Chapter 286 - Cecilia's Thought

"You almost got there, you should take into consideration that you're using too much energy while fighting me while ago," Lou said while gliding back to the academy.

"I thought you have reserve energy because you just rapidly fringe on me while using boost to fly,"

Cecilia who was snuggling in Lou's arms said," I… forgot about that…. maybe because of my desire to win… I forgot some important things."

"Not only that, you to reckless, you already know that the fireball that i throw is not just an ordinary fireball, you can choose to evade it to prevent damage but you choose the most stupid way on handling it,"

"Umm '' Cecilia nodded while trying to hide her embarrassing face from him, for the first time in her life someone told her own weakness.

Normally the instructor only tells her to be careful next time or cheers her to do her best but it's different, Lou merciless teaches her own shortcomings.

But for some reason, she doesn't feel angry at all, but it's different. She feels glad that someone is teaching her the things she should know.

She slightly peeks at Lou and sees the green armor covering his whole head, but he can still see that black eyes undernet the helmet full of concern for her own safety.

'If my energy unit is still full I'm sure that this man will chase me until the end of the world just to win,' She thought.

'Even though it's a draw.... I felt relief and not even upset even though I represent my own country,'

'If this is a normal match I will surely be super upset for losing to someone who doesn't even wear an IS-UNIT.'

'But I felt that Lou is different, even i lose or win, i think i will feel content fighting him to any match,'

She looks in the sun that is slowly going down and realizes something,' D-Did i just…. Fall to him…. that easily?'

Her face turned red as the sun went down, while her heart started to beat fast to every second past in his arms.

'My mother was a strong person because society has such a strong feminist tendency, and a woman's palace was better to respect.'

'She uses her natural-born ability to conquer all the things that make its hard for a woman to accomplish what they want.'

'With just a simple ability she became a top brass of the association she wanted to go into, she ranks higher than those so-called strong men.'

'She shows them that woman has the ability to step to the possession that the only man can accomplish, and the most amazing hem all is that her ability is a simple auxiliary that everyone belittling,'

'She was very strict towards me, everything a lady should learn is planted deep in my mind so that i can't forget what should i do outside of the society,'

'But even she strict to me, i still aspired to be like her in the future, a woman that strong enough to carry a position that usually a man can do,'

'But compared to my father, their skill is like heaven and earth, if my father try to step on the rank that my mother having for sure that he will never take that possession for his lifetime,'

'Seeing my indecisive father, full of pride and upbringing and the attitude he show to me and my mother i decide something of the first time,'

"When i grow up, I will going to become my mother a powerful person despite having trash ability, and I will never marry a pathetic man like him"

And just like Cecilia starts to compare all the boys that are trying to get close to her to her mother, if she sees something she doesn't want she refuses their courtship even if they are from noble families or a prince from a certain world.

For her, the life they enjoyed right now is not from them but given by their family, it's not good to show off the thing that you did not earn by your own ability or even by your own hands.

'But everything changes 3 years ago, when mother pass away with my indecisive father, leaving her alone in this world with that hungry wolf want to devious all her mothers hard earn wealth.'

'But I don't intend to give them what my mother works for, so I try to improve myself to protect what my mother earns.'

'Until one day, I realize that even I study and study, i will can never protect what belongs to me, what I need is the ability to dominate all of them to stop them their desire for what my mother left for me.;

She still remembers that desperate days trying her hard to stop them but still he failed until something happen that change her world.

When her mother was still alive, she takes her to a special palace to test her ability to become Wizard to pilot IS UNIT.

But who thought that after passing the test, the government find her for sake of national preservation and presenting the country's name from a distant land.

The promise to protect all her mother's hard-earned a fortune and in return of her service become a cadet and represent England to the world.

She accepts the offer and the government presents the meth newest invention IS UNIT the "Blue Tears".

And in order to develop both operation ad battle experience, they decide to let her go abroad and sturdy on this palace.

She sighed and thought,' In the blink of an eye… 3 years already passed…. I already staying and learning in IS Academy..'

'And then I met him,' She look at him,' The man with an easy-going attitude, without any desire of power or even goal.'

'He looks like a passerby on any nobles and books that you can usually read, but something for him makes you notice his own brilliant,'

'His own judgment and coolheaded, he looks pathetic but eh actually reliable when you need him,'

'Not like the other man that tries to hide their desire, he is different, he boldly looks at you while doodling,' Cecilia giggles when she suddenly remembers his face looking at her.

'But she did not get angry because she feels that his eyes are sincere without any perverted desire, eyes full of appreciation that makes any woman feel proud of what they have,'

Then s strange thought pop-out inside of her head,' Maybe… he is the one…. that i waiting for…. but still, i need time to observe him.'

Lou who removes the mask looks at Cecilia strangely, then concerns ask," Are okay?"

Lou's face shroud wit the light of the sunset making him more manly but same time soft, Cecilia through,' Maybe I should need to considerate him,'