"Do you know, Grandpa and Gu Qisen How much do they love you? "
Gu Ranran admitted that when she heard Shen Qingwen's words, her heart beat uncontrollably and missed a beat.
Does she know?
Of course she knows!
But No matter how much they love her, they can't erase the hurt their mother once suffered.
If it wasn't for Gu changqian's insistence, if it wasn't for Gu's insistence on deceiving and concealing, how could his mother have jumped from a building and committed suicide? Even more, with their own
How desperate is it for a woman to want to die with her children?
Ha ha
Gu ran sneered.
In this silent cave, her voice was particularly shrill, "Shen Qingwen, don't you feel lumbago when you stand and talk? You are going to experience what I have experienced. Have a look, are you still so sunny, and are you still yearning for this dark world? "
"I..."
Shen gently pursed his lips, then sighed.
Just when Gu ran thought she had nothing to say, she said again, "isn't your mother wrong? If she didn't have to intervene in Gu Qisen's parents' feelings and tear them apart, then the tragedy behind would not have happened. "
Shen can't help but feel a little excited when she says this. Although she pities Qiao pingting, in the final analysis, there must be something hateful about the poor person. If she didn't have to stick to a relationship that doesn't belong to her, she would not have caused such a tragic fate, and would not have hurt so many people directly or indirectly
"You -"
GU Ranran choked by her words and suddenly glared at her eyes. For a long time, he could not squeeze out another word.
Seeing this, Shen lightly went on, "don't tell me that she is innocent, she is the victim. If she is really innocent, she can't plan with the old man to break up Gu Qisen's parents. You feel aggrieved. What about Gu Qisen? Is he not aggrieved? Xiao San, who has hated for more than 20 years, is actually his real mother. How fair is this to him and Su Han? I can understand that you hate the old man and Gu Qisen's father, but what's wrong with Gu Qisen and Su Han in the whole incident? The marriage was taken away, and the son was also taken away. He became a junior from his original match, and he had to bear the hatred of his own son for many years. Who can bear this kind of grievance? You have been positioning yourself in the role of the victim. I don't know that the more innocent person than you is your brother! It's the one who thinks that after you die, you can't sleep every night and can only sleep with sleeping pills; it's the one who secretly hides in the balcony to shed tears because of missing you in the middle of the night; it's the one who doesn't want to hurt you even if you make thousands of mistakes - "
" enough! Shut up
Gu Ranran cried out hysterically to stop Shen from going on.
Shen gently raised his eyes, and his eyes were full of complicated light. He was very devout and said, "Gu Ranran, in fact, sometimes I envy you."
"Oh, envy me? Ha ha - "
GU Ranran looked up at the sky and laughed as if he had heard Tianda's joke, but his eyes inadvertently shed two tears.
What does she have to be envied for?
Her past is the darkness that ordinary people can't imagine. What kind of sarcasm is Shen lightly talking about?
Ha ha ha, it's so funny
Ha ha
Listening to her wanton laughter, Shen gently pursed her lips, feeling heavy unconsciously.
About a few minutes later, Gu Ran Ran finally had enough of a smile. The smile at the corner of his mouth rolled up, and his whole face suddenly became gloomy. "That's because you don't know my previous life. If you do, you can't say the word" envy! "
"Well, I take that back."
Shen lightly also does not want to argue with her, the attitude is very cooperative.
Before Gu ran answered, she urged, "sweet potato is better to eat while it's hot. Only when you're full can you have the strength to kill me."
Gu Ran Ran was stunned. He subconsciously looked at the toasted sweet potato in his hand. Then he said fiercely, "do you think I won't kill you?"
"I didn't think so."
Shen lightly retorts immediately.
She stood up and put some cold hands into the pocket of her coat. Her clear apricot eyes narrowed slightly. She looked at her and thought about it carefully. She decided to say what she had in mind. "As I just said, I just didn't want to destroy my principle of life. As for the big conversation with you, I didn't want to influence you or persuade you. I just
Speaking of this, I pause a little.
Gu Ran's heart trembled and he looked up at her. He couldn't help asking, "just what?"
"I just feel I should let you know how hard Gu Qisen lived
Shen said softly, and without looking at her again, he turned and walked away.
Gu Ran Ran stares at her back. He doesn't know why. At this moment, he has a new look at Shen lightly.damn!
She obviously looks down on that woman
After all, her whole body, where is worthy of her big brother?
Shit!
……
Gu Ranran cursed in his heart for several times before he began to eat baked sweet potato.
Sweet potato is not as hot as before, but the temperature at the entrance is just right, very fragrant, sweet and warm
Gu Ran Ran was eating delicious sweet potato, but his thoughts drifted away unconsciously and returned to his distant childhood.
"Brother, Ran Ran wants to eat baked sweet potato!"
"Brother, can you go to the pond and catch a fish for Ran Ran?"
"Brother..."
Every time, the little girl always begged for the handsome boy with her sweet voice.
No matter how busy and tired the teenager is, she still can't stand her cute coquetry. Regardless of her identity as a young master, she either sneaks to the vegetable garden behind the old house to dig sweet potatoes, or takes up her trousers to catch fish in her grandfather's dying fish pond
It seems that he has always spoiled her unconditionally
Gu Ran's nose was suddenly sour, and his eyes were quickly filled with a sense of dampness.
As soon as the picture turned, she could not help thinking of the scene she had witnessed on the ship not long ago.
He sat on the rock and cried for her. He cried so sad
Big brother -
no!
Even so, they can't go back.
Because of Shen qingran, because of wailing, she is no longer the person he cares about most. This time, she grabs Shen qingran away. He must hate her to death. How can he still have feelings for her?
So, I can't go back
Thinking of this, Gu Ranran felt a pain in his heart. He could not help biting a big mouthful of sweet potato and wolfing it down. It seemed that only in this way could he pull back her thoughts and never let her shake
That night, the two were at peace.
The next day, Shen gently slowly opened his eyes, but unexpectedly found that Gu ran had disappeared.
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