Listening to Li Yuxin's reason, ye Lingtian can't laugh or cry, but when you think about it carefully, it seems that it's the same truth. It seems that there is nothing wrong with Li Yuxin's presence, but ye Lingtian didn't expect that Li Yuxin would have such a sense of security for himself.
"Can you do it?" Ye Lingtian asked uncertainly.
"Yes, I'm not drunk yet." Li Yuxin nodded.
"Well, go ahead. Wait a moment. I'll put on your coat. You've drunk too much. Don't catch a cold when the wind blows outside." Ye Lingtian thought about it and said, then he went into Li Yuxin's bedroom and found a coat in Li Yuxin's closet to put on.
"Can you go?" Ye Lingtian asked again.
"It's OK for the moment. Let's go. Just look at me a little bit. It shouldn't be a big problem." Li Yuxin nodded and said, then walked out a little bit. This is Li Yuxin's character. He can do whatever he wants. He doesn't know how to be fat. He is always rational. If it's someone else, maybe it's OK, I'm not drunk, I don't have anything, but Li Yuxin won't, she knows she's drunk.
Ye Lingtian is also really worried about Li Yuxin. He directly takes Li Yuxin's hand and holds it in his hand. He is afraid that Li Yuxin will wrestle or bump into something.
"You take advantage of me." Li Yuxin suddenly said, blushing, I don't know whether it's because of drunkenness or shyness. Although the mouth said so, but the hand did not break free. This is why Li Yuxin drinks too much and is stimulated by alcohol. With their current relationship, if Li Yuxin is sober, he will never say such words.
"No, I'm afraid of you wrestling." Ye Lingtian sophisticates.
"Nonsense, you are taking advantage of me, and you don't admit it, do you?"
"Well, well, I admit that I'm taking advantage of you, but I'm taking advantage of you. What can you do with me?" Ye Lingtian said with a smile.
"I called."
"You shout, even if you break your throat, no one will pay attention to you."
"Broken throat, broken throat," Li Yuxin yelled in the elevator.
"Well, I'm wrong, but can't I? Don't make a fool of me for the Spring Festival in the middle of the night. Can I let go and not take advantage of you?"
"You dare!" Li Yuxin stares at ye Lingtian and says.
As soon as Li Yuxin finished speaking, ye Lingtian and Li Yuxin couldn't help laughing. They didn't remember how long they hadn't been together. Holding the hand has not been released, until the car.
Ye Lingtian drove to the riverside. Although he drank a lot of wine, this wine had no effect on him. Moreover, this evening is a special time, so it is impossible for traffic police to check the drunk driving. There are no cars on the road, and the road is smooth.
"Do you know? In fact, I go to the riverside to celebrate the new year on my own every year, which has been the case for so many years. " Li Yuxin said slowly.
Ye Lingtian was a little shocked. He had been there a few years ago, but he hadn't been there since he got married. All his family spent the new year at home, and then they all went to bed before the new year. He didn't expect that Li Yuxin would go there every year.
"I remember a few years ago I went there and met you, but then I disappeared. In recent years, I went to the riverside after dinner every year. I almost didn't go back until it was almost light the next day. I haven't met you all the time." Li Yuxin leaned against the co pilot's seat and said slowly.
"Well, I haven't been there for years." Ye Lingtian said, and then asked, "what are you doing there? To see me? "
"What are you doing? You were married to Li Yan at that time. You are the husband of others. Why should I go to see you? An affair or an encounter? Not really. I'm just bored at home alone. Every year during the Chinese new year, I always think of the scene when you pulled me downstairs from the hospital and went to the office of spring store to cook barbecue for me. I also think of the scene when you took me to the riverside to watch fireworks, listen to the bell and set off the boat lights. For me, that's the most beautiful memory in my life. I can't help thinking about it every year during the Chinese new year, and I can't help going to the riverside every new year's Eve to have a look. It's just for looking for memories. Looking for memories is also a wonderful thing, It's the only thing that makes me feel meaningful every year. " Li Yuxin said to himself.
Li Yuxin is a little drunk. If he is not drunk, he will definitely not say such words in front of Ye Lingtian. But such words make ye Lingtian's heartache no longer painful. He can feel how bitter and painful Li Yuxin has been in these years from Li Yuxin's words.
"I'm sorry, I" ye Lingtian didn't know what to say, just finished, he was interrupted by Li Yuxin.
"What are you sorry for? These things have nothing to do with you. I know what you want to say. You want to say that you shouldn't marry Li Yan, right? You are not a regretful person. There is nothing wrong with your marriage to Li Yan. It's your own choice. That's a good saying. If you don't want to get married, you can't and won't let other people get married. Are you hanging with me like this? I can only blame myself. In fact, I know you've been waiting for me. If you didn't wait for me, you might have been better with Xiaoqing at the beginning, and there's nothing wrong with me, right. If I was not so proud at the beginning, if I was not so cowardly at the beginning, I could be more brave. Maybe I agreed when you proposed to me at the beginning, and then maybe I would go further with you. If there was a if, then there would not be so many things after that, or maybe we would not be like this now. But I didn't, so I don't blame you, I only blame myself. What I call loneliness and pain now is actually my own fault. There's some truth. In fact, I didn't realize it until I lost it. It's true that only after losing can we know how to be precious and how to cherish. " Li Yuxin shakes her head and interrupts ye Lingtian's words. It seems that she is speaking to ye Lingtian. In fact, it is more like speaking to herself. She hasn't had such a flood of feelings for many years. Today, she has been drinking with ye Lingtian for so many years. In this special time and place, his feelings are immediately stimulated by alcohol. Human is such a strange animal. After being anesthetized by alcohol, a rational person has no reserve.