Chapter 967

This memory is like a poisonous tongue gnawing at her heart. Every year, she will think of it, and every time she looks for it, there is no clue. At that time, she didn't know who the child was, not to mention that she had divorced the man. In addition, she felt in her heart that her daughter was not her ex husband, so it could only be the child's.

Think of this evil relationship, think of their daughter sent to the orphanage there. Think of their regret want to find, the orphanage said did not receive the child. If I had been more mature and more emotional in those years, I would not have rationally wanted to send my children to the orphanage and let myself have a so-called new life.

Seven years later, there is no courage to start a new life, midnight dream is always accompanied by tears and regret.

"Hi Secretly sighed a breath, think of oneself to practice to have the child's matter to hide from the family, also sent the child to the orphanage for oneself, also is not what good person!

"Complex? After so many years in the complex, people have already married and had children. What are you doing alone? Is it to make you feel pitiful and unloved? " Her mother's face looks like you're not fighting.

"Ma!" Li Jingxiu is also a little angry: "well, don't say, you just give me some time, I promise to marry myself out!"

"No!" Her mother flatly waved: "I'm not in a hurry. Don't rush. I just want your attitude. I'm your mother, not your boss. This is your life, I just hope you can have this heart, not every blind date are perfunctory. We are going to have a boyfriend, but this time we have to take our time and see clearly that people are making decisions. "

Li Jingxiu felt that her eyes were moist, and her mother was really her own. Looking at her mother, she promised: "Cheng, I will not be perfunctory."

Jessie Zhou, who is sitting there listening to gossip, is quite surprised by the ending. Don't you mean to keep talking and go back to write the guarantee? AI Xi... What about your integrity, Auntie? Can you just say it!

It's a pity that the ending can't be changed. It's just like this when two people are chatting. For him who still wants to watch the fun, he always feels that things are too flat!

Her mother patted Li Jingxiu's hand. "If you can say that, I'm quite at ease!" He said with a pause: "but I'll do what I say. I'll go back and write the letter of review and the letter of guarantee. It's a matter of principle!"

"Mom..." Li Jingxiu's eyes were a little dark, and then he went on.

"If you think about the fact that people have grandchildren, it's cool for me. When you are old, you don't even have a grandson or granddaughter to play with. Don't you think it's abusing the lonely old man? " It's obviously not so easy for her mother to let Li Jingxiu go. This child has a criminal record. He needs more education and more brainwashing, which is the most useful.

"..." Li Jingxiu was speechless: "Mom, you still have me and my dad here! Where does it become widowed? "

"Throat" her mother looked at her and said, "you're not laying an egg. Oh, no, you're not giving birth. I'm a lonely old man. I'm talking about you in the future. There are more than thirty people, and you don't even have a child. Don't you blush for yourself? "

"Blush, I blush what!" Li Jingxiu's heart was a little split, and his mood was also slowly surging up: "you said that you'd better not have children. If you divorce someone, you don't worry about getting married for the second time. If you have children, it's hard to get married. I can't say that the men I'm looking for in the future are all left for you after being selected several times by others. Good men have already been selected by those single women. "

"Do you think that's what you said? Would you tell me not to have children. Does it mean that if I go back with a child, I will not be allowed to enter the house, and I will be cut off from my relationship? " Speaking of this, Li Jingxiu's gnawed heart is also excited.

When the pain reaches a certain level, the subconscious will want to pass on the pain, or let others share it, so that they may feel better.

Looking at her daughter's excited expression, the woman thought that her daughter was still fighting for her cruel words“ I, I will also not for you! Did I do it wrong? Am I wrong? You don't look at Lao Lin's eldest daughter next door, with a child. You don't know what the men you're looking for do now, do you? "

"Her mother had never introduced a good man to her before, but she was scared away by her children." The old woman also felt that she was right, this time she was quite right.

When Li Xiujing heard about this person, she felt even more painful. All she had was respect for that woman. That woman made the decision she didn't dare to make, even for the rest of her life.

"For my sake? You also said that for my good, but for you, I would not have been able to sleep well every day in the past few years, and I would not have lived a safe life. Is that what you do for me? Your kindness is really great. That's what you gave me Li Jingxiu looked at her mother with sharp eyes and hatred.

The old woman's eyes were stabbed and her heart seemed to be cut. She felt very painful! Can't help but stand up, even if at this time very painful heart, can't help but cover with a hand, she also want to stand up. Eyes staring at Li Jingxiu "pa!" A slap in the face.

Stunned, Li Jingxiu instinctively covers her beaten face and looks at her mother who has never been beaten.

"Is that what you've been thinking for years? Is that why you don't get married or fall in love? Is that what you want to torture me? " With sad words and disappointed look, the old woman was very sad: "how many years can I live? Have you ever counted? Ten or twenty years or more, do you want to disgust me with your whole life? "

It's said that the storm subsided in the previous life. Jessie didn't believe it before. It's true. The two wonderful mothers and daughters quarreled in an instant. Compared with the situation just now, it's really heavy rain vs light rain‘ I'll go and slap you. How painful it is! Is there another one on the left? Then it's almost swollen on both sides. "

Secretly make complaints about the eyes, but the eyes are excited to look at this gossip, only hope that there are more strong and more explosive action. He doesn't think it's too big to watch the excitement now. The bigger it is, the better it looks. Compared with TV movies and so on. Now this is the true interpretation of true feelings, the true performance.

"Yes, I'm not only tormenting myself, but also tormenting you. I don't have a good life and I don't feel at ease. Even what you can laugh every day. I'm like this now. You're the one who did it. You're the one who did it Women's tears flow more severe, although the voice is not big, but the hysterical appearance, give people more emotional infection.

Without thinking, the old woman hurt her heart even more. She wanted to slap her. But was born to stop in mid air, full face sad full of tired look at the daughter: "your marriage failed, so hate me?"

Li Xiujing has almost vented. Although she is still very excited, she is slowly recovering. Eyes again left a line of tears, she closed her eyes and said: "no, that's my young and childish mistake, it's my own choice."

So, on the contrary, the old lady doesn't understand. Something's wrong. If not, what is it“ Why is that? " This is the only sentence in her heart at this moment.

It's the same with Jessie chow. The plot seems to be turning around again. "NIMA, I really want to order some popcorn, maybe beer. Unfortunately, it's not suitable for the situation to call these now. "

"Why?" Li Jingxiu took a deep breath and looked at her mother: "did you forget what you said? If you have children, don't go back! Have you forgotten? "

"You..." in the old woman's heart, she suddenly thought of something. Looking at her daughter's expression, she could confirm the matter. Silence, she does not know what to say, to save or comfort? If those were useful, my daughter would not be like this.

"Does he know?" In the end, she asked, because the former son-in-law had no children around him and had never mentioned this to her.

"It's not him, we'll be divorced!" Li Jingxiu light said, say words, the heart seems to be a little relaxed.

"You The old woman pressed down what she was going to say, so that she would not ask that kind of awkward question. He sat down, closed his eyes and nodded his head slightly“ What about the children? "

At this time, she did not answer immediately, but said first“ I didn't know who the child was at first. It would be a divorce. Not long after I went out drinking, I had an accident Said here, Li Jingxiu drank a cup of coffee: "originally also thought that in the future, maybe a child can start over with him, a few months, I live a life on my own."

"Ha ha... Who knows, I've given birth to a child, and I know from my friend that he's going to get married soon!" When Li Jingxiu talked about her ex husband, she became more and more calm“ Ha... Hu... It's ridiculous to think about it. Later, I realized that we haven't been together for some time. How could the child be his? "

After a few words, she looked at the old woman and said, "when I look back, I've been thinking about what you said, and my heart is dead. I'm still young, and I want to start a new life. I've told myself this for several months, but I don't believe it."

"I sent the child to the orphanage later, but I regretted it when I got home. So I went back to find the child. I didn't think what to do in the future, so I wanted to see the child. I just didn't expect that I could not find it. " Said here, Li Jingxiu could not help shaking his face.

"I didn't dare to send it to the hospital. After I rang the doorbell, I put the child at the door and ran away. I was afraid that I would regret it... I really regret it when I turned back. As a result, the orphanage said that I had never accepted such a child." More and more calm, Li Jingxiu can even be said to be expressionless about "the child lost! I know, because I didn't look back at the meeting when I put down the child. I didn't know whether the door of the courtyard had been opened or not. I didn't know who the child was taken away. I just ran away. "

"What a cruel mother. Who am I to throw my child into an orphanage for my new life