Chapter 1713

As he silently put down his hands, Zhang Xiaoqiang took a deep breath. All the time, he was at a loss and didn't know what he really wanted. His achievements were pushed by external forces step by step. In fact, he always accepted passively and never thought of taking the initiative to fight for anything. Many times, he set various goals for himself, In fact, those goals were not what he really wanted. He always wanted to find a hiding place, to be able to have a few children safely and lead a peaceful life. Unfortunately, in the last days, he could not find a hiding place and had no peaceful life for him. Too many battles came to him whether he was willing or not, Hands are always covered with all kinds of blood.

But at the moment, when he wanted to hug his son, he felt a strong sense of guilt. Even if he washed himself from head to foot, he could not wash off the thick smell of blood in his hands. His son's eyes were so pure, and his skin was so delicate and clean that he did not dare to touch them, for fear that he would pollute the most holy things in his heart.

All of a sudden, a strong desire flashed in his heart. There was an impulse that made him want to vent it out loud. He never wanted to see this baby with the purest eyes go on his old road and take lives. After many cruel battles, he had to endure the pain of wounds while enjoying victory. He didn't want his son to become the so-called hero leader, He just wants his son to spend his life peacefully, have his own children, enjoy the sunshine freely, have his own interests, find one or several girls, experience a marriage or several lovelorn times.

He just wants his child to be an ordinary person. He doesn't need to worry about life, kill for survival, and bear the expectations of millions of people for responsibility. But it's not easy to do this? This world is a zombie world, a mutant animal world, and even a new era world. It's not Zhang Xiaoqiang's world. I don't know how many lives and deaths are waiting for him, and how many years will it take for his children to see that peaceful time?

"Let all the crimes stop at me, let me bear all the killing, and you will be responsible for the healthy growth of our hometown."

Zhang Xiaoqiang stares at the boring little baby biting his toes and suddenly vows in his heart that he will end all wars and end all enemies, whether zombies or mutants, whether in the new era or any other force, before his son grows up, no matter how many billion zombies he will kill, No matter how many people are killed, and no matter how many subordinates are killed, he will bear all the sins and use the knife in his hand to kill a real peaceful and prosperous age.

"Why don't you hold him? He's always looking at you and smiling at you. He likes you..."

The soft voice of mupeipei comes from her side. Her voice has a strange rhythm, like a girl's reading aloud in the morning. It exudes a quiet and peaceful flavor, which makes Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a kind of peace from the heart. He turns to see the gorgeous mupei peering at his child with her most moving eyes, The delicate white fingers glided slowly from his son's face, some proud and some spoiled.

"In the future, his name will be Zhang Ping, so that he will live in peace all his life. He doesn't have to struggle in the life and death line like us all the time..."

Zhang Xiaoqiang's words are very cold, as plain as boiled water. When mu peipeipei hears Zhang Xiaoqiang's words, her loving expression slightly changes. She turns to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang and says:

"Not used to it? Looking at this child, I feel old? "

With a long sigh, Zhang Xiaoqiang reached out and touched mupei Pei Nen's face, looked into her eyes and said:

"The child will be in your charge in the future. I owe you a favor. I know you don't like me. You will feel disgusted when you are with me. I won't force you to be with me. As long as you don't go to other men, I can never touch you..."

Zhang Xiaoqiang is making trouble for mupeipei's compensation psychology. He thinks that mupeipei hates him wishfully. When he retreats from the gathering place, he finds mupeipei to vent his anger just because of her beauty. They can't talk about their feelings or their family. Their only bond is the child in front of them. With the child in front of them, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly found the true meaning of life, so he is willing to meet any requirements and expectations of mupeipei.

"What do you mean by that? When the child was born, you were not there. When you came back, you were in the meeting room again. My child and I waited for you for half a day from the moment you entered the base. It was not easy to wait for you to come. You didn't want to hold him and said these strange words. What do you think of our mother and son? If you don't want him, I can take him away so that you can't see him all your life... "

The loving and peaceful mupeipeipei disappeared. The distinctive, arrogant and stubborn mupeipei came back and knocked out Zhang Xiaoqiang's big hand. A reproach made Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a little bitter. He didn't know how to explain it or how to communicate with mupeipei. He saw that mupeipei was a child, and he was very accommodating to him all the time. He even put down all his face, But his so-called hardship can't be explained. He is afraid that mupeipei doesn't agree that his children can only be ordinary people forever. The fate of an ordinary person is sad. They can never control their own destiny completely. However, as a human being, the burden is too heavy. He doesn't want his children to go his old way again.Zhang Xiaoqiang's anger is a bit stalemate. In mupeipeipei's heart, Zhang Xiaoqiang's difficulties become perfunctory. He even thinks that Zhang Xiaoqiang doesn't like her son because of his own reasons. The thought that once she was born, this baby with a sweet smile won't get Zhang Xiaoqiang's father's love, and her heart almost explodes. It seems that she went back to her childhood when her father could ignore her because of his work, When her father finally retired and was not so busy, she thought of easing the relationship between father and daughter. She had no love for her father, but only hatred. She also doesn't want her child to go her own way. She wants to give him a complete home and a complete family. Even if it makes her pay for dignity and grievance, Zhang Xiaoqiang actually said these words, which makes her heart cold in an instant and enraged at the same time.

Zhang Xiaoqiang saw the anger in mupeipei's eyes, and suddenly a glimmer of enlightenment flashed in his heart. If he could not speak to mupei, maybe he would never see his son again from today on. Mupei was like an enraged mother beast. For her children, she would go crazy and attack everything that threatened her children, including him.

"Pepe..."

Zhang Xiaoqiang called out her nickname, but it was not enough to extinguish mupeipei's anger. Then she pressed mupeipei's shoulder with her hands. Mupeipei broke free, but she stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang and gnashed her teeth. If Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't say one or two or three things, she would never follow. She didn't want her children to be reduced to the treatment of the ancient collateral descendants, She is going to fight for the title of eldest son for her son.

Zhang Xiaoqiang pulled the chair and sat down beside mupeipei. He looked at his children with her and said:

”After the end of the world, I don't know how many lines of life and death I have experienced. Many times I believe that I will die. I can't see the sun the next day. If I'm not lucky, I can always find a ray of life, and you can't see me, just like this time, In order to come back to see my son born, I was seriously injured at least three times, killed many people and zombies, and met many powerful enemies. I can't imagine how many battles I will face in the future. People's luck can't be so good forever. If I'm not careful, maybe I'll be gone that day. This kind of life is not what I want, but I can't run or hide, I run away, I run away. What about the people who follow me? What do you do?

I'm afraid you don't believe it. In fact, I really don't want to be a leader. I just want to live with you safely. However, the whole world is dangerous. Unless we hide on the moon, as long as we want to live in this world, we have to face all kinds of dangers and battles, Do you want your son to be like me in the future“

Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart to heart words let Mu Peipei's heart slightly moved, her previous words finally forced Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart out, anyway, Mu Pei Pei is also his child's mother, Mu Pei Pei's previous accommodation just don't want her child can't get the father's love, how can he think the child has no mother's love? Mupeipei didn't say anything, but just looked at Haoer, accompanied by Zhang Xiaoqiang. When the child woke up from sleep, they were all in a hurry. Mupei instructed Zhang Xiaoqiang to take diapers and hot water towel, and deal with the child's wet urine by himself. In Zhang Xiaoqiang's busy hands and feet, they finally dealt with the child's bed wetting problem and looked at the child drinking milk, Zhang Xiaoqiang wiped off the hot sweat on his head. Suddenly, he looked up at the woman who was feeding her baby.

Mupeipei didn't avoid Zhang Xiaoqiang. She pulled up her skirt to feed her baby. She found that Zhang Xiaoqiang was staring at her. She couldn't help glancing at Zhang Xiaoqiang. She didn't know Zhang Xiaoqiang was looking at her chest at all. She just said seriously:

"Thank you very much. I've never done my father's duty, You're the one who's busy. I'll do whatever you want in the future. "

"He is also my son. I don't care for my son. Who cares?"