Chapter 3306

Lin Hai said calmly: "Xiaoting, I know you miss her and worry about her, so do I. even, I miss and worry more than you. As you said, no matter when, your relationship will not change, because you have blood and so many years of feelings, it is impossible to put down, when you are still sisters. But your sister and I spend only a little time together. If we are emotional, she may not be very deep to me. She may soon forget me. "

"What's more, although she said that she had no family, she had never suffered from hardship since she was young. You said that she was alone outside and no one took care of and protected her. Do you think I won't worry?"

"Do you think that's what I want?"

Lin Hai sighed and said slowly, "I don't want to, but do you think your sister didn't think about it? She is a person who has to be well prepared for everything. She must be well prepared for her plans and considerations after she leaves. I don't need to worry about them. "

"And others, I'm still saying that, so what if I find it? What she's trying so hard to do is just to leave me. Then I have to go to her to destroy everything she's painstakingly arranged and leave no space for her. Do you think it's good for her?"

"You said you went to find her yourself. You are already an adult. You can't be willful all your life. You have to go to study abroad. If you are delayed in order to find her, what do you think your sister will think when she knows?"

"She certainly won't blame you. She will only blame herself for delaying your future and letting you give up a great opportunity."

"What's more, she didn't leave you any clues. You are a girl with no social experience. How can you find her and where can you find her?"

He a series of questions, let song Yuting Leng in there, for a long time slowly shed tears, stupidly said: "is it really not to find, so let her alone outside hard?"

Her words were as heavy as a stone in Linhai's heart, which made Linhai very uncomfortable. After a long time, he said, "it's not that I don't want to find her. I just want her to be alone for a while. When she really thinks it out, she will come back."

"Moreover, even if she doesn't look for me, it's impossible that she won't look for you. You are her sister, forever. She won't want her own sister."

"But she doesn't want me to find her. I'm afraid you can't help telling me if I tell you about her. That's why she's hiding from you. So instead of worrying or wasting your time looking for her, you'd better let yourself calm down and do what you should do. When she comes back to find you, she will be glad to see you grow up. "

Song Yuting forgot to cry for a moment and looked at him stupidly. After a while, she thought of asking him, "what about you? Is that all you have to do? "

Lin Hai lowered his head for a long time and then said with a bitter smile, "it won't be that way. If you really can just let it go, it's OK. Except for her, I may never be able to like anyone like this in my life. But to love someone is to make her happy, so I can't force her like before. "

"As long as she lives well, I will wait for her until she understands my feelings for her."

Song Yuting's eyes turned red again: "Lin Hai, I don't know what happened. My sister loves you very much. I'm sure about that. And you love her very much. When I first knew about it, there were still many things I didn't understand and I was very angry. But seeing you like this, I know you are more miserable and painful than me, because you really love her

"But in the end is for what, love people can't be together?"

Lin Hai doesn't know this question. Maybe he will know the answer only when he finds Xu Yawen later.

Song Yuting goes back to school, while Lin Hai drives around aimlessly. In such a big city, he clearly has his own foundation, three companies of his own, plus the property and related personnel in each community, and already has thousands of employees. But at the moment, he feels unprecedented loneliness.

The huge East China Sea, with tens of millions of people, will not make any difference without a Xu Yawen. But for Lin Hai, he lost all his emotional sustenance, and his heart suddenly became empty.

He drove the car, and finally unconsciously turned back to the downstairs of the house he had bought for Xu Yawen. When he realized that he had come here again, he was stunned. Then he stopped the car and went upstairs slowly.

He has been living in the dormitory these days, and Xu Yawen has never come back. Everything is still the same as when he left. Xu Yawen really went very simply. For her, everything is something outside her body. She needs to take it away. She probably took it with her when she went to Xizhou, and she didn't want anything else.

Lin Hai sat on the sofa, thinking carefully that Xu Yawen must have planned to leave before she decided to go to Xizhou. Going to Xizhou is just a preparation in advance, which is equivalent to a springboard, giving them a buffer period for each other.

So, if you think about it carefully, since she went to Xizhou, her relationship with him has been estranged day by day. At that time, he thought that she was too busy and tired, or that she was in a bad mood because of Wang Yu's affairs. Now think about it, in fact, she had been deliberately distancing them before, and when they were all used to the situation of being separated from each other, Then she left quietly.

Wang Yu's case is equivalent to a catalyst, let her find a good reason, but also firm her determination to leave.

The whole process is like boiling frogs in warm water, which Lin Hai slowly accepts. If at the beginning, without any preparation, she suddenly left, and one day Lin Hai woke up in the morning and suddenly found that she was not there, she would not accept it anyway, and she would have to look for her crazily anyway.

It is obvious that Xu Yawen has thought of all this.

Lin Hai sat in the empty room, wry smile for a long time, slowly said: "you have always said that they are not smart enough, in fact, you are really very smart, at least, you know my psychology like the back of your hand."

Xu Yawen has been gone for so many days, but there seems to be her breath everywhere in the room. All the furnishings in the room are in accordance with her habits. Before Lin Hai's cleaning, there was no confusion. There was a faint fragrance in the room, as if she would appear in front of her as soon as she closed her eyes and opened them again.

In front of Lin Hai's eyes, he recalled the scenes before, two people eating together, joking, or sitting on the sofa together, working separately. There were so many scenes that he thought were very happy. Now, all of them have come to nothing.

Lin Hai is in a daze when his mobile phone rings. He knows that it can't be Xu Yawen, so he doesn't even want to answer it. At the moment, what he wants to do most is to be quiet.