When the sound starts.
The picture in front of Zhao Chengyou's eyes gradually drifted away with the cold wind. For such an adventure, he didn't study deeply. Instead, he turned his head and looked behind him. In the vast world, the vast snow was still there, and Gu Wuyou came here in a red cloak embroidered with Zhi Xianhe.
It's not appropriate to say "go".
Her two white hands holding the skirt, red lips slightly open, shortness of breath, almost running over.
Fortunately, on the birthday of Mr. Li today, the Li family was afraid that someone might have wet their shoes when they visited the garden, so they had already cleaned the garden. Otherwise, in this battle, they would have wet their shoes and socks.
Thinking of her angry words before, Zhao Chengyou had a pale face. Before he could speak, Gu Wuyou had already run to him. His normally bright and beautiful face was colder than the snow outside. His willow eyebrows were erect and his clear apricot eyes were sharp.
She stares at Zhao Chengyou, regardless of his face, and then says, "Zhao Chengyou, what do you want to do? I told you before that if you dare to make trouble again, I will never let you go! "
"Are you deaf or amnesia?"
Gu Wuyou was really angry. She knew that Zhao Chengyou would not give up easily, and she didn't know what he had said to the general before? Just think of this, angry some shaking hand was a warm big hand to hold.
She looked slightly, as if she felt something. When she looked around, she saw that Li Qinyuan was looking at her and smiling.
The boy in white laughed more gently than ever, as if to calm her anger and uneasiness. Seeing her looking at her, he said with a soft smile, "what's the hurry? Can I still run? "
I didn't see it at first.
Now see her turn around, that slightly wet cheek, with a layer of fog like.
Li Qinyuan frowned and said, "come here, don't you know how to hold an umbrella? I'm not afraid that I'll take medicine when I get cold? "
After all, he couldn't bear to be angry with her. As he said, he took his sleeve to wipe the moisture from her hair and face. Fortunately, the snow was already small, and the little girl came over wearing a hood, and didn't get much water. However, Li Qinyuan could not help but say, "where's your servant girl? Why don't you let her come with you? "
"... I told her to wait outside."
Just now, Gu Wuyou was still furious. Now when she looked at her general, her momentum suddenly became short, and even her voice became weak.
She looked at Li Qinyuan and refused to let go of his hand. It seemed that she had forgotten that Zhao Chengyou was by her side. All she knew was to raise her head and ask her young man in a low voice, "what did he just say to you?"
Nervous and worried.
It seems that I'm really afraid that he will believe Zhao Chengyou's lies.
Li Qinyuan didn't answer. He just took Yu Guang to glance at Zhao Chengyou beside him. He saw that his eyes were red and he was staring at the little girl. Then he frowned. He quietly turned his shoulder to block Zhao Chengyou's eyes. He didn't take care of the conversation they had said before. He just said, "nothing, just a few words."
Every time those words were mentioned, she was hurt once more.
He was reluctant to give up.
Don't believe it if you don't worry.
Zhao Chengyou never does useless things. He goes all out to do this trip. How can he not say anything.
She pursed her lips and frowned, and then she bent her fingers again and knocked her little head. It was not heavy, but just to let her recover. After holding her head and shouting, he said with a smile: "what did I say to you that day in the racecourse, forget?"
Racecourse?
Gu Wuyou was stunned, and a voice suddenly sounded in his ear. That was what Li Qinyuan said to her that day. "Don't worry, no matter what he said, I won't believe it. I only believe what you said."
The restless heart suddenly calmed down.
She looked at the smile on Li Qinyuan's face, and a bright smile reappeared on her face.
She was really stupid. The general was no one else. Since he believed her, he would never doubt her. It was cold outside, and Gu Wuyou looked at the young man in front of him. Suddenly he was no longer afraid or worried.
When Li Qin laughed, she knew that her heart had been untied.
He reached out and gently stroked her head, but he didn't say anything. Instead, he took her hand, turned his head and said to Zhao Chengyou, "I already know what Zhao Shizi said, and you have seen my attitude."
He looked light, tone is also very light, and then he said, "today, since Zhao Shizi is to celebrate grandmother's birthday, please help yourself. I have to send her now."
The voice just dropped.
Li Qinyuan put on a new hood for Gu Wuyou, and then walked out of the pavilion with her umbrella in one hand and her hand.
Gu Wuyou didn't stop him. He let him move with a smile. His eyes grew on Li Qinyuan's body, and he couldn't move them for a moment.
They are very familiar with each other. It seems that they have done it countless times, so they are not unfamiliar at all. However, this situation falls into Zhao Chengyou's eyes, but makes his eyes crack.
He clenched his hands into fists, and his lips were shaking. He couldn't see the appearance of a gentleman at all.
Red eyes, staring at the figure of the two people, especially looking at their fingers clasped hands, but also want to rush out regardless of everything, separate their hands.
At least I held back.
However, the words blurted out were much colder than before. Apart from the anger of gnashing teeth, they were even mixed with some undisguised jealousy. "Don't you think that, with your present appearance, you will be in the eyes of the Duke of Ding?"
Gu Wuyou changed his face as soon as he heard this.
She stopped, turned her head, and yelled in a sharp voice, "Zhao Chengyou, you --"
Before he finished, he was pinched by Li Qinyuan. Gu Wuyou, who used to be like a hairy kitten, suddenly turned into a clever rabbit, unable to say a word of anger.
Little rabbit pursed his lips to see Li Qinyuan.
Li Qinyuan was the same as before. He didn't turn around when he heard these words. He just held Gu Wuyou's hand in a placatory way. When her mood calmed down, he said to Zhao Chengyou, "it's no trouble for Zhao Shizi."
"All right."
He looked at Gu Wuyou, and his voice softened a little. "Let's go."
"Good." Gu Wuyou nodded quickly, but she didn't pay any attention to Zhao Chengyou. She just took Li Qinyuan's hand and tightened it. When she went away, she looked in Li Qinyuan's direction from time to time.
"What do you want to say?" Li Qinyuan asked her.
Gu Wuyou hesitated for a while, and then he said, "don't listen to his nonsense. Dad is not like this."
Yu Guang saw that he had been looking at her with a smile. Her face was a little red, her head was lower, and even her voice was weaker. "Even if dad didn't like it, he couldn't change my mind."
"Big deal"
Before he finished, he heard the young man around him ask, "what's the big deal?"
Gu Wuyou pursed her lips and didn't speak. If she had the temperament before, I'm afraid she would say to others at this time, "if he doesn't agree, we'll go far away. I don't believe he will disagree.".
But now she won't say it or do it.
She loves Li Qinyuan and will only love him in her life, but elopement does not involve her alone. She can't let her family stay in the rumor for her own happiness, let alone let other brothers and sisters in the family be ridiculed for her.
And——
This is also an insult to the general.
"Well?"
Li Qin did not answer, but asked, "what's the matter?"
"Nothing."
Gu Wuyou smiles and shakes her head. She also holds Li Qinyuan's hand. Their hands are very clear, one is slender, the other is slender. But when they hold each other like this, they don't feel strange at all.
As if the hands were meant to be held together.
"Even if dad doesn't agree, I'll wait for you all the time..." Gu Wuyou said and looked up at Li Qinyuan. His little face was still a little red in the cold wind, but he didn't know whether he was ashamed or frozen, but his words were particularly firm and decisive. "I believe that one day, dad will recognize you and agree with us together."
"Not in one year, I'll wait for you for two years. Not in two years, I'll wait for you for five years. Not in five years, I'll wait for you for ten years."
It seemed that she was aware of Li Qinyuan's stupefaction. She laughed again and said, "I'll wait until you come to marry me openly."
Li Qinyuan was completely stunned by her words, which were not like a confession but better than a confession.
It's not that he hasn't been confessed by the little girl. No matter how intimate the words are, he has heard them. But they still touch his heart. He just looks at Gu Wuyou with a dazed look. I don't know how long later, he raises his slightly trembling hand over her head. It seems that he still can't vent his emotions. He hugs people tightly to his arms.
"Don't..."
Gu Wuyou blushed and said in a low voice, "my cloak is wet. It will wet your clothes."
Li Qinyuan did not let go, but said in a dumb voice, "it's OK."
In fact, he is not very happy today. He hates this place, his father, the flattery and flattery of others, and even the so-called military achievements and titles... Every time he comes back to this home, he feels as if there is a shackle on him, which makes him very upset physically and mentally.
But now.
He felt that his impatience and annoyance were being gently smoothed by a gentle hand.
He sometimes wondered how many good things he had done in his last life in order to let him meet Gu Wuyou in this life? I can't help but hold people tightly. The little girl is very good. After listening to him say "it's OK", she didn't push him any more. Instead, she let him hold her.
In addition to the whistling cold wind, there are only two people's heartbeat.
Plop, plop——
The voice was loud as if the other party could hear it.
After a while, Li Qinyuan released his hand. He put on some drooping hoods for her and wiped the snow water on the fox hair for her. Then he lowered his head and looked down at her and said, "don't worry, I won't let you become an old girl."
His voice is a little hoarse, but his eyes are very focused, "I will let your father willingly betroth you to me."
Young man's shoulder is not generous, and his promise is just empty words. But Gu Wuyou believes in him. Her general will do what he says!
Her eyes curved into the shape of a crescent moon, and she said with a smile, "Well!"
Li Qin farsighted, she also followed with a smile, happy mood, as if all the troubles buried in the bottom of my heart have disappeared completely, he did not speak, but took her hand to go out.
After all, the little girl is here to be a guest today. If she stays out for a long time, it's hard to avoid that others will think more.
On the way out, Li Qinyuan asked her, "what did you give grandma?"
He also asked a few days ago, but the little girl was so mysterious that she refused to say anything. She only knew after a few days.
This time, Gu Wuyou didn't hide it any more. Instead, he happily said to him, "I've made a mop for Lao Taijun, and she chose her favorite flower..." thinking of the situation in the room before, the smile in her eyes became more and more deep. "You don't know, Lao Taijun likes it. He put on my mop on the spot and praised me straight."
The little girl's eyes were black and bright. She looked at him all the time.
Li Qinyuan's heart softened when she saw him. He couldn't help reaching out and touching her head and boasting: "so powerful?"
Gu Wuyou was waiting for him to praise her, but when he did, his face turned red again. It seemed that he didn't mean much, "in fact, it's ok... It's old Taijun who has a good heart."
In this way, Li Qin's heart became softer, as if it was about to melt.
There is no one like Gu Wuyou that he likes so much. He doesn't like her charming and willful appearance, her heroic appearance on horseback, or her red face.
He likes her like this, likes her not to be false in front of him, likes her to laugh, to scold, to cry, to make.
"You --"
The voice of Gu Wuyou came again.
Li Qinyuan looked back and asked her with a smile, "what's the matter?"
Gu Wuyou looked at him and hesitated for a while. Then he asked in a low voice, "are you unhappy today?"
With a smile on his face, Li Qinyuan asked, "why do you ask like this?" He has always been good at hiding his emotions. If he didn't let them out, no one else would know.
"I just feel, feel you're not happy."
Gu Wuyou can't tell why, but she and Li Qinyuan have been together for so many years. Naturally, she can detect some of his habits and emotions. Although today's general is smiling, his mood is not high, as if he has been suppressing something.
She thought about it, and her voice was lighter. "Is it because of Duke Wei?"
She learned from others that the relationship between the current general and the Duke of Wei was not good. What's more, she said that although they were father and son, they were more like enemies, but in previous lives... The general took her to worship the Duke of Wei more than once, and there was much regret between the words.
Although Gu Wuyou didn't know what hatred existed between his father and son, she couldn't help but feel distressed when she thought of the later general and the way he stood in front of the tombstone and kept silent for a long time.
"Brother,"
Gu Wuyou stopped and whispered, "if you want, can you talk to me?"
Li Qinyuan didn't speak. He looked down at Gu Wuyou. Even his thin lips were tightly pressed into a straight line. No one ever dared to talk about it in front of him. Even Dabai didn't know it.
If it were anyone now, he would have left with a cold face.
But it was her
He always cared about her, so he couldn't bear to let her suffer. After looking at her for a long time, Li Qinyuan took back his eyes and closed them.
Once people close their eyes, the movement around them will become clearer.
He can feel today's strong wind, blowing through the leaves can bring a lot of sound, but also can feel how cold the snow sprinkled on the body, he was not afraid of cold when he was young, but also in such a winter, he felt the bone chilling.
He remembers the winter when his mother died.
The wind is so strong, the snow is so cold, he knelt in front of her bed, tears are dry, voice are hoarse, also failed to call her back.
In this cold wind, when Gu Wuyou thought Li Qinyuan would not speak, he said, "my mother is in poor health. The doctor said that she left the root of the disease when she gave birth to me."
"I remember her taking medicine most of the year, but she never complained about anything."
"She is gentle and decent, dignified and magnanimous. She is smiling no matter what she comes across. She is a very good person."
After a pause, Li Qinyuan's voice became more hoarse when he spoke again. "I've been expecting her to live a long life, but when I was ten years old, my mother's health became worse and worse. At the beginning, she could walk on the ground, but later she could only lie in bed all day."
"At that time, my grandmother and I were the only people at home. I knew that my mother was looking forward to his return, so I wrote many letters in private to send them to the border quickly, hoping that he would come back to see his mother."
"But he didn't --"
"He didn't even reply to a letter!"
Gu Wuyou noticed his excitement, and the hand he held also hurt a little. She just bit her lip and didn't make a sound. Instead, she gently comforted him with her free hand.
Li Qinyuan realized that her calming and excitement had calmed down a little, but he still didn't open his eyes, but his long and thick eyelashes were shaking more severely in the cold wind. "Although my mother has always asked me not to disturb him and let him fight at ease, I know that she is looking forward to his return in her heart."
"Otherwise she wouldn't have held on so long."
"She was actually very tired at that time. I watched her getting thinner and thinner every day, coughing blood more and more, but she still refused to close her eyes."
"She has been looking forward to her husband's coming back to see her one last time."
"It's a pity --" he pursed his lips, his voice seemed to come from the root of his clenched teeth. "She didn't see her husband until she died."
"People outside all say that he is powerful. They say that he is a meritorious official who guards Dazhou and worships him as the God of war. But I just hate him. I hate him for always putting outsiders first, for letting his mother go so unwillingly, and for hating him..."
He seemed unable to speak any more. His voice was getting lower and lower, and even the corner of his closed eyes seemed to have water light.
Gu Wuyou didn't expect that their father and son's enmity was due to this. She didn't know what to say, and even couldn't say a word of what she had thought.
She could only raise her hand, gently embracing him and patting him on the back.
If she could, she would like to go through the years, embrace the general at that time, and calm his sadness and sadness.
He must have been very sad at that time. He watched his mother's health getting worse and worse, but he could do nothing. He looked forward to his father's arrival day and night, but he could not wait for his return after waiting for a long time.
At that time, would he smile in front of Mrs. Li every day and comfort her by saying, "mother, if you wait, father will be back soon."
Is not also in no one knows, a person hiding in bed, silent cry.
Gu Wuyou was able to detect tears on her cheek. She did not lift her head or wipe her hands. Instead, she continued to pat him on the back and talked about her own affairs with him in a soft voice.
"My mother died when I was born."
"I haven't met her, but I know she loves me."
"The mammy around me told me that a body like my mother can't have children, but she still took care of her body, even though... She knew that my existence might hurt her."
"Then I was born, and my mother died because she spent too much energy giving birth to me."
Gu Wuyou said that, after a while, he continued: "when I was a child, I especially hated my father. I hated Mrs. Fu and Jiufei. Although I knew that they were not wrong at all, I still hated them. I acted willfully and did a lot of annoying things, and now I want to open my mind."
She had no way to talk to the general——
Your father didn't do anything wrong. He was for the people of Dazhou. You shouldn't hate him.
No one is unselfish, isn't she? I know that others have done nothing wrong, but I can't help hating them for so many years... Sometimes, they also know that they are wrong, but the reason why the knot is the knot is that you can't say it with common sense.
No matter how much others have said or advised, we can only figure it out by ourselves.
If it were not for her life experience, I'm afraid she would still be stiff with her family.
She can only tell her experience to the general.
Li Qinyuan understood and understood, and he was finally willing to open his eyes. His eyes were slightly watery and looked at Gu Wuyou, but he still didn't say anything, and the emotion in his eyes was very difficult to distinguish.
Not far away came Bailu's voice, probably waiting too long, worried, came to look for someone.
"... here comes your maid."
Li Qinyuan's voice is a little hoarse, "go back, I'll watch you here."
Xu is aware of her worry and hesitation, he laughed, stroked her head, soft voice: "don't worry, I'm ok."
Bailu's voice is closer. Gu Wuyou also knows that his heart knot can't be untied for a while and a half. It's hard for her to sip her lips. She just says, "I'll go back first."
"Well."
Li Qinyuan nodded. Seeing that she had gone far away, he did not leave. Instead, he stood and looked at her figure. Until he could not see her, he was silent for a long time. Then he went to his dead mother's former residence.
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Thank you for casting the overlord ticket or irrigating nutrient solution for me from 15:42:36 on March 9, 2020 to 10:06:34 on March 10, 2020~
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