Chapter 1940

"Don't I always look like this in front of you? Yu Xin said that I have been bullying her all these years, but I feel that I have been bullied by you all these years. " Ye Lingtian couldn't help laughing.

"I bully you? I'm the one who's been bullied the most and hurt the most? " Xu Xiaoqing asked.

Xu Xiaoqing talks about it again, and ye Lingtian is silent again.

"Beer, would you like it?" Xu Xiaoqing took out two cans of beer and handed one to ye Lingtian.

"Drive later." Ye Lingtian.

"I'll drink it by myself." Xu Xiaoqing nodded, then he opened a can to drink, drinking brow locked.

"Forget it, I'll drink with you. It's hard to drink alone." Ye Lingtian looked at Xu Xiaoqing drinking, then he also took a can to drink.

"You don't drink, before." Ye Lingtian took a sip, then took out a large number of roasted barbecues and put them in a pot and handed them to Xu Xiaoqing. He also took two strings to eat, but he still didn't leave the barbecue table. He continued to cook there, eat and drink while talking with Xu Xiaoqing.

"I don't drink now, but if I don't drink today, I don't have the courage to tell you, do I? Wine makes you brave. I'm drinking to make you brave. " Xu Xiaoqing laughs.

"You've never been timid."

"That was before. Now it's not what it used to be." Xu Xiaoqing smiles.

Ye Lingtian is silent again. He always feels embarrassed in front of Xu Xiaoqing, just because he knows very well that he owes too much to Xu Xiaoqing in terms of feelings, so he can only be the one who is always in a pinch in front of Xu Xiaoqing, especially when talking about feelings.

"Ling Tian, I asked you something today. No matter what you ask me, I'll give you a frank answer. Can you also give me a frank answer about what I ask you today, without avoiding or lying?" Xu Xiaoqing looks at the silent appearance of Ye Lingtian and asks again.

"You ask."

"Lingtian, I said that in those years, if I insisted on not going, I insisted on guarding you all the time. You said that the person sleeping beside you today is Yuxin or me?" Xu Xiaoqing suddenly asks ye Lingtian seriously.

Ye Lingtian stares at Xu Xiaoqing. He really didn't expect Xu Xiaoqing to ask such a question suddenly, which makes him very surprised. Now their identities are not suitable to talk about such a question. Moreover, Xu Xiaoqing has kept a tacit understanding with him over the years, and will never take the initiative to talk about any topic beyond ordinary friends, All of a sudden, Xu Xiaoqing is as straightforward as he was more than ten years ago.

"You just promised me not to evade or lie. Moreover, don't worry. You can go back to tell Yu Xin about any topic we talk about today. She knows better than you and me. " Xu Xiaoqing is still smiling.

"Really?" Ye Lingtian asked after a moment of silence.

"If you don't say it, I won't say it later."

"What's the point of these words now? I don't think so. " Ye Lingtian shook his head and said.

"In fact, you are doing something meaningless when you come to me today? What do you think? " Xu Xiaoqing asked.

"Well, let me see. It's been too long." Ye Lingtian is defeated by Xu Xiaoqing, and can only begin to recall.

"I'll wait for you to remember, but you can't lie. If you lie, it's boring."

Ye Lingtian handed Xu Xiaoqing the barbecue he had baked, but he didn't continue to bake it, because he had baked a few handfuls, and they couldn't eat much. He took the beer to the table, sat opposite Xu Xiaoqing, drank a sip of beer, and then lit a cigarette. He slowly recalled that, indeed, for ye Lingtian, His emotional entanglement with Li Yuxin and Xu Xiaoqing has passed for too many years.

"If, I mean if, if you didn't choose to go back to Beijing, let alone go to lightning marriage, I can confirm that the woman I'm sleeping with is definitely not Yuxin, because, as you think, if you don't go, you don't get married, Yuxin will never accept me, because with your existence, Yuxin and I can't walk together, As for you and I, I think it's very difficult for us to get together. The person I love in my heart is Yuxin. If Owen is with you, I can't hide my heart, I can't treat you right, and your character is not likely to be around me, so your hypothesis is not true. In fact, if you don't leave, I think I will live with my ex-wife Li Yan for a lifetime, not to mention love, but I think I will live in harmony for a lifetime. " After a long time, ye Lingtian sighed and said, suddenly talking about this topic, involving many of Ye Lingtian's deepest feelings, including regret and guilt for Li Yan.

"I admire and feel sorry for Li Yan, but Ling Tian, I have never been involved in the affairs between Li Yan and you. I can't think of any relationship between this place and my inseparability." Xu Xiaoqing is puzzled.

"The marriage between Li Yan and me seems to be a joke, but it is inevitable. She loves me, I don't hate her, Yuxin because you leave me far away, you because Yuxin choose to return to Beijing, I take Liyan as a confidant, Liyan love me in the heart, the world can't have a real confidant, so I am with Liyan every day, accident is inevitable, I marry her is inevitable. The marriage with Li Yan, because what I want in my heart is Yuxin, so I can't say I'm happy in my marriage with Li Yan, because I'm not reconciled, but I'm not sad. Li Yan is wholehearted to me, I'm not sad. I also feel the warmth of my family and the tenderness of a woman. To be honest, I have more relatives than lovers. If it's not because I'm not reconciled, Li Yan won't choose to complete, and I won't sacrifice in the end. If you don't leave, Yu Xin, I don't have a trace of hope, and I don't have a trace of thought. I think, if you are really a woman who is haunted, I think the woman who is staying with me now will be Li Yan, my ex-wife. Perhaps, I will not be happy, but, at least will not be uncomfortable, perhaps, that will be another world, will be another ye Lingtian. There has never been a "if" in the world, and it has never been repeated. Therefore, it is meaningless to say that. Of course, I'm not saying that Li Yan's death has something to do with you. I'm the only one who's wrong with Li Yan's death. This is the eternal pain of my life, and I can never forgive myself, because I can't recover it, and I can't atone for it. " Ye Lingtian said, smoking and drinking wine.