If she grows up a bit, she can get married, form a new family, and have a new family to accompany her during the New Year.
But even the simplest marriage, she still has a few years to get married.
What's more, getting married can't change several loneliness and fear.
This is what she is most afraid of.
She may not know how to love, because she is alone, she will not even get along with others normally, and she will not understand other people's difficulties.
When Ji Xuege thinks of this, she feels very uncomfortable. At this time, other children only need to face the restlessness of adolescence, have a crush on others, or fall in love secretly. She has to bear much more things and pressure than children of the same age.
Even an adult may not be able to endure this kind of suffering, but no one asked her if she was uncomfortable or happy.
After crying for a long while, Ji Xuege barely stopped crying, and continued to chat with her parents about her changes over the past year.
She didn't leave the cemetery until the sun was almost setting.
As soon as he got into the taxi, Ji Xuege received a call from Li Qingai.
Li Qingai asked: "When are you coming back? Only Feifei and Li Datou will be there in an hour."
"Isn't Weifei in Qincheng?"
"Their family came back today. Hurry up and come back, you will be the chef tonight."
"Okay, then I will bluntly show my feelings in front of Wei Fei."
Li Qingai laughed and scolded angrily: "Swipe it, who told me not to light up the skill of cooking."
"I'll teach you next time."
"No, I don't plan to learn it for the time being. Keep your advantage. Don't let me kill you before I make a move."
Ji Xuege was depressed all day because of Li Qingai's words and He Weifei's appearance, it became much clearer.
**
When Ji Xuege returned to the apartment, He Weifei and Li Yuan had already arrived.
Seeing Ji Xuege, Li Yuan was so surprised that he could stuff a baseball into his mouth.
"You, you, you, you... Damn it, Ji Xuege, you are a woman. Are you still a friend? You have lied to me for so long."
"You are stupid and blame others for lying to you! Only when you see me for the first time do you know that I am a woman!"
Li Yuan looked at He Weifei in surprise, "Really?!"
"Really. If you don't believe me, you can ask Weifei." After Ji Xuege threw the pot to He Weifei, he turned and went into the kitchen.
Li Yuan grabbed He Weifei's neck and shook it vigorously, "Are we still friends?! How dare you treat me like this! You said you would die sooner! Ahhhhhh, Weifei, I hate you!"
He Weifei looked at him speechlessly, "I'm stupid and blame others for being too smart! Is there anyone like you?"
Li Yuan pouted, "Can you blame me?"
"So blame me?"
Li Yuan choked for a moment, "Okay, okay, it's better if I blame it too obviously. I didn't expect Xuege to be so beautiful with long hair and women's clothes. It's really hard to imagine."
Li Qingai kicked Li Yuan's ass, "You've almost got it, and you'll have a sense of presence like this on the first day of the Lunar New Year."
"It's interesting to have a sense of presence today. Hey, are you very moved? Weifei and I came here as soon as we knew you ran out of the sky."
"I'm so touched. In fact, what I thought in my heart is that it's fine if you come. As for you, no one cares whether you come or not!"
Li Yuan felt that he had been stabbed in the chest several times, "Men, will you die if you say a few nice words during the Chinese New Year?"
"No, but it's definitely uncomfortable."
Li Yuan: "..."
He Weifei allowed the two to quarrel, "Go on, I spent the night with Yuyu last night and ran away for another day, I need to catch up on sleep."
"Mr. Xiao He, I have occupied your room. If you don't mind sharing the bed with me indirectly, you can go in and sleep. I wish for it."
"Don't even think about it." He Weifei said as he walked towards the middle room, closed the door and rested.
Li Yuan nudged Li Qingai with his elbow, "I mean man, can you be a little bit conscious of being a woman, will you die if you help Xuege in the kitchen?"
"Aren't I trying to give Xuege a good impression in front of Weifei?"
Li Yuan looked at her with a confused face, "What's in your head? Don't you like Weifei? Now you want to create opportunities for other women, tell me if you don't like Weifei, change Like me? Let me tell you, I'm not that type of woman!"
Li Qingai stepped on Li Yuan's foot hard, and said viciously: "Who gave you the courage? Liang Jingru? Is my mother's vision so bad? I like you? Can you stop thinking so well? "
"What's wrong with me? I'm also very popular at school!"
"It's those silly girls who haven't seen Wei Fei, so they can only settle for the next best thing. If they have seen Wei Fei, they basically don't have anything to do with you, okay?"
Li Yuan rolled his eyes silently, "What you said is simple. Those female students in the previous class have never seen Wei Fei. Those people will not fall in love in the future? I think you have been stereotyped by Wei Fei. Do you like it?" The boy in my house is Wei Fei's type, and you look down on anyone else. Don't you think it's dangerous? There is only one Wei Fei in this world, and there are so many girls who like him. How can you Are you sure he will choose you in the future?"
Li Yuan wanted to ask this question a long time ago, but he was afraid that the man and woman would be sad.
If you don’t know that Ji Xuege is a girl today,
He still doesn't know how to say this, because He Weifei is the only girl around him, and a man-in-law has enough advantages.
But it's different now, He Weifei has accepted a new girl into his life circle and circle of friends, and the male wife is no longer the only one.
He couldn't help worrying that the man's mother-in-law would be hurt.
Although Ji Xuege is also his friend, Ji Xuege has always been a boy in his heart, and he is not used to the setting that Ji Xuege is a girl.
Naturally, it will favor Li Qingai who has been with him for a long time.
Li Qingai's expression froze, and then he smiled unnaturally, "That's Wei Fei's choice, if he doesn't choose me, I can't help it, I can't put a knife on his neck, Let him choose me. He has no obligation."
"You really think so?"
"Otherwise?" Li Qingai returned Li Yuan with a bright and pure smile, and then went back to the room.
Of course her computer is a lie.
When she found out that Ji Xuege was a girl today, she was no less surprised than Li Yuan, but she didn't show it, and it didn't make any sense.
It will only embarrass herself more.
She thought of Ji Xuege's reaction to her when she first met Ji Xuege and Ji Xuege's state that night, so she could guess Ji Xuege's feelings for He Weifei.
Smart girls don't immediately suppress each other, but choose fair competition, even if she herself doesn't want anyone to compete with her for He Weifei.
She also had to make a gesture.
Because the competition between the two of them is just wishful thinking of the two of them in the final analysis, the person who makes the final decision and choice is He Weifei.