Cheng Jiangxue didn't understand what kind of mood he should use to hear such words.
These words were not spoken to her by others, but by her mother.
Her mother used to look at her with such eyes and emotions.
"Mom, the reasons you mentioned are the reasons why you planted Gu on He Jiaqin back then? Because you were jealous of her, you wanted to destroy her. Back then, she was similar to me now. We have everything, career, love, Our family background is well managed, and it seems that we have all the good things in the world. So, you can't stand it anymore, you want to destroy her desperately, just like you want to destroy me." Cheng Jiangxue's voice was unusually calm , without making any waves, "I didn't quite understand why you would get angry every time I made a new improvement in my work; when I said I was going to get married, you tried every means to prevent me from holding the wedding of the century. When you are young, you should keep a low profile and hold a simple family wedding. In fact, you don’t want my happiness to be known to the whole city, right? What kind of mentality have you used to look at me these years? Yes With the mentality of being a mother or looking at He Jiaqin, will you want to strangle me at any time?"
"I think you are a forensic doctor and your brain is broken. Every mother will treat her daughter like this. Am I so impersonal in your heart? I have taken care of you for so many years, and I have not let you down in the slightest." Feel my care for you as a mother?"
"I've felt it, so mom, don't ruin my last hope, and tell me everything you know. I don't want these things to be found out bit by bit."
"I have never heard of the things you said. How could I tell you anything!"
"Then let's make a hypothesis. Let me tell you my opinion, can you listen to me?"
"I'm not free. I'm going to prepare dinner for your father and brother."
"There is Zhang Ma at home." Cheng Jiangxue said calmly.
"You must block all my paths before you are willing?"
"Are you going to destroy all my love for you, so that you feel balanced?" Cheng Jiangxue retorted: "Let me organize my language, how should I say it is more appropriate. In fact, it was not my father who chose you back then, but because You planted a sub-gu on He Jiaqin, threatening him to break up with He Jiaqin with He Jiaqin's life, right?"
Mrs. Cheng was silent, and her breathing became slightly short.
"They are considered gentlemen to each other. They have fulfilled their promises to you all these years. They didn't ruin your reputation because of this incident. Dad also cooperated with you and made you the happiest woman in the entire wealthy circle. Of course Is the happiest on the surface."
"Cheng Jiangxue, I have raised you for so many years, but He Jiaqin is not as important as He Jiaqin in your heart, is it? Do you think I have lived happily all these years? My husband is on occasions where no one else can see except acting with me. I have never touched a single finger of me, and even the child I have was obtained through surgery. What is wrong with me? I am just a woman from an ordinary family, why can’t I yearn for a beautiful wealthy marriage? Do you have to compromise and marry an ordinary person? Have children for the rest of your life, and be a cow and a horse for the man? Why can’t I live like you?”
"Because you can hurt others because of your selfishness?"
"That's their own stupidity, who can blame?"
Cheng Jiangxue's head was stabbed fiercely by a knife, and she wanted to curse because of the pain.
poor person must have something mean.
This is a famous saying that she has always firmly believed in.
This kind of person who doesn't have any moral constraints and only cares about her own gains and losses is actually her mother.
She was clearly the perpetrator, but when she turned around, she turned into a weak person, putting all her faults on others. It was others who polluted her mind and turned her into such a hideous appearance.
It was all other people's fault, not her own.
For a moment, Cheng Jiangxue almost lost the strength to speak.
But she still forced out a sentence, "So, in order to fulfill your dream of becoming a wealthy family, Dad, He Jiaqin, Xiao Mingzi, Qin Yiyue and I all have to pay the price? Do you still feel innocent now? Did others force you to be like this? What about us? We deserve to be poisoned, deserve to live in pain? Xiao Mingzi deserves to be born with polio? Qin Yiyue deserves to be born with polio Was taken away from the beginning? Does He Jiaqin deserve to be threatened by the sub-gu in his body all his life? Dad deserves to live with a woman he doesn't love for the rest of his life?"
"I did all the mistakes, okay? Now you are satisfied, arrest me, put me in jail, and let me never have a free day in my life. Cheng Jiangxue, you are not the best at this kind of thing Is that right? I raised you for so many years. Is this what I get in return? It’s better to strangle you to death when you were born. "
Cheng Jiangxue looked at the front with bloodshot eyes, "If I knew that one day I would face such a choice, I also hope that you would strangle me to death when I was just born, and kill all tragedies in the cradle."
"I did do something wrong back then, but for the sake of the hard work I have done for this family over the past 20 years, am I not worthy of forgiveness? Why do you blame me? Why do you say from the standpoint of He Jiaqin? I?"
"So I should feel that you are wronged and forced, right? If you forgive others with this kind of thinking, every criminal should not be sentenced. Every criminal has a painful choice before committing a crime. There are various reasons for them to commit crimes. Do the victims and their family members deserve to accept this reality? Because the criminal is also in pain, and he didn’t hurt my family’s life for no reason, so I should be tolerant Go and forgive him. If this is the case, what do you need the law to do?!" Speaking of the last sentence, Cheng Jiangxue almost gritted his teeth.
"You didn't intend to let me go, did you? After so many years of relationship, you can't wait to throw me in prison. Cheng Jiangxue, you are such a white-eyed wolf!"
Cheng Jiangxue wanted to say something more, but she really had no strength left.
The whole throat seemed to be blocked by something, and it was hoarse.
The strength of the body also seemed to be drained, limp and unable to straighten the waist.
At this time, a familiar voice sounded behind him.
"Cheng Fayi, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling bad?"
Cheng Jiangxue's eyes widened and she turned her head slowly. Qin Yiyue was standing one meter away, looking at her with concern.
Seeing her pale face, Qin Yiyue trotted over quickly.
He reached out and touched her forehead, "Do you have hypoglycemia? Or do you have thalassemia?"