Chapter 2211

"You lost your mother when you were very young, plus your father's identity, so you lost most of your happiness, but you still keep a lot of normal things, even if the family is only half for you. You always feel unhappy because family is very important to you, but for me, why not? But because of amnesia, what I have lost is not only my family, but also my identity, my true self, my friends, everything I have tried to build in the past decades. Because of amnesia, I have lost all this. "

"You're always worried about not having a good birthday, but I don't even know when my birthday is. You feel dissatisfied that your father didn't accompany you well, because your mother died prematurely, so you feel painful, but I don't even know if my parents are still alive. I need them, and they can't appear beside me; They need me, and I can't be filial. You don't think you have any friends, and I don't know what kind of friends I had before, and what kind of feelings I have accumulated over the past few decades. Now, with my amnesia, all of them have become blank. I've lived for nothing in the past few decades. "

When ye Lingtian said these things, he was still very calm. There was no complaint or anger at all. He just said these facts calmly. He knew that no matter how much he complained, it was useless. It was better to accept the reality and try to change it.

"So you think you are not happy, maybe because you have never compared, so you can't see others' unhappiness, you just live in your own world, no matter how much you get, you won't be happy. And I think, if you really don't feel happy enough, then try to turn it into happiness. Happiness is created by yourself, not by complaining about your unhappiness. And there are many things in life, not only the birthday or the company of parents, relatives and friends is happiness. It's better to take the time and energy to do more things to make yourself happy. "

Youmeizi is also stunned. She is because ye Lingtian talks about her amnesia. Although ye Lingtian is very calm, those words and the reality are in front of her. Anyone who experiences these will be full of helplessness“ I'm sorry... "You Meizi sobbed," I didn't think about your feelings. I didn't think about how much more painful you are than the situation I'm facing. I'm here to make a reason for my little dissatisfaction. I didn't want to stimulate you and bring up your sadness. "

"There's nothing sad about it, because it's useless to be sad. If you have the time and energy, it's better to use it to solve problems." Ye Lingtian said, this is also his consistent style.

"But for me, birthday is not the most important thing. You're by my side, that's the most important thing. You gave me hope, but in the end you let me down again... "

Ye Lingtian listens quietly and lets youmeizi vent. He knows that youmeizi needs such an outlet to vent. Besides, he can't do anything. He can't do anything. He can't make some impossible promises to youmeizi. He knows his mind very well. In this life, he must find his memory anyway, I want to go back to my own home. The so-called wish of yumeiziti is impossible at all, which is very clear to them from the beginning.

Youmeizi cried for a long time, and finally she was tired. She stopped. Ye Lingtian took a piece of paper from the table and handed it to her to wipe her tears. After wiping her tears, youmeizi still looked a little dull, but he calmed down: "Zhongye, you are the most principled person I have ever met. Sometimes I really hate you. I'd rather you don't always tell me the truth, even if you cheat me, because your truth is never what I want to hear, it will only make me disappointed and painful. "

"I'm sorry, but no matter how I choose, I can only tell the truth in the end."

Although ye Lingtian still can't remember anything about the past, and doesn't know what kind of harm he caused to the most important women in his life because of his emotional hesitation and vacillation a long time ago, subconsciously, he knows that he can't cheat you Meizi any more. On the other hand, it's also because of you Meizi's identity, He doesn't want to have any extra relationship with Yumiko.

"Because I can't cheat you all my life, sooner or later I have to face the reality, so there's no need to add pain to myself."

Youmeizi looked at him stupidly. After a long time, he made up his mind and said, "in that case, wait for me."

She went out in a hurry and came back soon. This time she took a bottle of red wine and two wine glasses. Then she filled both glasses with wine. Then she handed one to ye Lingtian and picked up another. Ye Lingtian immediately frowned, but youmeizi didn't wait for him to say anything.

"I know that no matter what I say or do, I can't change you. Zhongye, you are the most heartless person I have ever met, but I also know that this is you, and this is what attracts me most. For me, it's like there is a time bomb buried between you and me. When you recover your memory, that's the day when the bomb is sounded. At that time, no matter how our relationship is, no matter what I do for you, I'm afraid I can't keep you. In fact, every day I'm afraid you'll suddenly remember everything and tell me you're leaving. "

You Meizi said, her eyes turned red, as if she had thought of that day. Then she forced a smile and said, "since I can't change your mind to keep you, you can have a drink with me. Those just now are not included. They are all drunk together, and you won't let me drink them. Now I just want to have a drink with you alone. It's my thanks to you for being with me and doing everything for me. It's not something you can't do, is it? "

Ye Lingtian didn't say anything. He took up the cup and said, "you should drink less. You have drunk enough at night."

Youmeizi quickly stopped him: "wait, don't you touch the cup?" Then she took her own cup to touch it with ye Lingtian. As a result, she didn't know whether it was because the wine was too full or too hard. All the wine in her cup suddenly spilled on ye Lingtian, and ye Lingtian was immediately drenched by the wine.