Chapter 1676

"And then?" Li Yuxin continued, not interested in these.

"Then... Then..." speaking of this, Fang Yiyi suddenly became silent, and then said: "I'm forty-three this year."

"Does it have anything to do with what you're going to tell me?"

"If I remember correctly, you and I are in the same year, and Ling Tian, we are in the same year, and you are 43 years old. You look at you, 43 years old, both children, there is a happy family, there is a husband you love also love you, there are a pair of lovely sensible children, in the injured, uncomfortable or tired, there is a shoulder to rely on, there is a person can be coquetry, can you imagine a woman who is 43 years old but nothing? Also a woman, can you imagine what kind of life I live? I'm 43 years old, and I'm still a person. From opening my eyes to closing my eyes, I'm a person all the time. Even if I can meet all kinds of people in the company every day, I'll always be a person in my heart. No matter what grievances you encounter, no matter how tired you are, let alone find someone to rely on. Even if I don't have someone to complain, I'll come home from work, Is a person with a cup of coffee sitting on the sofa in a daze, lonely, in addition to lonely or only lonely. Of course, it doesn't matter. I've been here for more than 40 years and I'm used to it. What's more, I'm 43 years old. How long do I have to be a normal woman? Five years? decade? I ask you again, as a woman, do you want to have children? Do you want to be a mother? " Fang Yiyi suddenly asks Li Yuxin.

Li Yuxin is a little stunned. Fang Yiyi suddenly asks herself this question, but she doesn't answer it.

"Maybe when you were young, many women didn't care much about this problem, but when you are our age, you will start to panic, and you will find how much you want to be a mother. As a woman, I think you can understand how great the word mother is to a woman, How important children are to a woman. I like children since I was a child. I like children very much. I prefer to have a child of my own. I have been looking forward to it for so many years. However, when I was 43 years old, I was still alone. Yes, you may ask, why don't I get married and have a baby? "

Fang Yiyi said with a sad smile, and then said: "as I said before, I've been sensible since I was a teenager. My body and soul don't belong to me. I'm not even myself, so it's more impossible for me to fall in love and get married. Since I was 40 years old, I was rescued from Lingtian. Since I came out of prison, I have finally become myself. I am the real me. I'm in my forties. As a woman, I want to be a normal woman. I want to have personal love, a family and a child, so that I can become a wife and a mother like a normal woman. Yes, in recent years, I have tried hard to find someone to love. I want to love and love seriously. Then I will fall in love, get married and have children. I will live my life like a normal woman. I have contacted a lot of men, but no one I can see. These men are excellent. However, I can't help comparing them with Ling Tian. After such a comparison, I feel that these men are rubbish. Even when they get along with me for a long time, they think that they want to be with such men for the rest of their lives, I feel sick and I feel scared. I don't know if you have this feeling, but I think you certainly do, and you must understand what I said, right? A person's heart is only so big. If you install a person, you can no longer accommodate others. I know that in my life, I can't love like a normal woman again, because I can't drive Ling Tian out of my heart. I love him. I love him too much. I am a stubborn person. Once I recognize something, I can't change it. I can't change myself, just like I love him. I shouldn't love him. I can't love him. But I just love him. I can't drive him away. "

"I think you know this feeling. Once you have a person in your heart, you can't love others. What's more, you can't make do with finding someone to marry, because when you face another face, you will feel sick. If so, I'd rather not marry. So, I completely gave up the idea of getting married. But I am not reconciled, I like children, I can not get married, I can give up the right to be a wife, but I want to be a mother, I want to be a mother. I dream to be a mother, have a child of my own, he will call my mother, I will hold him to sleep, slowly guarding his growth, this is a woman's happiest moment. Also as a mother, you must be able to understand my feelings, right? You understand the importance of motherhood for a woman, especially for those of us who are in our 40s. If we don't act, we may not have the last chance. I've thought about it for a long time, and I'm not willing to do it, so I thought about a plan, a plan that now seems very stupid. " Fang Yiyi is still looking at the ceiling and saying.

Li Yuxin still did not say a word, quietly listening to Fang Yiyi saying, there was not much expression on her face.

"I've been preparing for this plan for more than half a year. I've invited the most professional doctors to take care of my body, take medicine, exercise, physiotherapy and so on. In order to make my body reach the best state of pregnancy preparation, I've done a lot of things and suffered a lot. I'm already a very old pregnant woman at my age, Pregnancy would have been more difficult than young women, I can only make myself easier to conceive through professional and scientific methods. Next, let the doctor calculate for me which day and which period of time I am most likely to be pregnant. " Fang Yiyi pauses to look at Li Yuxin.

When Li Yuxin heard this, she was no longer calm. She looked up at Fang Yiyi with sharp eyes, because she seemed to have heard it and guessed what happened next.

"Go on." Li Yuxin stares at Fang Yiyi and says coldly.