Chen Zhiwu dried his tears and said it with anger. Wang Yu looked at his face shocked. It is obvious that even she has never heard Chen Zhiwu say this for so many years.

Lin Hai is silent. In fact, he can guess some of them, because when he was young, everyone was used to comparing their brothers, and Chen Zhiwu was very stubborn when he was young, and he liked to hide everything in his heart. It's very normal to have such a psychology.

It's also related to the education of their parents. Ye Shuang and Chen Zhiwu, needless to say, love Chen Zhiwu very much and attach great importance to his education. But the key is that the same requirements are very strict, but sometimes they ignore the psychology of being children. They may need more care and affirmation, In the end, all these expectations became pressure and his final rebellion.

"I know that I did this, and then let them gradually become very disappointed, because in their eyes, even if I can't compare with my brother, at least I can't be too bad, at least I should work hard and make progress. But to tell you the truth, watching them disappointed and sad, I have a feeling of revenge: anyway, I can't meet your requirements, so I'd better give up and at least live happily. "

"Moreover, even because they are busy all the time, they have no time to care about me at all. But when I mix with those people, they regard me as degenerate. On the contrary, they have to take time to care about me. Only in this way can I have time to get along with them. So instead, I think it's good for everyone only if I get bad. "

As Chen Zhiwu spoke, his eyes turned red again and his voice choked. He forced back the rest of his tears.

Lin Hai can't help sighing. Ye Shuang has always been very tough because of her difficult family since she was a child. If she tries not to speak, she will unconsciously bring these requirements to the people around her, especially her son, who has high hopes. Of course, she will continue to ask for more from Chen Zhiwu, especially the veterans group, which is such a big group, It's necessary to spend a lot of effort, but the result is that we neglect the most critical company for Chen Zhiwu.

In fact, there is a reason for Chen Zhiwu's willfulness and depravity. It does not mean that parents feel that if they work hard to give their children the best conditions, they must be good for their children. Chen Zhiwu is the best example.

In this way, Lin Hai understood that ye Lingtian had to spend more time with his family when the veterans group was at its most brilliant stage. He always said that he wanted to quit the group and return to his family, because his career could be done at any time. However, missing the company of his family and the growth of his children might be a lifelong regret.

"And now, as soon as you appear, you break everything. Everyone starts to look at me again. They feel that I have everything and have the best conditions in the world, but they don't know how to cherish it. They just spend their time and drink. In the end, they are not as good as you, a poor boy who starts from scratch."

"Do I want to be said that, especially by my parents? I also want to work hard, but no matter what I do, I still fall into such a cycle. If I work hard, it makes them feel that it's just like this. If I don't work hard, it's still like this. Why should I work so hard to show them? "

"Anyway, now that it's over, it's useless for me to work hard. Xiaoyu, you will only think that I'm a person who is worthless and will only please you, but will only make you more annoying. My parents will only think that I'm humiliating them again and again, so that's it. I won't force you any more. I'll take it as if I've disappeared. I've never known you. There's never been a person like me in your life. I won't disturb you any more. Just think I don't exist. "

"I will make it clear to my parents and Uncle Wang that I don't want to marry you, I don't want to marry you, I don't want to marry anyone, and I want them not to force you any more."

Chen Zhiwu said, wiping his face and saying forcefully, "I'll go first. Today is the last time we meet. I won't let you see me again, because I don't want you to continue to hate me."

"And you, Lin Hai, thank you." When Chen Zhiwu said this, he lowered his head and did not look at Lin Hai. "I really hate you, because you bring me a lot of pressure and trouble, but this evening, you really helped me. I will keep this in mind, and I will certainly repay you in the future, because I don't want to owe anyone, especially you. "

After he said this, he turned to walk outside the community. Lin Hai called out: "stop!"

"Where are you going?"

"It's none of your business." Chen Zhiwu stopped, but did not look back.

Wang Yu was anxious: "do you want to gamble or go to your friends? If you don't care about him or me, you'll be willing to degenerate all your life, right

Chen Zhiwu was patient for a long time before he said, "in your mind, I don't have any chance and possibility to reform, do I? You deserve to fall for the rest of your life, don't you

Lin Hai grabs Wang Yu and indicates to her not to say any more. Wang Yu is also impatient. In addition, he has a deep prejudice against Chen Zhiwu. Once he opens his mouth, it will cause a deeper misunderstanding, which will be more difficult to solve at that time.

"Chen Zhiwu, I believe you and I understand your feelings. You may have experienced so much, and your heart is very painful, and you have no way to bear more pressure. "

"But you have to understand that this is not caused by others. More from yourself. You think Mr. Ye, they don't care about you enough and only ask for you. Have you ever told them your thoughts and requirements? Have you ever tried to talk to them well in the past to let them know more about each other? Have you ever thought about what they think behind their demands on you? "

"If Mr. Ye and Mr. Chen don't love you, they don't take you seriously. But you know in your heart that they love you very much and have high expectations for you. You don't want to let them down. Think about it for yourself. If you say to them that you want them to spend more time with you and care more about you, will they not

"Yes, they attach great importance to the veterans group, but is it important to have their own flesh and blood? You don't think that's how they see you, do you? It's just that you've never expressed it, and they think you're very sensible and don't need to worry about it. They even think that you may not like being disciplined, so they will take care of you only when you make trouble again. "

"Do you dare to say that you are not responsible for such a misunderstanding? And you said that your brother is making you very stressed, but he left when you were very young. You have so many years and so many opportunities to prove yourself, but how much you have done, and then you give up, not because you can't do it, but because you are afraid of hardship and tired. When you have a strong opponent, you have to pay a hundred times the effort to win, instead of lying on the ground and saying I can't fight anyway, that's all. How many times have you tried to say that people's prejudices about you can't change? Have you tried it a hundred times? Have you tried it a hundred and one times? "