Li Yan fell into silence again. They sat side by side in the wind, which disturbed the soot on ye Lingtian's cigarette end and Li Yan's beautiful short hair.
"Is it because of me?" After a long time, Li Yan said.
Ye Lingtian turned to look at Li Yan, then shook his head and said: "no, it's our own problems, personality problems.".
"You don't have to lie to me. I know it's because of me if you don't say it. How many days have you been out of hospital? You said that as early as a period of time, it is no doubt that you left the hospital and they broke up. You know that Li Yuxin broke up with you. If so, it must be because of me. In fact, I know about it. When you were in a coma, Li Yuxin said something to me. I can feel it. She hated me very much and cared about the relationship between me and you. She even cared about your going to save me. Later, I thought about it carefully. It seems that no woman would not care about this kind of thing. But I thought Li Yuxin was a special woman and you two loved each other so much that you couldn't care about these things. I really didn't expect that you two would break up. "Li Yan said faintly. Li Yan was not stupid. Some things can be thought out just by thinking about them, From ye Lingtian and Li Yuxin two people's character can draw the conclusion of the matter.
"As I said, it has nothing to do with you. Even if it has some indirect relationship with you, the main reason lies in me and her. As I said just now, we have different personalities. Some things are natural and I can't change them. Follow me, she can only be hurt, I am sorry for her. Breaking up is actually the best result for her. "
"I go to her, you give me her address, I will tell her clearly my relationship with you, I told her, I like you, but you don't like me, and, I also promised, I will never think of you indiscreetly, more won't get involved in the relationship between you and her." Li Yan jumped down from the railing, firmly said to ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yan and shook his head. He said faintly, "Li Yan, you still haven't heard me clearly. I've already said that this matter has nothing to do with other people. The problem is that I'm just with her. It's useless even if you say it. Moreover, I don't want to save anything. As she said, I'm not destined to be a good husband, so I don't want to hurt her any more. Sit down. You come all the way here. Just sit down and have a chat. Don't talk about these things any more.
"You still love her in your heart, don't you?" Li Yan asked stubbornly.
"Yes," ye Lingtian nodded.
"Well, I won't tell you. If you can drive it out, you're in a bad mood. Do you want a place where I can have a drink with you? " Li Yan asked.
Ye Lingtian shook his head and said, "no, I'm really in a bad mood, but it's not just because of this. If you want to have a drink with me for the Chinese new year, if you want to have a drink with me, forget it.
"Then I'll go to a place to have a drink. I'm just hungry. I ate in the dining hall with my comrades on duty in the evening. Although I added two more dishes, there was no taste at all. Find a place, let's make up a new year's Eve dinner, "Li Yanshuang said quickly.
"Forget it, next time. Where can I have a place to eat at this time? OK, go back, go home and go to bed. It's late, "said Ye Lingtian with a smile and jumped down from the guardrail.
"You are not free and easy. If you want to drink, there will be no place. Go to your house. Don't tell me you don't have any wine. It's unrealistic to go to my house. If I drink at home, my father and my mother have to kill me. I'll go first, and you'll follow me. "Li Yan said and drove directly.
Ye Lingtian looks at Li Yan and has no choice but to smile bitterly. He really doesn't want to drink any more. He just wants to go back to sleep. However, when he meets such a direct person as Li Yan, he has no choice but to drive home obediently, because Li Yan has already gone to his home one step ahead of him. He can't go home by himself.
In fact, Li Yan doesn't really want to drink. She just wants to comfort ye Lingtian and accompany ye Lingtian because she feels ye Lingtian's low mood and is celebrating the new year. Her real purpose is not to let ye Lingtian feel sad again because she is lovelorn. But she forgot that ye Lingtian is far less vulnerable than ordinary people, and it is impossible to look for life and death because of such a small matter.
When ye Lingtian drove to his downstairs, Li Yan had been waiting for him at the elevator entrance.
They went upstairs together and then entered the house.
"It's not bad. I've cooked so many dishes. Hurry up and heat them up. I'll go to find two bottles of wine. Seriously, I'm really hungry. The food in the canteen is not flattering, so I usually eat fast food." Li Yan said impolitely, and then went to Ye Lingtian's cupboard to find wine.
Ye Lingtian again helpless, for Li Yan such an uninvited also very "casual" guests, he can only smile in silence. Then he obediently turned on the microwave oven to serve hot dishes. In fact, he was hungry too. He didn't eat at his own home before, and he didn't eat at Li Yuxin's, but he was drinking muggy wine alone. In that case, he was unlikely to have a good appetite.
Fortunately, using microwave oven hot dishes is not troublesome, not long after the dishes were all hot, Li Yan poured a glass of Baijiu for Ye Lingtian and himself, and heard the knock on the door before he started to drink.
"Who? It's so late. "Li Yan was surprised.
"It can only be ye Shuang. I don't think I have the key. I'll open the door." ye Lingtian stands up.
"I'll go," Li Yan stood up and said, her seat is really closer.
Li Yan went to open the door, but as soon as she opened the door, she was dumbfounded. It was Ye Shuang who was standing outside, but Li Yuxin. Seeing Li Yuxin standing outside, Li Yan was dumbfounded immediately. It was so late that she and ye Lingtian were staying together. Some things were impossible to say clearly.
Li Yuxin looks at Li Yan and opens the door for herself. She looks at Li Yan and her feelings are 10000 times more complex than Li Yan. It can be said that there are all kinds of emotions.
They just looked at each other. Li Yan didn't get out of the way, and Li Yuxin didn't want to come in. They both seemed to fall into their own psychological thinking.
"Is ye Lingtian at home?" In the end, Li Yuxin spoke to Li Yan first and said it indifferently. There was no emotion in her tone.
"Well, yes, I'm looking for him to have a drink. Come in," Li Yan said, making way and explaining.
"I won't go in. Her wallet is left in my house. I'll send it to him," Li Yuxin said. Then she handed a wallet to Li Yan from her hand. When she was about to turn around, she found that ye Lingtian came over.
Ye Lingtian's wallet has been put in his coat pocket. Xu dropped it when he took off his coat to cook and left it at Li Yuxin's home.