In the room, the scholar on the bed gently flapped his nose and breathed evenly, as if falling into a deep sleep. Su Su listened to Li Xiaoyu's intermittent narration. She thought about it, hesitated for a moment, and said:
"Let me tell you something, about a few days after the Apocalypse... That was a long time ago. I was in a team at that time, and I didn't know that I had little love, and I didn't find that I had awakened my powers. At that time, my whole world was dark and desperate, and I saw a lot of loss of human nature, including how men sold their wives, How did my parents sell my daughter? Then someone in the team came to me and said that if I was willing to sell my body, he would give me enough food and clean water... I hesitated at that time. Really, I hesitated... "
"Why, maybe?"
Li Xiaoyu looks up at Su Su in disbelief. She thinks that she met Su Su in the apple villa area after the end of the world. Su Su was very adapted to the end of the world at that time. Li Xiaoyu never thought that Su Su Su had experienced such a thing,
"I, I only know that you were not like this before. You were much weaker than you are now."
Remembering the college life that Su Su had experienced together, Li Xiaoyu sometimes doubts whether Su Su still has a twin sister? Otherwise, how could Su Su's character change so quickly compared with before.
"Every one of us needs time to adapt to this society. Every one of us will struggle and hesitate."
Su Su leans on the back of the chair, her body is relaxed and natural, her legs in high leather boots are overlapped, her eyes seem to think of a very long time ago, and she has a faint sense of ecstasy. She smiles meaninglessly, and her eyes look back at Li Xiaoyu, saying:
"I was not born to adapt to the end of the world. I once really thought that in order to survive, a woman like me who knows nothing and can't do anything seems to have no other way to live except to sell. Then there was a long hesitation and struggle. At that time, there was a problem in my love life, so I hesitated and struggled, I found out I was pregnant
Xiao AI really saved Su Su's fall. Just a little bit, her mind would fall into the abyss. Even before she found Xiao AI, she awakened the water system power, but what can a first-order water system power do?
At that time of initial chaos, the first-order water system and wood system powers were nothing in the face of the gold system water system and soil system that could fight and carry. Many female water system and wood system powers sold themselves for various reasons, or found a man with good ability to attach themselves. In this way, compared with ordinary women, the first-order water system women in the team were better, At most, it can only be defined as a high-level prostitute.
What's more terrible is that all the things that happened to Su Su, including the men's eyes on Su Su and their intention to play with Su Su, were seen by Xie Qingyan.
Xie Qingyan didn't speak, didn't retort, didn't speak, didn't accept and didn't refuse. As a man who said he loved Su Su, he was silent.
At that time, there was no one to buy Susu. She either sold it for her and Xie Qingyan's food, or overdrawn her powers to release water to the team. She could still get her and Xie Qingyan's food! Before the end of the world, Su Su's choice is self-evident for a woman with the general character of dodder flower.
In such a struggle, Su Su found the existence of Xiao AI. It was this child who lit up a light of hope for her in the dark world. Under the strong rebound of Xie Qingyan, she hesitated to kill Xiao AI. However, the conditions for abortion in the last days were not allowed. As soon as she had the idea of selling it, she would think of the child in her stomach.
In this way, day by day, little love grows up in her stomach. She feels that her hope is growing and her future is brighter and brighter.
So Su Su gritted her teeth and insisted on it. She had to endure the pain of overdraft every day, but she never sold herself! Insist, insist, she can put more and more water, more and more attention in the team, and then one day after giving birth to little love, the ability changed.
Li Xiaoyu opened her mouth and didn't know what to say. She thought that Su Su had become such a character because she had concealed her true feelings before? Or because of Ye Yu's involvement
She never thought that Su Su, like ordinary people, had a crisis of almost falling into the abyss.
"Su Su, I think... Your life is really dangerous. Fortunately, you found little love."
"So your crisis is nothing at all. Even if you are taken advantage of by those men, your heart is still standing on the abyss. You are not voluntary. As long as you don't let yourself degenerate, you can still live independently and self-improvement."
There is an essential difference between unwillingness and willingness. Li Xiaoyu feels that she has been hit. She is afraid of the end of the world and the people's heart. She is afraid that she will fall into the abyss after being QJ. However, she does not know that there is another situation in the world where people will voluntarily jump from the cliff into the abyss. Su Su has experienced this situation, Compared with Su Su, is Li Xiaoyu very lucky today?
Looking at Li Xiaoyu's silent nod, Su Su smiles at her and says, "in fact, you are quite good compared with me in those years. You see, I didn't have the courage to kill zombies with a knife in those years!"
She said that at that time in Apple villa, Su Su tied up a zombie and asked the survivors to kill it. At that time, no one except Li Xiaoyu dared to pick up the knife on the ground and compete in another position. Li Xiaoyu was more courageous than Su Su Su. At least after the end of the world, Su Su Su dared to go out of the team to fight after Su Su Su awakened the ice power.
Hearing Su Su Su's encouragement, Li Xiaoyu also couldn't help laughing. She looked up at Su Su, and then she turned the conversation and said:
"Su Su, I want to see Li Anxin."
"Li Anxin?" Su Su tilted her head and thought for a while. It seemed that a member of the women's self-improvement team had come over before and asked her what to do with Li Anxin. Then she said, "she was rescued by your women's self-improvement team, but now it seems very bad. She lies in the health center."
The scholar has been dizzy, and the thick fog has always existed. In the thick fog, Li Xiaoyu's love fragrance did not spread out, but did not disappear because of the package of the fog. So it can be imagined that the men who were fascinated by the love barrier would torture Li Anxin.