Li Yuxin was silent for a long time, then shook his head and said: "silly boy, if you don't find him, then your father's only choice is surgery. Will the risk be reduced at that time? It's impossible. The result is still the same. "
"At that time, if it was really the worst result, don't you think that we and your father would never have the chance to meet again, there would be no possibility of reunion."
"Yes, if you don't know whether he is still living in this world or what situation he is facing, you can still hope all the time, but such hope is equivalent to no hope, which is the most false hope. Instead of deceiving myself like this, I would rather know the result of everything and then decide how to spend my next life. Instead of waiting all your life to end up empty. "
"At least, we have seen and know that we are still concerned about each other for more than ten years. This is the greatest comfort and the real hope. And, to be honest, there is still a great chance for surgery. Even if we don't have surgery, at least we still have several years to go. Because we don't know how long it will be, we will double cherish every minute and every second in our future life. In my opinion, such a life is far more meaningful than the hope of self deception. "
This is Li Yuxin. No matter how many difficulties and blows she encounters, she will not give in. Years make her grow old gradually, but more importantly, it makes her mature, stronger and more optimistic.
"Before that, I wanted you to stay in the army because I knew how much risk it was. You are my child. Of course, I tried every means to protect you and didn't want you to be in danger. But I didn't expect that you did very well on your own, finished something I thought impossible and found your father, Our family will be able to get together again. I didn't realize before that I still treat you as a child. Now that you are really grown up, you not only have the ability to protect yourself, but also take the responsibility of your family. To tell you the truth, I am very pleased.
Li Yuxin said with a smile from the bottom of her heart.
Looking at this scene, ye Lingtian is also sad and moved. He deeply feels that in more than ten years, he has lost too much, missed too many things between his wife, children and his family, but they are always the people who love him and support him most in the world.
Ye Shiyi is not happy with her mouth and face. She sits in the corner and doesn't speak. Lin Hai pushes her: "what's the matter? See dad still such a sullen look
Ye Shiyi sighed: "can I be happy? I haven't seen dad since I was a child. No matter how good he is to me, I don't know at all. When I finally meet you now, should I have a chance to get along with him? As a result, I have to face this situation now. I am also a member of this family, but I really don't know how to persuade him to make a choice. Once this choice turns out, how to bear and face it. "
"The most important thing is, how can my mother bear the pain of being lost and recovered? If you think about it, I feel sad. How hard should my mother feel?"
Lin Hai hugged her shoulder speechless and kept silent for a long time before saying: "don't worry, mom is very strong and rational. She knows how to choose and how to bear the consequences of choice."
"What's more, you have me with her. No matter what problems we have, our family will face and spend together. What's more to be afraid of? What's more, you will gradually know what kind of person dad is. As long as it's something he wants to do, there's nothing he can't do. Do you think I found him? In fact, he has never given up looking for us for so many years. Even if I don't find him, he will certainly find us. "
"So don't worry, dad will be more eager than you for the happy time in the future, and he will do his best for it. So, you don't have to worry about his problems, dad will live well, and he will watch you grow up and become a big daughter, watch you fall in love, marry you, and take your grandchildren. You don't know what kind of problems he has encountered in the past, but he has solved them all. How many things he has done are impossible to anyone. This disease is nothing to him, nothing can defeat him, and nothing he can't overcome. "
In fact, Lin Hai wants to be clear in his heart. If he is faced with all this, he will not hesitate to gamble to do the operation in exchange for more time in the future. He doesn't want to take a time bomb with him. He may leave suddenly at any time, which day will make his family suffer more.
But now it's ye Lingtian who has to face all this. He has no way to be so decisive. Ye Lingtian's age is there, and his physical condition is also an objective reality that must be considered. No one can guarantee the result of such a difficult operation. He doesn't want to face the worst result. He just lost his father again, And it's lost forever.
But the power of the final choice can only be in the hands of Ye Lingtian and Li Yuxin. The two people's opinions are the same: this operation must be done.
Ye Lingtian said very simply: "I know the operation risk is great, but at least it is an opportunity, and in fact the probability of success has been quite high. But if you don't have an operation, you will die. "
"I have thought for countless times that if I can't find you, what's the meaning of such a life? Now I have found it. It can be said that no matter what kind of experience I had before, I will only live for you in the future. What I can do is to accompany you with more life and give you more happiness."
"So I want to live, live well, grow old with you, watch the children grow up and become a family, I don't want to leave a hidden danger to our happiness at any time."
In fact, at this time, it is not important for them to find their memories. Even if they lose their memories, they are still the most important people to each other. Now the operation is just to remove the congestion of Ye Lingtian and eliminate the hidden danger of life safety.
"What's more, seeing that Kangkang has grown up, and is so excellent, capable and filial, you have trained him very well, and he is also very attentive and hardworking. Even if I really fail in the operation and can't accompany you to finish the rest of the day, at least he can take good care of your mother and daughter."
Ye Shiyi sat glumly on one side. Hearing ye Lingtian say this, she immediately covered his mouth: "Dad, what are you talking about? Tongyanwuji wind blow away, don't say so depressed words. Brother is brother, you are you. He can't replace you. Besides, he will get married and have a family in the future. Isn't it just you who will accompany me and mom? You owe us so many years. Do you still want to default? "
What she said was childish and funny. In fact, she was biting her lips and holding back her tears.
Ye Lingtian smile, smile silently her head: "don't worry about it, won't default, Dad's words mean, also will never let anyone replace, in the future will be in your wedding with your hand to another person's hand, before you have missed so many important moments in your life, in the future will not miss any important moment."