"No, no, ye Lingtian" Li Yan heard that ye Lingtian made all the decisions. She was a little flustered and said quickly. At last, she didn't know what to say. She looked up at ye Lingtian and said, "but I don't want to marry you.".
Ye Lingtian frowned and asked Li Yan, "why?".
"No why, I just don't want to marry you, who I want to marry and who I don't want to marry, that's my freedom."
"It's not up to you, you must marry me," ye Lingtian said coldly. In fact, he was angry.
"Do you love me?" Li Yan looked at ye Lingtian's eyes and asked.
On hearing this, ye Lingtian hesitated, silent and did not speak.
"Your eyes have given me the answer, you don't love me.".
"I like you," said Ye Lingtian faintly.
"Is love love? I, Li Yan, am not a beautiful woman, but I am not a Vietnamese bride who can be packed and taken away casually. Yes, I like you. I love you very much. I don't like any man except you. However, I never want to marry you, because, I will not marry a man who does not love me, even if I will not marry for a lifetime. If as you said, it's unfair to me and even more unfair to you to get married so carelessly. I married a man I love, and you? But you have to face a woman you don't love all your life. Why do you have to suffer this kind of torture? "
"If you don't get married, is that fair to the child? As I said, everyone has to bear the consequences for his mistakes. Just like you, so do I. We have no reason to take the child's life to make up for our mistakes. Anyway, he's my child. If you kill me, I can't do such a thing. Although there are countless people going to abortion every day in the world, you and I are all 30 years old, not children. There are some things that young people can do, but we can't do. All my life, I've been doing things without shame, just like I went to save you. I knew that I would die, but I went because I didn't want to regret my whole life. It's the same with this thing. If I beat up my child, I won't forgive myself all my life. Can you forgive yourself? Love is cultivated. My parents didn't know each other before they got married. They didn't even see each other. After being introduced, their parents made a decision, and then they got married. The wedding day was their second meeting. But they love each other very much. In my impression, they hardly ever quarrel and love each other. My father died early, and my mother was very young at that time, but even if we were alone and pitifully pulling our brothers and sisters, we never wanted to remarry. We were alone until she died. In my understanding of you, love is love, marriage is marriage. Love may not become marriage, but I think marriage can breed love and affection. You know my character. Ye Shuang said that I have no idea. Some things can't turn around in my life. I admit that. Some things are my insistence, which is more important than my life. I have to be responsible for this child, otherwise, I will spend my whole life in regret. " Ye Lingtian finally sighed and said.
"It seems that I am too selfish." after listening to ye Lingtian's words, Li Yan was very shocked. She didn't speak for a long time before she finally said such a sentence. She doesn't want to get married, she doesn't want to get married not because she doesn't want to, but she doesn't want to let ye Lingtian regret his life because of this thing, and she doesn't want ye Lingtian to be forced to marry herself because of this child. She knows very well that ye Lingtian loves Li Yuxin in her heart. However, ye Lingtian's words make her not know how to refute at all. She knows that she seems to have been convinced by Ye Lingtian.
"That's it. In the future, there will be a pregnant woman. Don't eat what you shouldn't eat, have more rest and don't work overtime. You can go back and tell your parents about it, or you can wait until I go tomorrow. Tomorrow I will propose to you in front of your father and mother. I hope they will agree to marry you to me. I hope we can get married soon and wait for the baby to be born. As you said, we can't be too selfish. Since we have made a mistake, we must give birth to him, give him the best, at least give him a warm home. If you can't, the rest of your life will be spent in suffering and regret. Because, you are not a heartless person, I am not. Eat, "ye Lingtian said at last. Although his tone was very gentle, Li Yan felt the unquestionable decision in his words. Sometimes he was very gentle, but sometimes he was so overbearing.
"Coco, I think it's ridiculous. The marriage in my imagination is not like this." Li Yan still can't accept all this.
"The relationship between us is ridiculous. It's not this thing that's ridiculous, but the two of us," said Ye Lingtian faintly. He was not in a good mood.
"In fact, maybe I shouldn't tell you," Li Yan said after a long time.
"I will know sooner or later that day, I will hate you all my life," ye Lingtian said coldly.
"Maybe it's my fault. I shouldn't have had a relationship with you. I never thought it would be like this. I'm sorry I ruined your happiness. "
"You are wrong. The future life is my happiness. Happy life is created by ourselves, not by anyone. Don't think so much, I said, it's a good thing, I'm happy, really. You are 30 years old, I am 30 years old. It's time to get married and have children. If it wasn't for this, maybe I would never think of getting married again, let alone having children. "Eat more," said Ye Lingtian, adding vegetables to Li Yan. Although the mouth said very happy, but in fact, the heart of the pain only ye Lingtian himself know.
"I'll go back and think about it." Li Yan finally chose to compromise.
"There's nothing to think about. It's the only way. Eat, "ye Lingtian nodded.
Then they finished the meal in silence, both of them were worried. After dinner, ye Lingtian directly sent Li Yan to the Public Security Bureau for work, and then drove back to the company.
Back to the company, sitting in front of his desk, ye Lingtian frowned again at the documents that need to be processed. He is really not in the mood to deal with these things now.