She can't never see Su Mohan.

But she was really afraid that he would ask her to kill the child again.

Even more afraid of her refusal, he will even force her.

If that's true, what will she do?

Ye Fei reached out and gently covered her abdomen. She really wanted to give birth to this child, even if she was not ready.

Not ready to accept an unhealthy child, not ready to give her more care and love.

Maybe she is really self willed and irresponsible in another way.

But she always believed that the arrival of every child is a fate brought by fate, a fetter on blood, and a kind of destiny in the dark.

But she did not really prepare to bear a different look with her, and did not think about what to do if one day she died early.

Ye Fei was silent and sat on the chair for a long time.

Even as it was nearly eleven o'clock, the theater closed.

Li Xuan calls her gently, and Yin Shaolong has already got up.

She began to recover.

Li Xuan said with some concern: "princess, your face is not very good."

The leaf imperial concubine tiny smile: "may be at night some cool."

Yin Shaolong took a coat over her and got up to get on the bus.

"Are you going back? Shall we send you? " Ye Fei looks up at Li Xuan. Her character is not disgusting. She is an ordinary person with ambition and intelligence.

Li Xuan shook her head: "I stay in the hotel with the crew. It's too far away from home, and I won't have time tomorrow morning."

Ye Fei didn't speak again and sat in the back seat.

Yin Shaolong drove the car smoothly all the way. Ye Fei sat in the back of the car and looked out of the window. She did not take the initiative to say anything to him.

"What are you thinking?"

Ye Fei came back to her mind and said softly, "if you know that your child will have problems or die early, will you still want to give birth to her?"

Yin Shaolong looks at Ye Fei's stomach subconsciously.

Ye Fei did not seem to expect him to give any answer, and continued to look out of the window.

She still wanted to give birth to the child, and the urgency and hope seemed to come from a mother, not from reason.

In fact, she believes.

Even Su Mohan, from the bottom of his heart, wants this child to be born.

But he has always been more rational than perceptual, and has always seen it thoroughly.

So he's not going to support himself in actually having a baby.

Yin Shaolong said softly, "you know Alai, you can't have children, so if you can really have a baby, no matter it's a disability or something, I hope he can come to see the world."

Ye Feiwei Zheng, eyes moist a few minutes.

All of a sudden, I was more determined.

He is right, because there is no, so it is more precious.

The reason why she and Su Mohan hesitated was that they always felt that there would be another one in the future, and that they had already had Xiaotian and Hanwen.

But if there was no day and Hanwen, she would never be pregnant again.

Then this child, no matter what, she will be born!

Now I want to come to this, why should the external environment decide such a fresh life.

When ye Fei got home, the lights in the living room and bedroom were all turned off. It was pitch black. Only the very light wall lamp was emitting dense light.