Chapter 66

Girl's diary

March 28th, weather, sunny day, mood, that kind of thing has long been away from me

Today is the second day that he sent me to the drug treatment center. Everything that happened yesterday afternoon is still fresh in my mind. It seems that the movie that is constantly playing back is lingering in my mind. Although I am really very very very very very very very Be cruel to him! But when he handed me over to the people in white, I couldn't help praying to him not to leave me. I'm useless!

At that moment, I was in the door and he was outside. It seemed that the wind was still, the blood was no longer flowing, and my ears could not hear any sound. Only gradually, the cruel figure far away from me was deeply fixed in my heart. But, where do I have heart? That kind of thing, I don't know what it looks like, it's ridiculous.

My legs are getting numb recently

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April 1, weather, heavy rain, mood, no mood to speak of

Originally, I thought I was a magnolia in full bloom in hell. Although I was devastated, I still bit my teeth and insisted that I could escape from him one day. But I was wrong. I didn't know what hell it was until I was sent to this place which was falsely called detoxification center!

I see their eyes, empty, no soul, this left that pair of disposable skin.

I also saw the demons of hell, their greedy eyes, swimming on those young bodies, salivating all over the place.

I'm afraid, but fear doesn't protect me. When I was put up by those demons, I thought of him, and my cowardice was revealed again.

Lin Xiyue, why don't you die?!

Today, my legs are completely unconscious. I think I'm really finished

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April 3, weather, cloudy, mood, I want to say, I really want to say, in fact, I am a little better today than yesterday

An aunt in charge of physical therapy brought me a light brain yesterday. Maybe it's because I can't walk on the ground at all, or maybe it's because she is compassionate. Anyway, no matter what the reason or the motive is. I got a light brain from her. To be honest, it's old, but it's better than the one at home.

I don't know who was using this optical brain before, but its maintenance is really good. I haven't logged in to the Internet for a long time. In fact, originally I was a net worm. Although, I'm just a walking corpse for entertainment.

But, ah, but, I don't know who installed a strange game called "addict" in this light brain. I was really angry at first. Addiction? Are you talking about me? I have to rely on the half pipe of green liquid to keep my mind awake every day. Oh, it's a merciless irony.

I hold the idea that I must go in and have a look, and link to the game. Huh? There's an induction matrix? Is it necessary to be so mysterious?

What is this? Blue game hall? Sick. Think you're all from the bottom of the Atlantic?

What's the strength of the two bald men? And the woman's leg length? Dress like that. If you come here, will you have any bones left tomorrow morning?

People with ADHD Boring games

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April 9, weather, no attention, mood, what I want to say is, forget it, you won't believe it

It's a very strange, very strange feeling, you may or may not understand.

Well, today, I finally couldn't help playing that damned game. Well, it's really damned. But today, I met a strange person, really strange, his name in front of a title, called "addict".

I wanted to laugh at that time. Why should I have such a title? Is it the final reward for otaku?

Huh? He actually came to me, saying, although you have a handsome look, maybe you are a wretched old man in front of guangnao? what's so funny? Are you crazy

Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha I know, at that moment, I really feel inferior. Dignity, I don't have that kind of thing for a long time. I'm not even a prostitute. At least they have freedom.

From the moment I fell into hell, I was no longer human. I don't struggle for a long time, cry? What's there to cry about? The more you cry, the louder they laugh.

But why did you show up? Why are you obviously an addict, but you have to pester me? I am a paralytic. Are you out of sympathy for me? Pity me?

The more sunshine you smile, the more afraid I am to be seen by you. The bottomless darkness in my heart, you know?

My heart, like a black hole, is always greedy, longing for your smile, just like longing for the sun in winter

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May 9, weather, good mood, good

I know I'm a lunatic. You can tell by my name. Lin Shatian is neurotic, but it doesn't matter. I know he likes it.Guess what he gave me today? You can't guess.

Ha ha ha ha ha! He gave me a heart-shaped chocolate today! What a big one! You know what? That, that, it can be exchanged for real things! Hey, hey, but I didn't exchange it. Put it in the game. I don't want to expose my whereabouts because of this.

It's nothing. I'm Cinderella. I want to hide, though I can't see it all my life.

Lin Xiyue, what are you crying for? Ha ha ha ha ha

It's nice to ski with him.

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Uncle's diary

March 28, weather, sleep for a day, don't know what virtue, mood, killing mood during the day, do you have? I guess you don't either. You won't know.

I had another nightmare last night. Dry! Every time before killing people, I always have that damned dream. Why can't I have a spring dream or something? Do it! Ah, but I'm very satisfied with the list today. Xu Hu's fourth son, tut Tut, and his twelve mistresses are well worth the trip.

Well, there's a girl with a really big butt, um

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April 1, weather, cloudy day, mood, just like that

I told the four eyed boy Lanyu today that I want to have a rest for a while. Yes, after working in this field for a long time, there will be an occupational disease. If you don't stop and have a rest for a while, it's easy to get possessed.

So, I decided to take a long vacation. Anyway, there are many killers. If I don't do it, someone will replace me.

Recently began to faint blood, yes, for the first time in 17 years, people who see blood want to vomit.

Maybe I should find a girlfriend or something, ha ha (wry smile ~)

April 3, the weather, did not pay attention, mood, and usual, some different, really

Today, the silly B gave me less change. I'm Cao's.

Originally, I wanted to fight in the game and vent. But as soon as I entered the hall, I was stunned. Guess what? You can't guess.

Today, I saw a girl. That's right. I can't be wrong, even though I'm still a baby. But I can't be wrong.

It's really hard to explain why I suddenly noticed that girl in one sentence. You know, since I was 14 years old, my eyes were black and white except for the color of blood.

For seventeen years, I've lived in black and white, except when I killed people.

The color of blood is the only exception that can't be ignored in my sight.

But this time, it's really evil. I won't lie to you. When I saw that girl, she was blood red.

I've never seen anything like this. It's really evil

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April 9, the weather, cloudy, I am sure, I read the weather forecast today, mood, excited ah, don't laugh at me, really, I don't know why.

Since that day's startling glance, I have never seen that girl again, and the world has turned grey again. To tell you the truth, I don't know why, and I am very depressed.

However, today, that red finally appeared again!

Yes, it was the girl that day, sitting quietly on the steps of the birthplace of the novice.

"Want to go skiing?" I chat up, although, I have to admit, my skills are really poor.

But, ha ha ha, I can only tell you but, she was just a little stunned, opened her eyes, and then agreed with a smile.

Skiing with a girl on my back is just as bad as I can think of. Alas

She is really beautiful. Although she can only sit quietly, I like it surprisingly.

ohyeah~……

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May 9, the weather, I can't tell what the weather is, mood, it must be a feeling of love

Today, I pushed off a list given to me by four eyes. His angry face was crooked, ha ha. I can't manage so much. Today is a good day for me to get to know Shatian for a week and a month. I've prepared a special romantic gift. Ha ha ha ~! I'm a genius.

Well, when I saw her screaming for joy, I almost cried.

Fall in love with a person, the original is like this

Shattering, shattering, it seems that I haven't had another nightmare in a month

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Milkshake looked at himself in the mirror, his face full of scum, black eyes

"Killers, they are always so out of fashion..." I don't know why, milkshake suddenly remembered a word that master once said to himself many years ago.

"Have I been in this business too long?" The milkshake talked to himself, and his eyes were a little confused."I've earned enough money for so many years..." Wipe off the water stains on your face, and put your face on the mirror with a milkshake. You look at yourself with sharp eyes.

"Find a place no one knows, take the pieces with you, and live a carefree life together..." The milkshake slowly retreats, leaving the sink and finally leaning against the wall.

"Hu ~" took a long breath, milkshake closed his eyes, "it's so decided, eh!"