Chapter 2287

You Meizi's eyes are full of tears, "if time can flow back, I will say to him that I am wrong. The person who is really not easy is him."

However, no matter how regretful it is, time can't go back. It's impossible to give her the opportunity to say those words to and let him hear them. All Meizi's heart voices can only be heard by Ye Lingtian and the dead minefield red deer.

"I complained to you that he seldom celebrated my birthday and always let me face the loneliest and saddest moments alone. In fact, how could I spend a birthday with him? Even later, I gradually forgot his birthday because I didn't want to remember it. "

"After my mother died, once I wanted to celebrate his birthday. After school, I rushed to the cake shop and bought him a cake with my long-term pocket money. At that time, I thought that he would be very happy to see me so sensible, so I went to tell him not to continue to mix in the gang, because he just started at that time, It's just the lowest level. Even these younger brothers are inferior. They often fight with others for territory. They come back with bruises and bruises. At that time, I felt very sad and scared. I always felt that he had changed. I didn't want to see him like that, so I wanted to talk to him on his birthday. As a result, before I got home, I met a gang of gangsters fighting. The scene was very frightening. I was so scared that I didn't dare to move and stood there. As a result, when one of them ran away on a motorcycle, he directly took me to the ground. When I got up, the cake was broken and didn't look like it. It was covered with dust and I couldn't eat it at all. "

"At that time, I limped and cried, carrying the broken cake all the way home, because I was not willing to throw it away, and I had no money to buy another one, so I had to go back to clean up the broken cake as much as possible and pick out what I could eat to wait for him to go home. As a result, it was not until late at night when I fell asleep on the table that he was held back drunk with many wounds on his body. At that time, I was particularly aggrieved and angry. I shut him out and vowed never to celebrate his birthday again. No matter how he apologized to me after he woke up, I just threw the cake in front of him and told him that I would never give him any birthday again. "

"Later, I learned that he was drinking to vent his anger. When he got drunk, he went to find the man who killed my mother. He probably thought that my mother would cook a table as much as possible on his birthday, and the whole family would celebrate his birthday together, so he couldn't help venting his sadness. As a result, he didn't even see that person, I was beaten by the bodyguards. But I couldn't accept it at that time. Since then, I really haven't given him a birthday. Even after a long time, I have deliberately forgotten that day... "

Ye Lingtian listens silently. The cigarette in his hand is about to burn to the end, and he doesn't smoke any more. From Meizi's description, he can think of the picture at that time, and it seems that he can see the track of yumeizi's growth. In fact, no one is like this at the beginning. What yumeizi calls wayward is actually because of too much disappointment, Most of the time, it's just her misunderstanding and lack of good communication between you and the red deer in the minefield, which makes the gap between father and daughter deeper and deeper, and also causes her so-called willfulness.

In fact, she is also trying to be nice to the red deer in minefield. However, both father and daughter don't know how to open up this situation, and now they don't have this chance any more.

Ye Lingtian's cigarette end burned his hand, and then he quietly went out. He didn't know if he had such an opportunity to face his children in his dream. Anyway, the minefield red deer was still quietly guarding youmeizi. However, he is really unable to do anything for his children. I don't know if he can make up for this regret, and whether they will hate him.

Yumeizi choked and said, "next month is next month. If he is still alive, next month will be his birthday. At that time, we should move to Micheng. I should be able to give him a good birthday and tell him that I am too headstrong these years. In the future, I will be a good daughter. I will never be headstrong to him any more, and I will accompany him well, Don't separate any more... "

She couldn't help it any more. She burst into tears like a torrential rain. She didn't know how many times she had cried these days. Her tears were almost dry, but her sadness didn't ease at all.

"Zhongye, I really regret that I didn't treat him well before, and I didn't do my duty as a daughter almost one day. I always care about my own feelings, always feel that I am the most pitiful person in the world, but I have always ignored that he is my father, he bears only more than me, he always stands in front of me, blocks so many waves for me, he also needs my care and company, but I have done nothing for him. "

"I will only complain about the inadequacy of what he has given me, and what he has given me is never what I really want, but I have never thought about what I can do for him. If I don't go to Micheng all the time and know something about him, at least when he is alive, I can make him happy. Only when he was sick before, did I know from doctor pommel that many parts of his liver are not very good, because he often drinks, not because of social intercourse, If I could find out earlier that I would accompany him more, even if I would call him often, I'm afraid he would not feel so bad. I'd like to borrow some wine to relieve his worries... "

"If I didn't want to go to Micheng wholeheartedly at that time, and I didn't want to come back even after graduation, if I heard him come back early to take over these legitimate businesses, and I could exercise my ability earlier, I could insist on his retirement earlier, instead of letting him worry about our future life, so that I could take him away from here, Even as an ordinary office worker, he doesn't need to be rich, just need to be able to live a warm life, but he is around to make up for everything I owe him. He always said that he owes me, didn't protect my mother, didn't give me a complete family, but in fact, what he can give me is all he has, what he doesn't owe me is what I owe him, I owe him too much... "

"He can't be regarded as a good man. From a little gangster with nothing to today's leader of a gang, his hands can't be clean and innocent. Even what he did in the past may cause many people to die miserably, or even... His death is also a price for the wrong things he did, but he is my father, All he did was for me, which is a fact that can't be changed at any time. Moreover, if it wasn't for revenge on my mother, it was to avoid no way to protect me in the future. He should still be an ordinary and ordinary truck driver now, instead of living a life that others seem to be very powerful, in fact, he is worried every day. I wish I could make atonement for him... "