Chapter 3282

TADANO Yamada quietly looked at her: "you Meizi, you should know, I have told you more than once about my guess."

"Although I can't remember the past, I can be sure that in my life, in addition to my family, relatives and friends, there is a very important woman, the person I love most in my life. Even if I can't remember the past events related to her or her appearance, the feelings almost engraved in my instinct will not change or disappear."

"So I must find my roots, find her, and spend the rest of my time with her. People's life is not long, a total of just a few decades. For me, there are many years less. My past is totally lost. But I can also feel that the past years must have been full of ups and downs. It's not a waste of time to experience all kinds of ups and downs. Therefore, we should live the rest of the time and spend our old age with the people we love most. "

You Meizi looks at him stupidly, tears in her eyes, but at this moment, her heart is the deepest hurt.

"But your memory hasn't recovered so far. How can you find it with a sense of so-called emptiness? The world is so big, how can you find this person by yourself? Maybe you'll never find her again in your life, and the rest of your time will be wasted. Even if you feel wrong, there is no such person

"Moreover, more than ten years have passed, and you have been away for more than ten years. How can you be sure that even if there is this person, she will be waiting for you all the time? Maybe she has already given up and changed her mind, and even she is no longer in the world. "

"Zhongye, those are all illusory things. There is no hope at all. Are you going to give up what originally belongs to you? Xinyi industry is now the symbol and representative of wealth, and all this is yours. You can squander any life you want. And you don't know what your past is like. Maybe you have nothing. Why do you take risks with all this? "

You Meizi said tearfully, "it's the same with emotion. You don't know if you have this person or not, but I won't change you in my life. Do you really want to give up all this for those who are not sure? "

Yamada Zhongye laughed and said, "you Meizi, we have discussed these for a long time. You always know that you certainly can't convince me."

"If I really want the so-called wealth, I will not only control it behind the scenes of Xinyi industry. I can get more. I can even build a more powerful Xinyi industry at the beginning, and I can cross over you. There is no need to give these to you."

"Perhaps in your opinion, what I'm looking for is uncertain and illusory, or indeed it is. But in my life, I always pursue something. For me, this is what I pursue in my life. "

"You're right. Maybe that person doesn't exist. My feelings are all false. But how can I be reconciled if I don't find and verify them myself? If I've been looking for it all my life and found that everything is false, at least I don't have any regrets. "

"But if you don't find it, tell yourself to give up, then I will regret it till I die, and I won't be reconciled."

"You say that even if she exists, she may have given up. I also admit that the disappearance of more than ten years is enough to forget someone completely and start a new life. Even I know that it's very hard to wait hopelessly, and I don't want her to wait like this. But, she can put me down, does not mean that I will put her down, at least let me know what kind of woman I once loved

He said, calmly smiling, because in the memory of the emergence of the fuzzy figure, still can not see clearly, but will never forget.

"Even if it's really the worst plan, when I find her, she's gone, then I'll at least find her, meet her and tell myself that in this life, no matter she or I, it's not in vain. If there's a so-called next life, I won't waste every day with her."

You Meizi's tears could not stop: "what about me? What am I all these years? "

Yamada sighed and looked at her. Finally, he could only say, "I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry. Can you promise me to go with you? You have no previous memory. It's troublesome, tiring and hopeless to go alone. But I can use the resources of Xinyi industry to help you go together. I only want you to promise me that if she has forgotten you to start a new life with others, or that she is no longer here, then you must come back with me and we will continue to live our life. "

She looked at TADANO Yamada prayingly, and her makeup was almost crying. She had never been so embarrassed in her life. Only in front of this man, she didn't want any self-esteem and women's pride. She just wanted the person in front of her to spend her whole life with her.

But in the end, she was disappointed. The man in front of her was also the best man in the world, even better than her father had been to her in those years. He gave her more and even everything, which made her unable to be attracted to anyone else in her life.

But he could give her everything except the feeling she wanted most. All his kindness to her turned into cruelty in the face of the only impossibility.

Finally, TADANO Yamada just shook his head: "you Meizi, I can't come back."

"As long as I have the chance, I will come back to see you, but I can't stay with you."

"There's also a reason why I decided to leave. I know that as long as I'm here for one day, you can't let go of these impossible thoughts and don't want to start a new life. So I'd better leave. "

As if he didn't see you Meizi's tears, he said slowly, "and if I can't find her, I'll keep looking for her until the day of my death. I can't come back. And if I find her, even as you said, I will continue to guard her. In the past ten years, I have been separated from her for too long, and I owe her too much, so the rest of the time, no matter one year or one day, and no matter what she is now, I will stay there and guard her for the rest of my life. "

"Besides, it's not only her, but also my root. I don't belong here. People must find their own root. They can't live a lifetime in a muddle until they die. It's just like a Chinese saying, "for her and for myself, I can't come back after I find all this."

"Don't be sad. Don't be self willed. You can't go with me. Xinyi industry can't do without you. It belongs to you, and I don't know what will happen in the future. So you stay here. One day, when you meet someone who is really right, I will bless you

"You Meizi, it's my luck to meet you. Not only did you save me, let me live more years, but also made it possible for me to find everything that belongs to me, including your efforts in the past ten years. Because of this, I hope you can get the happiness you deserve instead of wasting your time and feelings on me. You're young, and you'll have a long life to live. "

His voice is not big, but it is very firm, unprecedented firm. He thought about it in the past, but once he said it, it was impossible to take it back. You Meizi should also be very clear, know that everything has been irreparable.