Chapter 15

"Have you ever thought of --"

"Do you like Li Qinyuan who is obedient to you or just Li Qinyuan?"

The cold wind in winter brings Gu Yuan's voice, which goes directly into Gu Wuyou's ears. The words are clear. However, Gu Wuyou, who is smiling because of talking about the old days, suddenly stops when he hears this sentence.

The delicate little face was still wearing a smile, but the clear apricot eyes seemed to be suddenly confused.

They stood at the shelter, where the cold wind couldn't reach them, but they could hear the plum trees outside the corridor whirring by the wind. Gu Wuyou looked at Gu Yuan in front of her eyes in such a voice.

Does she like Li Qinyuan?

Or do you like the obedient Li Qinyuan?

Gu Wuyou had never thought about this problem before today. In her eyes, Li Qinyuan is the great general, and the great general is Li Qinyuan. There is no difference between the two... She can blurt it out clearly, but Gu Yuan's eyes made her swallow her words.

She began to think slowly.

Now the general is really different from before.

no

It's quite different.

At least the "gentle and steady general" she imagined did not exist at all. He may not be as bad as the third brother, but it was quite different from what she imagined.

If there is no previous life and the experience of the general.

Now that Li Qinyuan is in front of her, she won't look at him any more. She hates such an illiterate and unruly family.

But she had such a good few years with the general. How could she really separate the young general from the future general? The good-looking Yuanshan eyebrow slightly bent a few times. Gu Wuyou pursed his lips. Suddenly, he didn't know what to say.

Gu Yuan had been observing her face all the time. Seeing her frowning and pursing her lips, he added softly, "as you can see, today's Li Qinyuan is not the same person as the general in your dream. I don't know if he will become the same person in your dream in the future."

"But it's rude --"

"At least Li Qinyuan can't do that now."

"Can you really stand such a gap? In your dream, he is your closest person, and you have countless beautiful memories. But in reality, he doesn't know who you are, and may feel that your approach and liking are ridiculous... "

"Have you ever thought about what you would do if he had been like this all the time?"

Gu Yuan's voice is very pleasant, but in Gu Wuyou's ears, it's like thorns that stick into the heart. It doesn't hurt, but it's very deep... Her little face surrounded by a hood suddenly turns white, and her tight red lips seem to turn white.

The wind outside seems to be much stronger.

There are still many voices in buzhizhai, which is separated by a wall. Even in Pingshuo Zhai, which is not far away, it seems that many noble girls have come back. Gu Wuyou just lowers her head and looks at her toes without saying anything.

Gu Yuan also knew that this was too realistic to accept, but she had to remind her little cousin.

Even if she believes in her dream, the people and things in the dream may not be able to go in the direction she wants. If the reality is different from the dream, can she afford such a change?

"It's not urgent. You can take your time."

"When you think about it, then --"

Gu Yuan spoke to her in a soft voice, but before he finished, Gu Wuyou, who had been lowering her head, suddenly raised her head. Her face was still a little white, but the confusion and stupefaction on her face had disappeared.

"Second sister."

Gu Wuyou called her, "I like him."

I don't know where to blow in a naughty wind, which disturbed her hair. Her long hair floated in the air and lost Gu Wuyou's face. But her voice was more firm than ever. "No matter what he became, I like him."

Maybe she began to smile again after thinking clearly. The corners of her mouth were high and her clear apricot eyes were in the shape of crescent moon.

"You know my temperament in the past. If you say something nice, it's arrogant. If you say something unpleasant, it's unreasonable and unforgiving. I have nothing to look for all day."

Now when we talk about this, Gu Wuyou is very calm. She smiles and goes on, "I know I'm a terrible person. If I didn't have such a family and background, I would have been gnawed to the bone."

"But you know what?"

"Li Qinyuan has never despised me. When I married him, I was not young. I married a man and had no children. I was diagnosed that I could never get pregnant again. What about him? He is a majestic general. With his worth, who can't he marry? "

"But he married me."

"I still remember when he came home to ask for marriage, I told him, I said, 'General Li, I'm a bad tempered man with a bad reputation and can't be pregnant. If you want to marry me, I can't tolerate other women in the backyard.'"

"Do you know what he said to me?"

"What?" Gu Yuan was bewitched by Gu Wuyou's eyes and asked involuntarily.

"He said --" Gu Wuyou turned her head and looked at the sky outside the corridor. The sky was blue and clear, and the clouds were slowly white, just like the day Li Qinyuan came to marry her. She closed her eyes and seemed to be able to see the situation on that day.

-"It's natural for someone in the Li family to carry on the family line."

-"I marry you because of you."

-"Don't worry. Since I have promised you, I will abide by it."

It was because of those words that she married Li Qinyuan. In the next few years, he never disobeyed every word he said. He spoiled her, indulged her, and hurt her to the top of his heart.

of course.

He is not the kind of connivance without reason, he will talk to her countless reasons.

No one ever said those words to her. Her father and grandmother loved her and didn't want to say a word. As for others, they were either afraid of her background and power, or they didn't want to talk to her. Even Zhao Chengyou, her husband who once thought that she would grow old together, never told her how to behave better.

Only Li Qinyuan.

It's because of him that she gets better and better.

Gu Wuyou took a deep breath and exhaled all the accumulated turbid air in her chest. Then she opened her eyes again, turned her head, looked at Gu Yuan, and continued, "second sister, I understand your worry. Now Li Qinyuan is very different from what I know."

"But what does that matter?"

"I like him because he is Li Qinyuan. I don't know if he can become what I dream of, but I want to accompany him and protect him. I want to witness the years I haven't experienced around him..."

Gu Wuyou's voice is very gentle and firm, just like the feeling she gives people at this time, "in that dream, he held up his wings to protect me all my life. Now, I will accompany him."

She said it for a moment, and then raised her head with a more obvious smile. "I know it's hard, but I want to have a try."

Gu Yuan didn't make a sound when he listened to these words.

I don't know how long later, she sighed, reached out her hand, gently stroked Gu Wuyou's head, and said to her, "in this case, then go on as you wish in your heart."

She was worried about this uncertain Road, but envied her firmness and persistence at this time.

What a wonderful thing it is to live a lifetime and stick to what she wants in her heart. If she could stick to what she wants in her heart at the beginning, would the ending be different? Gu Yuan's face showed a faint confusion.

"Second sister?"

Gu Wuyou saw that she was stunned. She could not help shouting. After waiting for someone to come back, she asked again, "second sister, do you know why he became like this?" She did not forget what she said when she was sent by her second sister.

"He wasn't like that before," she said.

So what is the reason for the general's becoming like this?

So far.

Gu Yuan naturally has nothing to hide from others. As she goes on, she says to Gu Wuyou: "Qi Lang was very intelligent when he was a child. He can be said to be an all-round scholar. If your prince's cousin wants to read with him, he is the first choice."

"But when he was ten years old, the former Duke and wife of the state of Wei suddenly died. After that, he became different."

No matter how deep the reason is, outsiders like them don't know. She just sighed and said softly, "in fact, Qi Lang is very smart. As long as he puts his mind on the right path, he will get better and better."

It's just that the man's temperament is too absolute to listen to anyone.

Gu Wuyou felt dignified when she heard these words. In fact, she also knew that Li Qinyuan lost his mother when he was young. But at that time, the general had grown up to the point that no one needed pity. He was like a towering mountain, supporting everything.

But now in another situation, the mood has become a little different.

At the beginning, the general who lost his mother was only ten years old. When he didn't know anything, he lost his closest relatives. In addition, the situation of Wei government was different from her family.

Over the years.

The general must be suffering.

Will he also like her, when no one else, secretly holding himself warm and crying?

As long as Gu Wuyou thinks of these, his heart is like a needle. It hurts so much that even his eyes can't help reddening.

But at this meeting, Gu Yuan didn't find anything strange about her. She didn't know what she thought of. She suddenly asked in a low voice, "barbarian, in your dream, what happened to me in the end?"

When Gu Wuyou heard this, she drew her mind back from her own thoughts. She met Gu Yuan's eyes, but she didn't know how to open her mouth... She didn't have a deep love with Gu Yuan before, so she only showed a sad eye after Gu Yuan died.

It can be said that.

However, she was reluctant for such an intelligent second sister to have such a result.

Because I don't give up.

I can't say that.

Gu Yuan looked at Gu Wuyou's struggling expression, but said clearly: "is... Dead?"

"Second sister --" Gu Wuyou did not answer her words, gently advised: "there are so many famous doctors in the world, your disease will be cured."

Gu Yuan smiles, and his face looks the same as usual. He is just as light as usual. "I knew when I was young that I would not live long, so I cherish every day I live. In fact, it's not bad to die. I have everything I want."

The only one that doesn't have

The smile on her face is tiny, involuntarily asked again, "do you know Shen Shao?"

"Shen Shao?"

Gu Wuyou was stunned. She didn't know how the second sister mentioned him suddenly. Shen Shao was Li Qinyuan's uncle and her nominal cousin. She looked at Gu Yuan stupidly, and then said, "he finally paid homage to the Minister of Dali temple and married Princess Changping."

Finish.

Seeing Gu Yuan's slight look, she asked in a low voice, "second sister, do you know him?"

The official worships the Minister of Dali temple and marries Princess Changping

Gu Yuan's hand under his sleeve was gently clenched. Suddenly, the cold wind made her feel a little cold, like the chill seeped into her bone marrow. It made her feel like she was in the ice cellar. I don't know how long it took for her to smile in a trance. "I had some love with him when I was young."

Don't wait to worry to ask again, she this person who started first changed the topic again, "go, two elder sisters take you to have a meal."

Gu Wuyou always felt that Gu Yuan was not right, but he couldn't tell why. He looked at her face again. Seeing that she had returned to her former appearance, he lowered his mind and nodded, "OK."

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I believe that in the near future, Qi Lang will face the problem of "does my wife like me or my previous life, who am I?"? Who is me? I'm looking forward to the ultimate proposition of "I'm green, I'm myself".

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