Li Yuxin slowly takes the ring from ye Lingtian. Looking at the beautiful ring, Li Yuxin likes it very much. She looks at it carefully and looks at it for a long time, but finally gives it back to ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian stares at Li Yuxin. He doesn't understand what Li Yuxin means. He stares at Li Yuxin and asks, "what's the matter? Don't you want to marry me.
"You remember," Li Yuxin put the ring on the table and said to ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian frowned, sat on the seat and asked Li Yuxin, "why on earth?".
Li Yuxin looked at ye Lingtian and wiped her tears with a paper towel. After wiping them dry, she slowly said to ye Lingtian, "Lingtian, do you know that I've been waiting for this day for too long. If I propose to you before you have an accident, I will marry you without hesitation. I love you, so I want to be with you, want to marry you, want to form a family with you, have our common career, have our children, and then slowly watch the children grow up, we grow old together, I can dream of these. You remember I once told you that you wanted me to marry you, to propose to me, to be grand, to be romantic, and to be surprised. Today you have done it. I am very moved, really, I am very moved. You know, just now, I hesitated for a long time, and I almost agreed. But finally, I still want to understand, Lingtian, let's break up, That's what I want to say to you.
"Break up? Why? You tell me, why? " Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin in surprise. He didn't expect that it would be such a result in the end.
"Lingtian, you look at me and listen to me slowly, OK? I will explain everything to you clearly." Li Yuxin looked at the already angry ye Lingtian and said quickly.
Ye Lingtian sighed, regardless of the elegance of the environment, lit a cigarette, and then told the player to let him go.
"I'm sorry, Lingtian. I know that you must have prepared for today for a long time and spent a lot of thought. Moreover, with your personality, you must have the courage to do all this. However, it's really inappropriate for me to break up with you on such an occasion when you are full of expectations, but Lingtian, I have my reasons." Li Yuxin said slowly.
"In fact, I want to break up with you after you wake up. I haven't told you that it's because you haven't recovered. I've already thought about it. I'll tell you after you leave the hospital, but I didn't expect that I didn't have time to tell you that you had proposed to me first. Actually, we didn't start from the beginning to the end, did we? You never told me to be my girlfriend or let's go out with each other, so I don't really know whether we are girlfriends or not, but let's just forget it. I love you, this I am very clear, I have never been so concerned about any man, so no principle, also so compromised, I can do anything for you, can abandon all my pride, all the reserve, sometimes I think, feel some incredible, but the object is you, think it seems that it is so reasonable. Especially this time you came back from the dead, it also made me realize how much I love you. Your coma was one of the darkest days in my life, which was almost more painful than when my father died. When my father left, I had already experienced one. I thought it was the only pain I had experienced in my life. Unexpectedly, you gave me a second time. How hard and painful these days are for me, you can't imagine, and no one can imagine. Therefore, I understand more about how important you are in my heart and how much I love you, "Li Yuxin said slowly.
"Then why did you break up with me? I don't think that's the reason, "said Ye Lingtian slowly, smoking.
"And that's exactly the reason why I want to break up with you, because I love you too much and care about you too much. There is a saying that the more you love, the more you hurt. There is nothing wrong with this saying. When my father died, I felt that the whole day was going to collapse. At that time, I felt that there was still you and a shoulder to support me. Although I was sad, I survived with your company. But do you know what I think after knowing that you are going to die? At that time, I was almost hopeless. I had only one idea, that is, the sky collapsed, and the whole world collapsed like the end of the day. I was like a walking corpse living every day. I couldn't describe what I felt in my heart at that time. That feeling was far worse than death. Now I feel numb in my back, and I dare not even think about it, let alone say it. Ye Lingtian, I don't want to live this kind of life again. I don't want to worry about whether I will live this kind of life again. I'd rather not be with you. I'd rather live alone. I'd rather watch you live with other women. I don't want to live this kind of life again, Because that kind of day, that kind of feeling is really too terrible, "Li Yuxin said while shaking his head, recalling those days, ye Lingtian can almost see the fear from Li Yuxin's eyes.
Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin, then lowered his head, slowly smoked, and finally said, "I'm sorry, Yuxin. I didn't expect that it would hurt you so much. I promise you, this will never happen again, and I will never take any more risks.
"Do you think this guarantee you made is useful? I know your character better than anyone else. If Li Yan is in danger next time, will you save her? I think you will not hesitate to save, Xiaoqing is in danger? Are you going or not? Chen Junliang, Wang Li and so on, these people are in danger, will you not save them? Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself. I know you too well. That is to say, I want to break up with you because I know you can't do it at all. " Li Yuxin asked.
Ye Lingtian was speechless by Li Yuxin. He looked at Li Yuxin and couldn't say anything. He knew that what Li Yuxin said was right. If it happened again, he would still make the same choice without hesitation.
"In fact, what I want to say is not just that you take risks when you are in danger, but that you are too selfless. For you, everyone around you is important, and almost everyone deserves your life to protect. As your girlfriend or your wife and son, you are just one of them. How big is your heart? With so many people already installed, how much can you leave for your girlfriend and your wife? Just like you choose to die for Li Yan, have you ever thought about what your woman will do after you die? Maybe you haven't thought about it, or maybe you have, but if you want to think about it, you still choose to do it. This is the sorrow of being your woman. I remember I told you in the hospital that it is a very happy thing to be your friend, but it is a very sad thing to be your woman. As I said before, you are unselfish, unselfish, your heart will hold a lot of people, your women, your relatives or your friends and so on, but women are selfish, including me, I am also selfish, I hope you are mine, all are mine, what I want is all you, not that small piece of heart, so, in fact, we are contradictory, Conflicts always end up hurting, just like this one. In fact, I can understand, very understand, but being able to understand doesn't mean I don't mind. Do you understand what I mean? "Lingtian," Li Yuxin said excitedly.