"Am I useless? Am I a waste? Or am I a coward? "
Hearing Huang Quan's words, CHEN Ye stops on the body of Jingwei sword, wiping the cotton cloth of Jingwei sword. After a second or two, the clean cotton cloth continues to slide on the body of the sword.
"Ha ha, I knew that I was a waste, a self righteous waste. Look, you don't even want to say a word to me, I'm not a waste? Who is it? "
Because of CHEN Ye's indifference and Huang Quan's emotional excitement, he roared loudly, the veins on his forehead were exposed, and the bonfire on the fire shot into his eyes, making his eyes seem to be burning.
Hearing the hysterical roar of huangquan, the cotton cloth in CHEN Ye's hand stopped again. This time, it didn't move again. She looked at the campfire and didn't know what to think.
"I understand. You always know that I am a waste. Just don't say that. I understand. Why don't you look at me more? What can I see? Ha ha, waste? Rubbish
Huang Quan didn't care about CHEN Ye beside him. He began to talk to himself, but his right hand began to shake. His shaking right hand pulled the button on the holster, and he held the heavy type 92 pistol in his hand.
When the trigger of the "card eraser" is turned on by him, he looks at the black pistol in his hand, and says:
"Waste, waste, you are waste, you are a self righteous coward, you are nothing, you have no face to be Huang family, what face do you have to live, eh? Do you have a face? "
The voice of his mouth became lighter and lighter, almost inaudible. As soon as his eyes were wet, two lines of tears ran down his cheek to his chin. The tears formed a tear on his chin, flickering in the enchanting flame, half ring, and dripping.
The black pistol was slowly raised, and the muzzle of the black pistol was aimed at his temple. Huang Quan closed his eyes and separated his tears. He raised his head and took a deep breath. His mouth was still like a hypnotic chant:
"The Huang family has no waste. The daughter-in-law doesn't want waste. The soldiers can't be waste. Die, die, Living is also a waste
When Huang Quan said this, his teeth were tight, his fingers were firmly pulled on the trigger, and the firing needle of the type 92 pistol "clattered".
There was no gunshot, and Huang Quan was not dead. He closed his eyes and waited for the nine millimeter bullet to get into his temple. After a while, the damned bullet had not burst his head.
He couldn't help but move the gun away from his head. As soon as the muzzle of the gun tightly against his temple loosened, his right hand lightened a lot. A heavy object fell on his side and made a dull sound.
When she opened her eyes, she saw that the type 92 pistol in her hand was half short. CHEN Ye took back the sword, and wiped the pure white cotton cloth on her left hand again. It seemed that she could never wipe it enough.
"Why? Why don't you let me die? Don't you think I'm embarrassing enough? Why... "
After experiencing the life and death line, Huang Quan's temperament changed greatly. He rushed to CHEN Ye's side, grabbed CHEN Ye's collar, and kept pressing her. In the pressing, the disappearing tears filled her eyes again, but the tears lingered in her eyes but never dropped.
Today's CHEN Ye is also abnormal. In the past, as long as Huang Quan touched herself a little, she would throw Huang Quan out. But today, Huang Quan grasped her collar with both hands, but she didn't move at all. She only looked at the madness and sadness on Huang Quan's face with her cold eyes.
"You are not a waste, you said no." I said no. "the boss has the final say."
Huang Quan's blood red eyelids were open and looked at CHEN Ye, who was held by him. CHEN Ye didn't move and let him carry himself. Seeing CHEN Ye's cold eyes, his heavy breathing gradually subsided. He gently released CHEN Ye's slightly wrinkled collar, and he turned and sat down.
"Actually
CHEN Ye, who doesn't like to talk, opens his mouth for the first time. Although he has only two words, he turns Huang Quan's attention from the bonfire to CHEN Ye.
"I'm actually a coward..."
The old things in the trade union have been oppressed in CHEN Ye's heart for a long time. The dead girls and the last missing girl are like a huge stone in her heart. Every night, she will be awakened by the eyes of the girls in her dream.
She hated, she hated that she was a coward. If she had told her what she saw, the last girl might not have disappeared, and her sisters would not have been devastated by those beasts day and night. What if she killed those beasts?
The body and mind of the sisters will not be the same as before, and the missing girls will not come back. She hates, she hates herself, but she will not end up like Huang Quan. She wants to live, she wants to stay by the girls, she wants to watch them get married, have children, and get their own happiness, and she will always guard them.CHEN Ye tells that Huang Quan listens quietly. Under the bonfire, the two people are gradually stretched out by the light of the bonfire, but their hearts are close to the fire under the night sky.
Meow, who was hiding in the distance, saw all this in his eyes. When he was sure that the pistol of huangquan had become scrap iron, he went back in disappointment. This was his second miss.
There was no sound in the tent. Zhang Xiaoqiang and them all fell asleep. Miaomiao carefully climbed to his little bed, reached out and held the bag full of bullets in his arms, yawned gently and went to sleep. In his dream, he could kill countless zombies with countless bullets.
In his sleep, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly sits up. Inside the open top, there is no sound. Several women and meow meow are already asleep. It is obvious that firewood has been added to the campfire outside. The burning flame is torn by the wind in the middle of the night, and the orange light shines through the opening of the open top in the tent, Zhang Xiaoqiang put on the edge of the floor of the water cup, the water slightly swing a round like the ring of water.
Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly opened the roll and stood on the ground to put on his shoes. Then he equipped himself with various weapons. The iron rule of camping in the wild is that clothes should be worn at any time and weapons should be placed within reach. This will maximize the response time, as it is now.
Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't wake up the other women. He was not sure if something really moved to this side in the middle of the night. Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't know. When he got up, Yuan Yi opened his eyes. When he hung up his equipment, Yuan Yi watched him in the dark corner.
When he stepped out of the tent, Yuan Yi got down to the bed, and the military uniform on the head of the bed trembled slightly. In the silence, Yuan Yi put on her military uniform, as if in her position, the thick darkness did not affect her at all. The next moment, Yuan Yi put on her sword shield and ran outside behind Zhang Xiaoqiang.
Yuan Yi's speed is very fast. She rushes out from the innermost corner of the tent and almost passes by, because all her attention is on Zhang Xiaoqiang. When she rushes out, she doesn't notice the metal cup full of water that Zhang Xiaoqiang put on the ground.
The metal cup was put by Zhang Xiaoqiang on the edge of the floor. He sometimes had a dry mouth in the middle of the night, which he prepared for just in case. At the moment, Yuan Yi's right foot fell straight to the small cup mouth, and he was about to step on the water cup.
The small foot in the small mountain combat shoes was gently placed on the side of the cup mouth, and then with a whoosh, Yuan Yi swept out of the tent. Only the water in the small metal cup shook countless waves, but the cup itself did not vibrate