After surgery, severe brain pain does not last only once or twice.
Every few days, there is a hot energy in his head, burning his brain.
For him, he can't remember most of the pain clearly.
What he remembered best was that after the operation survived, a few days later, he was really taken to the amusement park by his so-called father.
It was his first time out of the hospital gate.
Yes, normal people except doctors and nurses.
Unlike the people in the hospital, they are crazy and talk to themselves.
They seem to be very busy, coming and going in a hurry.
I also saw many children of his age.
There were a lot of people in the amusement park that day. Every amusement project needs to queue up to get the qualification to play.
When he was six years old, he and his father went to the amusement park for the first time.
Only because he survived the operation, but also because after that, he will face a more cruel life.
It is the largest amusement park in S City, with a sea of people.
At the age of six, his face was excited, and his father rarely had an excited smile on his face.
The smile on my father's face is not just because I went to the amusement park with him.
But because he put something into his son's head.
Little Wang Ge didn't know this at that time. He only remembered that the sky was very blue that day and the people he met were all kind-hearted people.
What impressed him most was playing a project called Ferris wheel.
That day, he and his father got on the ferris wheel. The ferris wheel was driving slowly, and his small eyes were excited to look at the farther and farther ground.
The people on the ground are getting smaller and smaller, and their position is getting higher and higher.
He was speechless with excitement, leaning on the ferris wheel like a fool, and his little body trembled with excitement.
He looked up at his father and saw that his face was expressionless. He sat in the middle of the room, like a routine.
"Dad, look, the people in front are taller than us!"
Little Wang Ge pointed to a carriage in front of him with his little finger and stared big.
President Wang nodded slightly, his tone was neither sad nor happy, "well, I see."
Xiao Wangge's high mood was suddenly pulled down, turned his head, lay on the window of the carriage, and looked up slightly at the people in the last carriage.
The people in the last carriage are a happy family of four.
There are a gentle looking father, a beautiful and intelligent mother, a clever daughter and... A son who seems to have a brain problem.
The child looked as old as himself. Just at this time, he also lay on the carriage.
At this moment, the four eyes are opposite.
The child smiled at him and shook his hand vigorously.
He will always remember the child's smile that day, which is no different from that of the mentally retarded in the mental hospital.
"Xiao Fan, don't shake. If you shake again, I'll throw you down at the top!"
The seemingly gentle father grabbed the child's collar and forced him onto the chair.
Xiao Wangge was still lying beside the window of the trunk, his eyes full of envy.
He didn't know the danger of lying on the edge. He just felt that although the gentle looking father's tone was more severe, he looked at the child with loving eyes.
He had never seen his father show such an expression to himself.
Over the years, among all the painful memories of Wang Ge, only the memory of going to the amusement park is happy.
The short minutes of meeting the warm family made him remember now.
It was probably the first time he had seen such a warm family.
After many years, we met again.
No one will remember the boy under their carriage.
He never mentioned it.
They always pass by.
Wang Gemeng opened his eyes in the black car. His once clear eyes were full of hostility.
Looking into the eyes of President Wang, there was no longer the expectation before, only the hostility in his eyes.
"Wake up?"
President Wang glanced at Wang Ge with his old eyes and continued to drive forward.
The window of the window came down again and the wind blew in gently.
Older, I always feel a little uncomfortable in a closed car.
Wang Ge ignored president Wang, and his feet were still very bad on the storage box in front of him.
Perhaps because he dreamed of what happened when he was a child, Wang Ge seemed a little depressed.
He was about to forget that his childhood request was so simple.
His angry eyes circled around and finally landed on an old photo.
In the old photo, a very beautiful woman holds two children in her arms. The two children are about seven or eight years old. Their eyebrows are somewhat similar to Wang Ge.
A bright smile on a woman's face.
Beside her was a man in a white coat.
All four people had bright smiles on their faces. They looked like a warm family of four.
Like a family of four he once saw on the ferris wheel.
The two boys are said to be his two brothers.
That woman is said to be his mother.
It's just that he doesn't remember at all.
Because his two brothers also underwent craniotomy, all of which failed and died.
Then his mother went crazy because she couldn't bear the pain of losing her son.
He lived in his own mental hospital.
Later, she gave birth to him.
Therefore, President Wang is old enough to be his grandfather, but he is really just his father.
When he was born, he underwent craniotomy.
Began a painful life.
The woman in the picture jumped out of a building and died after seeing him sent to the operating room for craniotomy on the day he was born.
The day he was born was her death.
President Wang can't tell him these things.
He learned it from Crazy patients.
The words of mental patients are not all lies.
When all mental patients say so, it must be true.
Wang Ge looked at the photo with a haze, and his voice was neither sad nor happy.
"Why do you have to do this?"
If he had not had craniotomy, he might have been born into a happy family.
Wang Yuanchang followed Wang Ge's line of sight and saw the photos hanging in the carriage.
He made dozens of crazy copies of this photo and put it in the car, room and Research Institute
Carrying his thoughts and regrets.
"This is the belief of Hua Tuo. We must complete it."
President Wang's fingers trembled. I don't know whether it was excited or painful.
"Oh!"
Wang Ge snorted coldly, stopped talking to President Wang and continued to shrink in the co pilot's position.
He heard the word "faith" when he was young, but there was never any faith in his heart.
He just wants to live quietly, and the damn thing in his brain can no longer hurt. That's good.
These, for him, are wishful thinking.
An ethereal legend, several craniotomy operations, laid the foundation of his tragedy.
The tragedy has begun. He can't turn back. He can only follow the wrong path.
Things are already in his mind. If he wants to live quietly, he must sacrifice some people's lives to obtain a lot of data and information.
Wang Ge put his arm on his face and looked out of the window.
The corners of the mouth dangerously hooked.
He lives in such pain that he should also drag others to hell and let them taste the pain.