Chapter 1061

"I'm sorry, Li Yan. I'm sorry for you. If it wasn't my fault, you wouldn't divorce me, and you wouldn't use it here."

"No, Ling Tian, it's not your fault. It has nothing to do with you. If you want to say something wrong, it's also my fault. Originally, you cheated my mother to get married with me in order to help me. At the beginning, we agreed that we would divorce after my mother left. However, I am selfish. I am reluctant to divorce you. This is the only selfish time in my life. If it wasn't for my selfishness, maybe you would have married Li Yuxin. I'm sorry for you. What's more, I came here voluntarily, not forced by you. Even if I don't work in Donghai, I can go to many places. I don't have to come here. I applied for it myself. I like to take risks and challenge difficulties. Most of the drug dealers in the whole country sneak out from here. To crack down on drug dealers, the first thing is to clean up here. It's my lifelong dream to be able to go to the front line to fight drugs. So I came here without thinking about it. The danger here is also what I had expected. So, Lingtian, don't blame yourself. It has nothing to do with you. " Li Yan quickly comforts ye Lingtian, and then goes on.

"For me, the happiest and happiest thing is to be able to see your happiness. As long as you can live a happy life, for me, everything is worth it. Ling Tian, do you know that I have done two things in my life that I am most proud of and that make me happiest. The first thing is that I have become a people's policeman. In my life, no prisoner has slipped past me. It's my wish since I was a child. I have achieved my wish, so I become a policeman, No matter how hard and dangerous it is, it's worth it to me. The second thing is that I met you and became your wife. In fact, I am still young this year. For a dying person, thirty-five is a little young, isn't it? But I don't feel sorry. I think my life is worth it. If I hadn't met you, I would have died in that car bomb, let alone the one in the cave. For me, it's worth living for a few more years. Moreover, I've married you and become your wife. For me, my life is perfect enough. Now I don't feel sad to die. " When Li Yan said this, her face was still smiling, but it was more and more difficult to speak.

"Ling Tian, can I have this? I think I left in your arms, OK? " Li Yan said suddenly.

Ye Lingtian can also see that Li Yan is no longer good. Ye Lingtian suddenly feels sad and tears come out of his eyes.

Without saying a word, he sat on the bed, put his arms around Li Yan, put Li Yan in his arms and leaned on his arms, regardless of the pipes.

"Thank you. It's been several years. I haven't been held by you for several years. It's really nice to be held by you." Li Yan said sincerely, and then said: "Ling Tian, I may be leaving soon. After I leave, don't be sad, and don't feel sorry for me. Really, I think I'm very happy. I've done all the things I want to do in my life. I became a policeman and even died on duty. I married the man I love most and died in his arms. What's more, I've made up for the most sad and regretful things. You married Li Yuxin and gave birth to children. I think my life is complete, and there's nothing wrong with death, right? If, if there is a next life, Ling Tian, I hope I can meet you again. I'm still a policeman, and I'll take you to the public security bureau to torture you. " Li Yan said that she might think of her first meeting with ye Lingtian, and she laughed happily and happily.

"I hope I can be your wife for the rest of my life. I hope I can live without Li Yuxin, so that you will love me and we will live forever. Am I selfish? " Li Yan smiles and then says, "in my heart, I am not divorced. You have always been my husband and will always be."

"In my heart, you will always be my wife, before and after. If there is a next life, I will go to you, I will marry you, I hope, then you will not divorce me. If there is a next life, I hope I'm just an ordinary person. I can't be an ordinary person any more. Maybe I'm a barbecue seller or a small security guard. At least that way, I won't know so many women, and I won't have so many women to look me in the eye, so I won't have so many worries, and I don't have so many desires and thoughts in my heart. I will meet you in peace of mind, marry you, have children, live a simple life, for life, for survival, for children, busy all day, work hard together, all my life. Such a life, in fact, is very good! " Ye Lingtian held Li Yan tightly and said faintly, tears trickling down.

Ye Lingtian talked for a long time, but Li Yan didn't say a word. Ye Lingtian looked down. Li Yan had closed her eyes, with a happy smile on her face. She was very calm and serene. I don't know when, Li Yan's hand was holding ye Lingtian's hand tightly. At this moment, Li Yan was still, as if she was asleep. She was forming a dream, a very happy dream, I always have a happy smile on my face.

Ye Lingtian knows that Li Yan is gone forever. This once the most important and intimate woman in her life is gone forever and will never come back. Ye Lingtian still holds Li Yan tightly and looks at her quietly. He thinks of his first meeting with Li Yan in the Public Security Bureau. He thinks of Li Yan who followed him like a follower in the kidnapping of Li Yan. Finally, he thinks of this woman who washes and cooks for her every day and takes care of her every day. Ye Lingtian's tears flow down drop by drop. The hot tears fall directly on Li Yan's pale but delicate face. The hot tears fall from ye Lingtian's face, fall behind Li Yan's face, and finally across Li Yan's face. Hot tears still can not melt the smile and happiness on Li Yan's face. She is very happy and happy.

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