Book 5: Chapter 3 (1)

Dark Continent (3rd)

From the day a person is born until their last they can always call their mind a sanctuary. 

There may be times when you choose to expose what’s truly on your mind like: when you’re alone in your room speaking out loud, keeping a journal, or maybe even an anonymous blog online. However, you can always be certain that nobody will ever know what you’re thinking without you first telling them.

And that is how I have lived my life until this day.

“I see. A race like that actually exists….”

The information revealed by the noble mage sent a shock through my heart.

Goggoru-chan was still within arm’s reach and staring at me.

I am Tanaka.

“…I know.”

Seriously?

She really understood me.

I have no choice but to convey my deepest thoughts to Goggoru-chan.

“….”

“….”

What does this mean? Everything I’ve thought about since meeting her, all of the fantasies that I would never dream of telling another living soul (many of them about Goggoru-chan), everything was perfectly transmitted to Goggoru-chan in explicit detail.

The first time I met her, my mind went wild with the delusions of being reverse-raped by her. Goggoru-chan was so cute that my normal fantasies were thrust into overdrive.

Yes, I see.

“….”

“….”

This must be a dream, right?

Something so earth shattering like this could only happen in a dream, right?

Not good.

This really isn’t good.

As soon as I realized she could read my thoughts, I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about something lewd. When a person is presented with a challenge, they automatically wish to overcome them. If your socks smell bad after wearing them for several day, you still can’t stop yourself from taking a whiff.

“….”

“….”

I want to taste Goggoru-chan’s brown pussy.

No, that’s not enough.

I want to turn Goggoru-chan into a public meat toilet and dye her face white with countless loads of semen. I want her to fill an empty bottle with a litre of semen from her mouth. I want to have sex with her while she wears a sailor uniform until we’re both covered in sweat. I want to walk her down the street completely nude except for a collar that I hold the leash to.

Maybe the most detailed fantasies I’ve had in awhile. This power is dangerous. It’s like I’ve lost all control over my thoughts. I can’t stop myself. Whether I want it to or not, the most obscene fantasies are forming in my mind.

Someone, please help. I’ve lost all control.

“….”

“….”

The reason why the loligon and the noble mage are keeping their distance, and the reason the Green Sylphs were scared of her has been revealed to me.  I was hoping to never find out. Now I know why everyone is scared of Goggoru-chan.

This is what complete defeat feels like.

The fact that Goggoru-chan isn’t reacting at all is just making my delusions even worse. If a single one of these delusions was revealed to anyone else I’ve met in this world, they’d be too disgusted to even be near me.

“….”

“….”

But she’s still just calmly staring at me.

Damn, I really do want to be reverse raped by her.

Everything’s being read by her. What am I supposed to do? No matter how much I resist or worry, I can’t think of any way of stopping it. I’m screwed.

All I know is we can’t continue staring at each other like this forever. Her eyes are still locked on mine. I have to make a decision. The noble mage and loligon are still watching as well.

“Then, I hope we can continue to get along in the future.”

“…are you okay with that?”

“I can’t deny that I was surprised, but I think it would be rude to you if I suddenly put distance between us. Please, don’t hate them either. They don’t know you, but I’ve spent time with you and you have saved me on more than one occasion. I don’t want to do anything that would risk hurting our relationship.”

I want Goggoru-chan to reverse rape me. I want it to last for 24 hours. I want to lose my virginity while being reverse raped by Goggoru-chan. I’ll keep hydrated by only drinking her bodily fluids. I would happily drink from whatever source.

Hopefully she still has her hymen.

“I hope that you can continue treating me the same as well.”

“….”

I want her to hold me down and continue reverse raping me no matter how much I struggle.

She’ll become pregnant and then give birth to a daughter.

Then I can have a relationship with both.

Fight on, Lolicon, fight on!

“…or is that asking too much?”

“….”

It is, isn’t it?

If a massive pervert was standing in front of me, I’d incinerate him with a fireball without any hesitation. She doesn’t even need to say a single word for me to know how she feels.

It’s getting hard for me to even meet her gaze. The more I think about her reading my thoughts, the more I fantasize.

The toll of knowing someone is reading my thoughts is heavier than I expected.

This is dangerous.

Having her reverse rape me while she reads my thoughts, forcibly holding me down with no chance of escape. That is my goal in life.

Goggoru-chan, please, reverse rape me.

I want you to have a terrible STD and reverse rape me without saying anything.

Please, make these thoughts come true.

“…I don’t think so.”

“….”

Rejected.

It hurts.

What am I supposed to do? My mind is completely out of control. I want to mate with Goggoru-chan. I want her to have my babies.

This has to be a dream.

Any moment now, Sophia-chan is going to wake me up and I’ll be back in the dormitory.

That is a much more plausible explanation for this.

“You’re not dreaming.”

“….”

How merciless.

She’s right.

So what should I do?

“….”

“….”

No, we can’t spend any more time just standing around. This is still the Dark Continent, after all. A place where the weak are eaten by the strong. At any moment, a Phoenix or a Great Dragon could attack us.

That would be dangerous for everyone, not just me. I want to avoid that at all costs.

“We should find somewhere safe before we continue this any further.”

The loligon has shrunk down to her human form so we should be able to return to town.

“There’s just one thing I need to ask before we do anything else.”

Oh, the noble mage has a question.

I have to be sure to give him a proper answer.

The public meat toilet slave Goggoru-chan is listening in.

I can make my thoughts my charm point with her.

“What is it, Fahren-san?”

“How did you come to find yourself here? You can’t possibly have got here using flying magic. We’ve only just arrived ourselves and we left the Penny Empire before you. It also looks like you’ve spent quite some time here already.”

That’s a reasonable question to ask.

I’m pretty confident in my flying magic, but, even so, it would be impossible for me to overtake the loligon who left days before me. She brags about the ability of her wings all the time and she does so with good reason.

“I didn’t fly here. I was transported here from just outside of Tricklis by a magic circle.”

“A magic circle? D-Don’t tell me you mean spatial magic!?”

“I’m not exactly sure what it was, but that sounds like it could be it.”

“What the hell is going on in the Penny Empire?”

“I’m not sure, but that is how I got here.”

“I see….”

A look of delight swept across the noble mage’s face.

The noble mage’s magic switch has been flipped.

“Where is this circle!? T-Take me there!”

I glanced over at Goggoru-chan.

My eyes naturally found their way to her lower body. I admired her exposed dark thighs beneath the hem of her short skirt. I want her to lock my head against her crotch with her thighs.

“That’s not possible. The place I was transported from was in Viscount FitzClarence’s territory. The one where I arrived is here on the Dark Continent; in her home, actually.”

“Wha–”

The noble mage was trembling with joy until he heard this. Now, he was frozen in fear.

He’s fighting with the choice he has to make.

Love of magic or fear of Goggoru.

“I thought I’d be able to learn more about it if I asked you, Fahren-san. I think it could be used as a rapid form of transportation to other locations aside from the Dark Continent. Unfortunately, I couldn’t get it to work and I’m afraid it only works one way.”

“I-I see….”

He’s in great distress.

“I’m afraid I lack the knowledge required to thoroughly examine the circle here on the Dark Continent. If you’d like to examine it yourself, you only need to ask for her permission. You can always examine the one in the Penny Empire at your leisure, but the circle here is less than a day’s travel away.”

“Nuu….”

How much does magic mean to the noble mage?

After a few seconds of silence, the noble mage took a small step closer.

Step by step, inch by inch, he approached the chocololi.

Soon, he managed to get within a few metres of Goggoru-chan. It looked like he had reached his limit. Close enough that a spear may just barely scratch his skin if fully extended. Perhaps the distance represents how deeply she can read one’s thoughts.

If that’s true, how deeply can she read my thoughts when I’m standing right next to her.

“Excuse me, would you mind showing this magic circle to me.”

The noble mage just managed to squeeze this question out.

He lowered his head and bowed slightly.

I’m curious to know what thoughts could be running through the noble mage’s mind.

“…sure, I don’t mind.”

“G-Great!”

Goggoru-chan gave him a slight nod which caused the noble mage’s face to light up with joy.

I’m not sure I’ve ever seen him so happy.

And Goggoru-chan is so nice for letting him into his home.

She’s so kind.

I want her to reverse rape me so bad.

“Then, l-let’s get going. I can’t wait to see this magic circle!”

“….”

As soon as he received Goggoru-chan’s consent, the noble mage came to life and was ready to head out. If you didn’t know him, you could easily confuse him with a pervert excited to visit the home of a girl that lives alone. But he’s only interested in magic. If it was Mercedes or I saying this, Goggoru-chan may fear for her life.

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