we? In the end, it's good to blame us. Why do we have to suffer. Elder sister, you don't want to think more and have more rest, do you know? "
"Unless you tell me about Huo Qingchuan," I said, "I'll keep asking."
After I was hospitalized, I found that my mobile phone didn't know where to go, and I was almost "under house arrest" all day. The only way I knew the outside news was through the people who came to visit me.
"I really can't help you," Chi Xin sighed. "You lie down, and I'll go and inquire for you. Are you satisfied?"
"My sister is the best," I said with a smile
Chi Xin glared at me and told me not to move, so she closed the door and went out.
It is clear that Huo Qingchuan was seriously injured, but they didn't let me take care of him as if they had made a mistake. It is clear that I am well, and there is no harm.
I simply sit up and look at the door of the ward, waiting for the news that Chi Xin brings back.
Some people come and go from the door of the ward, through the glass I can see. Say, I am in good health now, where also don't ache, why can't oneself see own husband?