Chapter 56 - Insecurities...

"I mean to say that please don't get distracted by some women." She said still in her nervous filled voice. 

Lucas just looked at her dissapointedly and then asked her back, "And do you think will I? You are thinking me that much of an easy man huh?" This time his face was just... just above her face looking at her like he will gonna eat her out very soon. His predatory gaze was making her shivere in thrill and without she even knowing the goosebumps are started to appear all over her flawless soft skin.

Yes she was right that he misunderstood her already. And now she knew what she has to do and that is to clarify him her words. She was about to say him something but before she can even say anything else he again said, "Would you like to tell that what just made you think about me like that? And moreover you have never acted like this before, so why now? Why should it bother you if I give my attention to any other women or not?" 

The moment those words escape from his lips, her face immediately flashed him a hurtful expression. 'Why should it bother her? Is this even a question to ask? Can't he see it clearly that I can't see him with any other women except myself! Ughhhh... Such a fool.' She just cursed him innocently in her mind. Yes, she was damn addicted with him right now and the thought of living without him is alone going to be a very big challenge for her and right at this point if by any chance that woman Estella will just try to lure him with her beauty then what will she do then? She even doesn't wants to compare her beauty with Estella's because she already knows who will win at the end. It's definitely Estella, and there is no doubt about it. 

But only if she knew that in Lucas's point of view no one can match... not even Estella herself can able to match Rose with her beauty. 

She once even read in an article that men are always attracted towards the beautiful things, whether it's any lifeless thing or any women. But she also had read that not every man are like that, and she believes that Lucas is among those men from the second category. But she just is not confirmed about those beautiful things that how dengerous they might be and here is the case that she is facing now. 

It's for the first time for both of them when they will be staying apart from eachothers for so many days, at least for four to five days and it was not sounding so good to her ears. 

On the other side Lucas had just deliberately asked her the last question and he knew it must hurt and affect her very badly but what could he would have done? Even though he knew that he is as much as special to her, like she is to him but still she had never admitted the thing in front of him ever. He was dying to hear out from her those words and it is one of his secret wish all this while but never dared to ask her directly about this. But today he just got the perfect opportunity to ask her about this so that she will blurt those words out of her rage he could clearly able to see that thing coming after some moments in her innocent eyes. 

"Really Lucas? You don't know?" This time she called him in his full voice and he can clearly able to sense that hurt in her voice. But he really didn't liked the fact that she called him with his full name. 

"Then you don't need to know I think. I just wanted to warn you but you misunderstood me and asked that why would I even mind? Leave it... Just know that I have my full belief on you but not on the women who are gonna be around you all the while." She said still in her sad filled voice and looking at the sight in front of him he just couldn't help but started to feel guilty all of a sudden. He should not have said that to her. How could he become so selfish? Damn it!

All this while she was just looking at the ground beneath her, but all of a sudden she felt his finger under her chin and carefully lifting her face, so that he can clearly able to see each and every emotions of her face. 

"I'm sorry my girl. Just sorry ok? And about your insecurities, I can clearly able to understand them, and I assure you that nothing will be happen as you are thinking. I know you are specifically talking about Ella, but don't worry except you no one will ever able to distract me from my work. No one! Now stop being so sad and let me hug you for some good time ok because I don't know how will I even able to survive even a day without holding you or kissing you for a very long time. Come..." He said softly and after hearing out his words all her insecurities are just got vanished away in the thin air. And as he wished she also leaned forward and both just hugged eachothers very tightly as if there is no tomorrow enjoying eachother's addictive scents and heat of their body. 

The moment she had said that she doesn't believes on the women those are going to stay around him, he just got confirmed that she is talking about no one but Estella. And the thought of her being jealous just brought an unknown amount of happiness within him. Ah... How adorable his girl is looking when she gets jealous over the small things. Yes, it's a very small thing for him because he knew Ella had never be a part of his life and he never had looked at her any other way other than just a normal friend. She is very very very far from reach out to his heart and he knew no matter how many times she will try but she will never manage to tame his heart which has already belongs to only one girl and that is none other than his girl, his Rose. 

In the past he even observed many times that whenever it's about the topic that he is going to met Estella, there was the slight tinge of jealousy could be seen in her eyes but neither of them had ever pursuaded the matter any further. He even observed the way Rose was looking at Estella when he and Ella were hugging eachothers whenever the met, and it just made him feel so good that he just won't be able to describe it. 

He had never said that but he had always comes to knew about her inner feelings but never said that aloud. 

After getting apart from eachothers he gently held her head in between his palms and looking so deep into her eyes he finally said, "I'm gonna miss you damn much my sweet girl and you have no idea about and look I promise you that I will be back with the same Luc as you have always known me. So stop worrying for the thing that's not going to happen anytime in the future." 

His voice was so soft and gentle that she couldn't stop herself from flashing him a wide smile which was looking so rare and precious that if it was possible then he would have just preserve that for the eternity of his life only for him to see that every day. She was just too too pretty... no even pretty word is not enough to describe her beauty at that time. Her smile was his all time favourite and he can do anything and everything to bring that precious smile on her face. 

"Hmm... Luc. And I'm gonna miss you too... Please try to come back as soon as possible ok?" This time she asked him shyly but at the same time in a demanding voice and he just loved this side of hers. Then adjusting her hair strands behind her ear he said chuckling slightly, "Of course my queen..." 

Saying this he then placed a very soft kiss on her forehead and it was so satisfying and shoothing that again that rare smile just managed to came across her beautiful lips. 

"Damn Rose! You will gonna kill me with your smile one day!" He grunted then immediately sealed his lips with her with a mind-blowing possesive kiss and just like a butter she immediately gave into him melting into his addictive kisses...

Now it's time for him to leave her and she couldn't help but felt very sad all over once again but she just managed to control her emotions at that time and then with that they both came out of the secret place. Then saying her his final goodbye he went to sit inside his car and drove off from there.

"I'll miss you Luc..." She whishpered silently and turned around to go back to her other three friends...

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To Be Continued....