Zhang Xiaoqiang turned his head and glanced at Xu Mengzhu, who was sitting in the shadow at the foot of the bed. She was wearing a black coat. The light in the tent was dim and it was not easy to find her. She looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang in panic, and there was a broken water cup at her feet.
"What's the matter with me? what is wrong with me? What's the matter with me? "
He lost control of his body and strength. Zhang Xiaoqiang's fear made him anxious. His anxious mood made him speak in a wrong tone. Although he was asking, it was more like questioning in Xu Mengzhu's ears.
Xu Mengzhu has a ghost in her heart. She knows that Zhang Xiaoqiang is looking like this to save meow. She has a thorn in her heart. She has always felt guilty for her children. She wants to make up for it, but she is afraid to face those pure eyes. She buries her head like an ostrich, and meow is always in her heart. The two extremes are constantly changing in her heart, and she is about to be driven crazy.
When she heard something happened to meow, a strong sadness tore her heart to pieces. She wanted to die. While she wanted to die, there was a kind of relief in her heart.
When she learned that the mischievous meow was rescued by Zhang Xiaoqiang, but Zhang Xiaoqiang was seriously injured, her heart came back to life. At the same time, the guilt for meow was pressed on her heart. In addition, there was more fear for Zhang Xiaoqiang. Zhang Xiaoqiang was injured for meow. She didn't know how Zhang Xiaoqiang would treat meow, How will Zhang Xiaoqiang's women treat meow.
Hearing Zhang Xiaoqiang's fierce and anxious questioning, she panics. Her mind is full of meow. She is scolded by Zhang Xiaoqiang who is angry and punished by Yang Ke'er. Meow is not only her heart and soul, but also her sin. She wants to bear the punishment meow will be punished by herself, but she doesn't dare to face it.
Zhang Xiaoqiang is already restless and his mood fluctuates greatly. The fear in his heart is like a hacksaw sawing his nerves. Seeing Xu Mengzhu's silence to himself, a strong uneasiness turns from a trickle at the beginning into a turbulent wave.
"Mom, you bitch, you talk... What's the matter with me?"
Finally, Zhang Xiaoqiang couldn't help but scold him for asking about the bad situation he might face, and he was silent about Xu Mengzhu.
"Plop ···" Xu Mengzhu knelt down beside the bed, did not dare to speak, only lowered her head, from her constantly shaking shoulders to know that she was crying····
Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't scold him any more. He had experienced too much, and even survived the life and death line. Naturally, he was more determined than before. He looked at the tent speechless, Suffering from increasing hunger in the abdomen.
He is not afraid of injury. His strange resilience can always make him recover quickly. The only thing he loses is some food. What he fears is internal injuries, such as internal organs, muscles and bones.
After a long time, Xu Mengzhu began to sob, sobbing sound is also smaller and smaller, obviously she has slowly calmed down.
"Come on... What's the matter with me?" Zhang Xiaoqiang's tone returned to calm, and his hoarse voice was deeply bleak.
"The doctor examined you and said
"Say it... I listen..." Zhang Xiaoqiang feels that Xu Mengzhu is very annoying at this time. He procrastinates and talks like a mother. There is nothing but crying. I really don't know which man married her before the end of the world?
"The doctor said... Most of your bones are broken, and... Your nerves are in trouble, and
"Forget it... You go out... Let me be quiet... Let people prepare food for me... The more the better
When Zhang Xiaoqiang heard the news he didn't want to hear, he got upset again, He drove Xu Mengzhu out. Thinking of this woman staying by his side, he was more upset.
Xu Mengzhu didn't say much. He turned around and quietly left the tent. Zhang Xiaoqiang endured more and more hunger in his stomach, and was still thinking about his future plans.
He wants to prepare for the worst, he is safe, no one dares to rebel, no one dares to offend him, if he really lost his strength, it's not sure····
"Dingluo? Do you want to kill him first? " After thinking for a long time, Zhang Xiaoqiang shook his head secretly. Ding Luo is an unstable factor. The people in charge of the base are not loyal either. In the past, they shared weal and woe with themselves. When they were at ease, they disappeared. They would obey a disabled man.
In that case, Ding Luo could stay to contain them, provided he left.
Zhang Xiaoqiang's worst plan is to take people who are willing to follow him to the missile base to survive. The missile base is in the charge of the Colonel there. More than 20 women have received Zhang Xiaoqiang's great kindness. For them, there are not so many detours. Whoever is good to them, they are good to whom. Sometimes ignorance is also a quality.
The colonel is a straight soldier. As long as he doesn't touch him, he won't have any calculation on his side. People who know how to calculate won't think of destroying the base together.Zhang Xiaoqiang has no idea how many people will follow him. Sometimes human nature is very complex, sometimes it is simple. With the change of environment, the last human beings no longer have so many desires and needs as before. There are only two real needs, one is food, the other is safety, and the combination of two is survival.
Eschatological worship of power and worship of violence both mean a kind of alternative shelter. The survivors struggling on the edge of life and death are not looking for a strong leader to lead them to survive in the eschatological struggle?
When the fish came, Zhang Xiaoqiang was frustrated. He was desperate. He had no confidence. His team members didn't break up. They didn't have hysteria. In the hearts of the team members, Zhang Xiaoqiang's force was still there, and their weapons were still there. With these two things, even if they were dead, they could not die vigorously? The key point is that the environment forces them to make such a choice.
Now, when it's really dark and bright, they don't necessarily continue to follow a useless person. People are selfish. They have to consider for themselves. After all, there are a few net worms? That's bullshit······
"Zhang Huai'an, Wang Le, Huang Quan, CHEN Ye, Yang Ke'er and Yuan Yi..." Zhang Xiaoqiang pondered in his heart how many people would follow.
Zhang Huai'an and Wang Le, as he knows, have no ambition. Similarly, they have no more desire. They have a great chance to follow.
Huang Quan is another kind of situation. CHEN Ye will follow Zhang Xiaoqiang. After all, only under Zhang Xiaoqiang's hands can her sisters live a quiet life and change people. She is not at ease. In this way, Huang Quan will come after CHEN Ye.
Yang Ke'er and Yuan Yi have been with him for the longest time. Yang Ke'er can accompany him to die and Yuan Yi can die for him. Virtually, the fate of the three people is linked togethe