Shangguan Qiaoyun's heart is very tangled, and she finally has a method. With her skill, she can definitely live a good life in the end, better than most people. Women always like to show off. With such a good skill, she hides in the wild, lives quietly and obscurely, until she gets old and dies, and no one will know, There is a woman named Shangguan Qiaoyun who has a good ability.
Going to wh or going back to the base, these two choices gradually occupy her heart. Unconsciously, Zhang Xiaoqiang has been forgotten by her. The couple are birds in the same forest, and they are not husband and wife. Besides, Zhang Xiaoqiang still has a chance to be a normal man in the future?
Time is disappearing. After a long time, Shangguan Qiaoyun looks up and wants to tell Zhang Xiaoqiang her choice. When she looks up, she sees a trace of irony in the corner of his mouth·····
Shangguan Qiaoyun's heart suddenly aches, he knows, he already knows, he will abandon him, what choice he will make, already in his expectation?
"Why... Why? Why is it like this... "She suddenly did not dare to speak any more. She secretly asked herself in her heart. She was so worried that she suffocated. This is not a question of whether to say it or not, but her own problem. It is a question of why she made this choice.
She endured the pain of choking her heart, and asked herself in the bottom of her heart why Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't give her a third choice, let her follow him, why he thought he was always going to leave, didn't he have any feelings for himself?
Women are perceptual, even if she has always been very confident, so is Shangguan Qiaoyun. When she makes a decision, she feels Zhang Xiaoqiang's determination and not to stay, and he talks lightly, which makes the arrogant Shangguan Qiaoyun some can't accept. The decision she makes has reached her mouth, but she forgets it.
"Yes... He always knew... He knew how I was a woman... He knew what I would choose... I was too stupid, I was too stupid..."
Just now, Zhang Xiaoqiang wanted to drive her away, but she didn't shed any tears. Now, her tears are moistening her white, tender and smooth cheeks. She is crying, crying for herself, She finally realized what kind of person she was, and she finally knew why Zhang Xiaoqiang was so indifferent to her. Zhang Xiaoqiang had already seen her heart, and she didn't deserve it.
Shangguan Qiaoyun doesn't speak any more, and all kinds of thoughts come to her. It's not how to choose the way out, but all that she has experienced, before the end of the world, after the end of the world, before meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang, after meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang.
Mother's good daughter, let her spit on the animal father, for her mother and endure the winter ice water, and············
After thinking a lot and a long time, Zhang Xiaoqiang, who was beside her, did not urge her to think about her own thoughts. In the small space, the two were silent.
"Shangguan, Shangguan, you are the most superficial woman, you are the most vain woman, you are also the most heartless woman, yes, I am such a woman, but am I wrong? I am a woman, I am an excellent woman, a woman who is going to grasp her future. This is my privilege. "
Finally, Shangguan Qiaoyun made a conclusion in her heart, a conclusion of self analysis and self liberation. She felt that she had figured it out, and she still had to make the previous decision, because she was Shangguan Qiaoyun, a woman who would fight against her fate and change her fate by all means for her purpose.
Shangguan Qiaoyun is Shangguan Qiaoyun. She is rational in the end, especially about her own future. She encourages herself in her heart, takes a few deep breaths, and finally musters up her courage. She wants to solemnly tell Zhang Xiaoqiang that even if he mocks and scolds her, she will insist.
Shangguan Qiaoyun looks at Zhang Xiaoqiang stupidly. He has fallen asleep, and his face has been washed. He has no smoke and stains in the morning, and his beard has not been shaved. His chin is still covered with green stubble, and there are deep or shallow scars hanging on his cheek, which he scraped on the rough stone wall when he was fighting against big fish in the cave a few days ago.
There is a trace of anxiety on his hair, which is wiped by flying shrapnel. Sleeping Zhang Xiaoqiang doesn't show his child like ease. On the contrary, his brows are locked tightly. The locked brows tell Shangguan Qiaoyun that he is very upset and confused.
At this moment, Shangguan was a little crazy. Looking at this not handsome man, scenes of the past came back to his mind. On the Hummer, he was sleeping like a child in his arms. At the gate of the chicken farm, he held himself in his arms and gave him water by mouth. In the ammunition depot, he held his hand. When the rats were surging, she held his waist and waited for the final end.
When she recalled in the clinic of the small town, Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at the young victims and cried out. When she held him in her arms, her tears surged out again. Her heart was aching, unprecedented pain, even more painful than the one outside the gate of the chicken farm. She looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang with her eyes blurred by tears and wanted to cry, I can't pronounce a syllable in my throat for a long time·····After a short nap, Zhang Xiaoqiang opens his eyes again. When he has enough of the tent top, he suddenly remembers that Shangguan Qiaoyun is still around. Just now he sees that she seems to have made a good choice. I don't know when she said that he also knows Shangguan Qiaoyun's choice from the look on Shangguan Qiaoyun's face.
Leaning over her head, what she saw was her hair shining slightly, which spread like a thin quilt behind Shangguan. Shangguan was lying on the edge of her bed, her head was buried in her own arm, and she seemed to have fallen asleep. While she was still dragging Zhang Xiaoqiang's index finger in her sleep, Zhang Xiaoqiang could feel the slight damp heat of her palm.
Looking at the woman in front of him, Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed a long sigh. It's a pity that his rain is coming.
Zhang Xiaoqiang's sigh is heard by Shangguan Qiaoyun. She straightens up and looks at Zhang Xiaoqiang with concern. She asks the questioner softly:
"Thirsty or not... I'll get you some water?"
Zhang Xiaoqiang heard Shangguan say so, but really feel thirsty, can't help nodding.
When the water comes, the lying Zhang Xiaoqiang can't drink by herself. Shangguan Qiaoyun wants to help Zhang Xiaoqiang up. He snorts in pain when he touches him slightly. Shangguan Qiaoyun's face turns white. She gently puts Zhang Xiaoqiang back in place and tucks the quilt in for him.
Zhang Xiaoqiang was confused by the attitude of Shangguan. Is his last concern?
"Find a straw. I'll drink with it."
Zhang Xiaoqiang looks at the water cup and immediately comes up with a solution. Shangguan Qiaoyun doesn't turn around to look for the straw. She raises the cup and takes a sip. She puts it in her mouth and lowers her head to print the delicate red lips on Zhang Xiaoqiang's mouth.
Zhang Xiaoqiang doesn't know what Shangguan Qiaoyun is up to. He doesn't refuse anyone. A glass of water is given to him by Shangguan Qiaoyun with fragrant lips.
"Think about it?"
"I think about it
"Two choices, which one do you choose?"
"I'll take the third one."
Zhang Xiaoqiang surprised looking at a face of stubborn Shangguan Qiaoyun, eyebrows gently pick, doubt asked: "I did not say the third?"
"The third is that I don't choose one of the first two, I follow you, I take care of you, I protect you, even if you don't want me, I will follow you, even if you drive me, I just rely on you ·"
Zhang Xiaoqiang listens to Shangguan Qiaoyun's nagging, but he is not talking. He is digesting the news, which is more than he expected, However, this is not bad news for him. At least, he has recovered his rainwater capital