She thought that although she was poor and her life was not very good, she still had a talent and skill that others did not have, and it would be no problem to make a living by this in the future.
Unexpectedly, the few photos He Weifei took casually were better than the ones she had practiced and explored for a long time.
A person like He Weifei seems to have the conditions to learn anything he wants to learn, and he can learn it well.
Even if he temporarily suspends school because of schizophrenia, it is just a small setback in his brilliant life, not enough to make him go astray. He wants to return to the normal life track, and he can go back at any time.
But she can't, her life has fallen to the bottom, and whether she can get up again depends on herself.
He Weifei glanced at Ji Xuege, who was suddenly lonely, without any trace, and didn't say anything.
Li Qingai hugged He Weifei's arm while sitting, "Brother Weifei, please feed me."
"Where are your hands and feet?" He Weifei snorted.
"Don't cutie Yuyu also have hands and feet?"
"My pleasure."
Li Qingai: "Beast, your life will be very difficult in the future."
He Weifei retorted calmly, "Girl, your coquettish way will scare away a lot of men, and you will be a proper leftover woman in twenty years."
"I will blame you for becoming a leftover woman in the future. God, you have affected my views on boyfriends and mate selection. You have to take full responsibility."
"Your parents know that you want to break your dog legs."
"Oh, don't mention it, those vulgar adults. After knowing that you dropped out of school, one or two wanted to set off firecrackers. When Li Datou and I started a business with you, they would burn incense when they saw you."
"They are afraid that I will hurt you."
"To put it bluntly, it's selfishness." Li Qingai said lightly.
He Weifei patted her on the head, "They love you, they can communicate properly, and don't need to argue about this kind of thing."
Li Qingai didn't know if she was angry with her parents, or because He Weifei's tone was too calm, "Do you think they will support us to contact you with your attitude? They still won't, if they know that we are with you Together, they will curse hysterically."
"I know, but I'm trying to adapt to this situation, trying to adapt to the fact that there are fewer and fewer friends and partners around me." He Weifei smiled at the corner of his mouth, as if what he was talking about was not his own business.
Ji Xuege didn't expect to hear such words from He Weifei's mouth. He actually knew it all along?
Schizophrenia and mental illness are the same disease in the eyes of many people. Others don't care whether he will attack or hurt others. They will only think that he is an abnormal person suffering from mental illness.
As for how much pain and confusion he has endured, others will not pay attention at all.
Li Qingai opened his mouth and looked at him distressedly, "Only..."
"When you have independent financial ability and mature three views, the adults will respect your ideas. If you insist now, the adults will just think that you are making trouble for no reason and adding trouble to their lives and work."
"That's still a few years away, we don't want to hurt you."
"If you don't want to hurt me, you won't hurt me." He Weifei said softly, then turned to Li Yuan, "Student Datou, can you wash the dishes, I'll go to the garden to light a fire."
"Okay, I'll do the dishes."
He Weiyu put his arms around He Weifei's neck, "Brother, I want to make a fire with you too."
"You can watch it from the side first, and if you are willing to light a fire after reading it, just try it?"
"Uh-huh."
Li Qingai took out the barbecue ingredients and put them on with Ji Xuege.
Ji Xuege found himself acting like a boy but doing a girl's job, feeling unspeakably awkward in his heart.
Li Qingai didn't think there was anything wrong, and chatted with Ji Xuege very naturally, "Xuege, Weifei brought you here, and you can come here when you have time. You, Weifei and Li Datou know each other well, so how much do we have?" I got to know him a few times.”
Ji Xuege's hand moved almost invisibly, and said, "You spend all day with a few boys, and live together from time to time, no one gossips about you?"
"What gossip?"
"You're promiscuous or don't love yourself."
Li Qingai shook his head, "I've been with them since junior high school. I'm not afraid of shadows when I'm upright. Why should I be afraid of other people's gossip?"
"Didn't you get isolated by girls at school because you got close to He Weifei? Once a girl wants to isolate someone, she will use all kinds of tricks to completely isolate that person, making her a weird person who walks alone."
Li Qingai shrugged, "You know a lot about this."
"I once saw a girl who was eventually dropped out of school because of the isolation of the girls in the class." Ji Xuege said softly.
Back then, it was because the girls in her class united with other girls in the school to spread rumors, and finally made her a loner in the school.
"I've heard of this kind of thing a lot, but it won't happen to me. I'm one of the best in my class and school, I'm popular, I'm good-looking, but my temper isn't very good. If you have opinions on me, you will not provoke me blatantly. The consequences of provoking me are first, I will teach you personally, and second, you will be punished by Li Yuan. As long as there is no person who has a deep hatred against me, you will not do nothing to anger me. As for those Poor little ones who are completely isolated, I can only say that they don't have the courage to resist, and they are a person who can be squeezed and flattened by others, so don't blame others for being used as a punching bag when they are in a bad mood."
Hearing this, Ji Xuege put down the things in his hands and looked at Li Qingai coldly.
Li Qingai sensed something was wrong with her, "Am I wrong?"
"you are right."
"You may not want to listen to my arguments, but I really feel that other people's attitude towards you depends on how you feel to others." After Li Qingai finished speaking, he smiled at Ji Xuege and walked into the room with the skewered meat skewers. Walking in the household garden, "God, cutie, how is your fire going?"
"Okay."
Li Qingai yelled into the room, "Xuege, Li Datou, light up your barbecue skills, start working!"
Ji Xuege looked through the window, and his eyes fell on He Weifei who was in the garden.
While holding He Weiyu in his arms, He Weifei was flipping through the ingredients on the barbecue net, tilting his head and smiling to chat with Li Qingai.
That picture pierced Ji Xuege's heart like a needle prick.
Ji Xuege stood up abruptly. Li Yuan was coming out of the kitchen. Seeing that Ji Xuege's expression was a little off, "Xuege, what's wrong with you?"
"It's getting late, I'm going home." Ji Xuege said softly.
After speaking, she picked up her camera bag and went out.
Li Yuan said to He Weifei and Li Qingai: "Xuege is going back, I will send him down."
He Weifei glanced at Ji Xuege, "Qing Ai, decorate a barbecue for Xuege."
"No, I'm full." Ji Xuege turned around and went downstairs after finishing speaking.
Li Yuan also followed.
Li Qingai looked at the closed door, "Xue Ge's living environment is problematic."