Xu Yawen was speechless and glared at Lin Hai. But she also has no way to refute, because what Lin Hai said is really reasonable, he is such a character.
"It's really not what you think. I choose you just because I like you. There's no other reason. I didn't choose Wang Yu just because my feelings for her are different from those for you. Of course, in my mind, she is also very important, maybe second only to my family, or even, so to speak, she is my family. "
Lin Hai said with a sigh in his heart. If they didn't leave that year, it's really that he and Wang Yuhui grew up together, just like a family.
Xu Yawen frowned and looked at him suspiciously: "have you known her for a long time? I didn't know it until I came to the East China Sea. Why do you say that? Is the relationship between you really as simple as you said? "
"Maybe it's a woman's intuition, and it's also why you think I've been jealous of her and mind the relationship between you, because I always feel that the relationship between you and her is not a good friend at all, let alone a friend who has not known for one or two years. It's like the one who has had a tacit understanding for many years and no one else can get in."
Xu Yawen said, can not help but also a burst of sadness“ So I can't believe what you said. I don't believe that your relationship is so simple. And you can't come up with more evidence to prove what you said. You can't convince me. In a word, one day you will let me know all this, but do you know how pale the reason is? If you put yourself in the right place, can you accept our situation instead? "
"Lin Hai, including I don't think we are suitable, also has this reason, because I always feel that I can't see through you, you seem to hide too much things, including you and Datang Group veterans group online, always let me feel that you are not a common loser as you show."
"Two people together, but finally found the most familiar pillow, in fact, you do not understand, like did not know the same, for me, there is no way to accept."
Xu Yawen said, shaking her head and saying helplessly: "of course, I know you have your reasons and reasons. If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. Everyone has his own secret. I just tell you what I think and let you know that it's not that I'm looking for excuses and reasons, but that it's really inappropriate or inappropriate. "
"It's late. Go back. There will be an opening ceremony tomorrow. I've been preparing for this for so long. I can't delay it." Xu Yawen said softly, turning her head to go back.
Lin Hai holds her.
"Yawen, I may have some secrets, and it's really inconvenient for me to tell anyone else."
"But for me, you are no one else. Since I fell in love with you, you are the person I most definitely want to spend my life with. I want to share all my successes, failures, joys, sorrows and so-called secrets with you."
"I didn't tell you that I kept it from you because I didn't think it was the right time. Moreover, there are many things I don't know very well, so I don't know how to tell you. I didn't expect you to have so many misunderstandings. You should have these guesses, because two people decide to be together, so they shouldn't hide too much from each other. Especially I don't want you to misunderstand my relationship with Xiaoyu. "
Xu Yawen looks at Lin Hai dully. Lin Hai's expression is very serious. She suddenly understands that Lin Hai is ready to say everything.
"There's no need. I've already said that we're not suitable, and I won't consider getting married for the time being. What I said just now is all angry words. You don't have to worry about it. Don't tell me your secret. "
"It's impossible for me to change my mind because of what you said. There are many problems between us, and I don't know how to deal with them. Therefore, you don't have to say it. It's useless."
But Lin Hai shook his head and said seriously: "you are the person I identified. I don't want to think about other people except you, so I want you to understand a complete me, not that I want to negotiate with you and force you to agree to my proposal. You refused and I accepted. I said I would respect all your choices. "
"There are some secrets in me, some are eternal red lines, which can't be said to anyone, or even can. It's better to forget them completely as if they haven't experienced them." Lin Hai said that he was talking about the Ministry of special forces. There is no way to deal with it. Principle is principle. No matter to Xu Yawen or ye Lingtian, he can't reveal a word.
"Some of them are things I haven't figured out yet, so even if I want to tell you, I can't say them clearly. Originally, I wanted to wait until the company situation settled down, deal with all the things I should do, investigate clearly, and then tell you everything. But don't talk about you now. I can't wait myself. "
"So if you don't understand my relationship with Xiaoyu, you can tell me now." Lin Hai said solemnly, "although I really don't want to make it public now, I know you will keep it secret for me."
He simply talked about his past experience. Of course, he only talked about his life experience and Li Yuxin's hasty decision to take them to the mountains of Maozhou. Because he didn't know the specific situation, he only said objectively that he didn't know the inside story. He only knew that his parents had given up the veteran group on their own initiative and that he had gone to the army in one sentence.
As for the disappearance of Ye Lingtian, because he is now basically sure that he is involved in too many important things, even related to the relations between countries, and can never reveal a word, so he also chose to ignore it. He just told Xu Yawen about his own identity, the real relationship with Wang Yu, and the reasons for hiding all the time. It can be regarded as an explanation for Xu Yawen's doubts and grievances.
"So, I said that Xiaoyu and I were really family, not cheating you or anything. Your intuition is very accurate indeed. The relationship between me and her is far deeper than that of ordinary people. Therefore, I will do anything for her. "
"I didn't even tell her about it. I don't want her to know about it for the time being. Because I don't know what kind of impact I will have if I come back so rashly, so before that, I'm not willing to disclose my identity. I can only care about and protect her as a friend. "
"But you are different. My identity has no influence on you. No matter what my identity is, the son of the former boss of veteran group, Lin Hai or the boss of flying eagle group, for you, I am just a person who loves you. I also know that hiding from you all the time will only make you have more doubts. I also know that you are out of self-protection, so it's easy to have doubts about the outside world. But the real and complete me is like this, and I don't hide anything from you. "