It's not that Liu Qin's reaction is slow, but that uncle's family really only exists in Liu Qin's memory. No matter in his last life or in this life, I have never seen uncle's family in my memory.
Just as I said before, Granny Liu couldn't carry it clearly, because the second and the third cheated the promising eldest and the filial fourth. The final result was that the fourth delayed his studies and ruined his life. The eldest went far away from the provincial capital and seldom went home.
There must be something hateful about poor people. Liu Qin doesn't know whether granny Liu should be considered pitiful or hateful.
Yao Xianglin asked, "Granny Liu's eldest son should be your eldest uncle, isn't he? Won't you go in and have a look? "
Liu Qin really doesn't want to see her. After all, she doesn't have this relative in her memory, and I don't know what her uncle's character is. She has been unlucky enough. Almost half of all the wonderful things in the world have been touched by her. I'm afraid that this legendary uncle is also a wonderful one.
"Go in and have a look." Zhang Ximing said softly.
Liu Qin looks at Zhang Ximing curiously, and their eyes meet. Liu Qin has a premonition that he has thought of her worries.
Zhang Ximing encourages him with his eyes. Finally, Liu Qin decides to go in and have a look.
The door of the ward is open.
When Liu Qin came in, he heard a middle-aged man crying.
Liu Qin was puzzled - although her mother was very sad, she didn't cry so much, did she?
In other words, the pain is not because of sadness, but because of guilt.
Sure enough, I saw a middle-aged man lying in front of Granny Liu's bed crying, "mother, it's unfilial, it's unfilial, mother, you beat me, scold me."
Liu Qin sighed - she can understand why Uncle felt so guilty: because he was unfairly treated, because he was afraid of getting into trouble, so he couldn't afford to hide and disappear, so he escaped from reality, but he forgot that everyone has only one mother in his life, and when his mother is gone, he will never be there again. When he loses his mother, he will never regret it, and only he knows.
Next to the middle-aged man, Liu Qin saw a middle-aged woman with elegant temperament and a group of young men and women. They were older than her, and they should be cousins of the uncle's family.
Granny Liu wakes up and looks down at her eldest son, who is crying in front of her bed. She slowly reaches out her hand and caresses the man's head.
When he felt his mother's comfort, Liu Wenwu cried more miserably, "mother, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you."
Liu Wenwu's wife Jin Xiaojing sighed and turned her head.
Liu Qin can guess what the eldest aunt is thinking - her mother-in-law constantly kidnaps her eldest son to fill the bottomless hole of her second and third sons, which makes it difficult for her to be the eldest daughter-in-law. If you stop, the husband will be angry; If you don't stop it, you can make it. Fortunately, uncle is a clear person, stop loss in time, but Grandma Liu this disease, aunt will certainly worry about uncle to add money to bottomless hole again.
Granny Liu frowned slightly, then her eyes turned red and her lips trembled. "No... Wenwu is not sorry for my mother. It's my mother... I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry for you and Xiaojing. I'm sorry for Mingsong and Mingming. You are all good children... I'm proud of you..."
Visible to the naked eye, Liu Wenwu's shoulder was stiff, even Jin Xiaojing was stunned. No one expected that Granny Liu would say this.
In their imagination, Granny Liu should say how difficult the family is, how precious the family relationship is, how pitiful the two younger brothers are, and how the elder brother should take care of his younger brother.
Granny Liu continued, "Niang is wrong. Niang shouldn't be right or wrong. Niang used to be muddled. She should care more about you and Wenhua than those two black sheep..."
For a moment, the atmosphere of the whole ward is stagnant, as if everyone can't adapt to the sudden change of the plot, I don't know how to continue.
Grandma Liu looked as like as two peas. "Mingsong... It's so tall, just like your dad... It's pretty good, and your mother is the same."
The brother and sister, who had a lot of opinions on grandma, were stunned, and then they started to feel sad and rushed over, "Grandma!"“ How are you, grandma? "“ Grandma, granddaughter miss you
Granny Liu laughed and burst into tears. "It's OK, granny is OK... Granny is OK, Granny doesn't hurt at all..."
In the corner of the ward, Liu Qin lowered his head, but there were more and more tears on the ground in front of his toes.
Jin Xiaojing came forward and wiped the corners of her eyes. "Yes, my mother looks good."
Granny Liu looks at her daughter-in-law with a smile and tries to reach out. Jin Xiaojing grabs granny Liu's hand.
Granny Liu said, "I thank you... You take good care of Wenwu and the children. You are a capable girl. We... Liu family are lucky to have a daughter-in-law like you."
Outside the ward, Yao Xianglin and others probe in and hasten to go back. They can't bear to disturb the family who are easy to reunite.
Jin Xiaojing sighed, "Niang, don't blame yourself too much. You are a good mother. Originally I didn't understand you, but now I understand. A few years ago, Mingsong rebelled for a while. I talked with him all day and bought him a lot of things. It was only one day when Mingming cried and said that she was partial that I realized that it was not because my mother couldn't carry her clearly, but that all these things were helpless when she was a mother. "
Liu Qin took out her handkerchief, wiped away the tears on her face, and gradually calmed down - yes, family love is a robbery against the rich and helping the poor, and few mothers can really achieve fairness and justice. Although she still can't understand grandma's feelings about doing these things, she thought that maybe because she hasn't been a mother, just like the great aunt said, she has only experienced it herself, To understand.
Granny Liu was gratified, "it's true that we will add more energy to the worried children, but we can't deprive other good children. On the contrary, we should recognize the achievements of good children and treat them better."
Even Liu Mingsong and Liu Mingming were afraid because they saw their father crying like this for the first time.
This is grievance.
People are not afraid of fatigue, hardship and death. What they fear most is injustice.
Granny Liu took back her hand and stroked Liu Wenwu's head again. "Silly child, it's my mother... I'm sorry, my mother is too useless... I didn't understand this simple truth until I was dying."
Jin Xiaojing retreated to one side, covered her mouth and sobbed.
Liu Wenwu shook his head.
"Hate your mother?"
"No hate, no hate." Liu Wenwu shook his head.
Instead, Granny Liu stopped crying and only laughed, "as the old saying goes, the old one in the family... Is tied to the line of the family. If the old one is gone, the line will be broken, and the brothers can... Go their own way. When your mother dies, don't go back to Jinxian County, live well in the provincial capital, and don't care about it any more... You know? Be nice to Xiaojing and to the children. "