Chapter 2057

"I have done too many wrong things in my life, including the birth of Tianle. Many times, I can't sleep alone at night, and I will also think about whether my choice at that time was right or wrong. Today, all this makes me understand that maybe he is the only right result of all my wrong decisions, but also the right result of your family's efforts to turn it around. If I take him alone and have no contact with you, then even if he grows up healthily, he has lost a lot of brotherhood with Kangkang, without his father's company, and may even guess that his life experience is not a glorious thing, living in loneliness and shame all his life. I don't think that's what he wants, and it's definitely not what I want. "

"It was very easy to make this decision at the beginning. It was not difficult for him to die even if he was born, but it was difficult for him to live his whole life. Now I understand that if it wasn't for you and Ling Tian, Kangkang and Shiyi, I can't guarantee him to live happily and healthily in this life. But now, with this childhood, at least he knows what happiness is and he knows he has a family. "

"I'm sorry and thank you. If I can see you again in this life, I hope Tianle can meet you after the children are adults. He needs your feelings all his life. As an adult, I should not steal everything from others, including family and happiness, from the beginning. My existence will only remind you and Lingtian that there was such a mistake, Even if you don't mind anymore, I don't want to be such an identity. "

"If I can't meet you, I will always pray for you. I hope you will have a safe, healthy and happy life. And if there is an afterlife, I will pray that we will never meet in the afterlife, so that I never know him, and I will not fall in love with him wrongly, and will not hurt you. The mistakes in this life have been made and irreparable, but I hope I won't make such mistakes that hurt you in the next life. "

Fang Yiyi said with tears and a smile: "I have played too many roles in my life and won a lot of awards, but the most failed role is to be myself, but I can only go wrong. Being with you all the time is tantamount to going wrong all the time. I need you to forgive me all the time, and everyone has been tacit, Doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So it's a good thing to leave and separate. I can also reflect on myself quietly and start over in another place. At least I won't continue this mistake. "

Li Yuxin has always understood that Fang Yiyi is also a very stubborn and competitive person. Otherwise, at the beginning, she would not have to let so many single men from all over the country do not want to pick Zhong Lingtian. Of course, a big reason is that ye Lingtian refused her from the beginning to the end, which made her very unconvinced; And even after giving birth to her child and letting ye Lingtian and Li Yuxin know, she did not admit her mistake, give in or repent. Even later, Li Yuxin accepted her and arranged her life with Ye Tianle, so that ye Tianle could often see ye Lingtian and clearly feel that her heart was changing, but she never said it. And at this farewell moment, she finally took off all the disguise and told Li Yuxin her guilt and regret.

"You're right. The mistakes of this life have been made, and you and I are both women. We should understand what such things mean to a woman. Indeed, all along, I accept the existence of you and Tianle, which can be said to be a helpless move, because I love Lingtian, because I am his woman, I have to advance and retreat with him, and I also have to bear the responsibility for his mistakes. His past and his future are what I have to face, which I knew when I chose this man. I can't put him down, so I have to accept the reality. But I really have no way to forgive you, so I have been suffering from you and me all the time. " Li Yuxin also said very frankly, Fang Yiyi is a smart woman, Li Yuxin also does not like to cover up, so said very directly.

"But these days, I have also seen your feelings for your children, including the things you have never said but have been doing. I can feel that you are making up and repenting. In fact, I am not unable to understand, because your background, your situation is very special, and I also know that you have suffered a lot. It is not easy for a woman in her life, and you may be even more difficult. Even I know that anyone who has experienced what you have experienced will not live better than you, especially when you have been coerced to do something you are reluctant to do, But when you hurt me and my family, it's impossible for me not to hate you. "

"I don't believe in afterlife. I just want to have a good life, raise my children, take good care of my family and love Lingtian. But if there is a so-called afterlife, I hope you can start from the beginning, and don't suffer these hardships in this life. I will not pretend to be generous and say that I hope I can be friends. I just hope that there will be no more mutual harm between you and me. If I can, I hope I can have a more normal relationship. "

"No one will think about what you have done wrong all his life. How you think about it is also your business. But I hope you will always remember that you are a mother. Think more about your child. For his healthy growth, you have to make more efforts to let the child see that his mother is a person worthy of his love and his pride." Li Yuxin looked at the children and said to each other faintly.

With tears in her eyes, Fang Yiyi nods and holds Ye Tianle to say goodbye to Ye Kang. She takes a deep look at Li Yuxin and finally says goodbye.

It's just that even Li Yuxin doesn't know whether they can meet again in this life.

And saying goodbye to Fang Yiyi is just the beginning. Before she leaves, Li Yuxin has to meet several other people, of course, not many, just two or three. After seeing these people, she can leave without worry.

After living in Donghai for half a lifetime, she has created such a big foundation. There are so many people in the circle of friends in the shopping mall. In fact, when she finally left, she found that there were only a few people who really needed to say goodbye. Li Yuxin didn't have much emotion about this. She knew that those who needed her to say goodbye were really important to her. Other people are just a link in the circle of contacts. After leaving Donghai, this circle no longer exists.