Chapter 1185

Just after receiving Xia Xiaoyun's phone call, Zhang Yi looked desperate.

In particular, Sun Gang almost strangled her and did not immediately hang herself at the head of the bed after running into the bedroom, which shows that her survival nerve is very strong.

But now, her always frowning eyebrows stretched out, put on a bright and vibrant clothes, swept away the gloomy clouds just now, carried a small Kun bag in her hand, gathered a few messy hair on the clothes mirror behind the door, and took off a white baseball cap and put it on her head.

It seems that she is not a desperate person, but a white-collar Beauty who wants to go out on vacation. She is sexy and charming, which is completely different from the dignified and steady image at ordinary times.

Even a fool can see too many abnormalities from the obvious changes of the wing.

Sun Gang is much smarter than a fool. When Zhang Yi reached out to open the door, he immediately jumped up from the sofa, jumped over with a brisk step, raised his hand, grabbed her arm, sneered and asked, "bitch, where are you going?"

Zhang Yi is now used to being called a bitch and smelly watch by Sun Gang, so he doesn't have the slightest "anger" now. He doesn't even raise his eyebrows. He just looks back slowly. Although his voice is hoarse, he asks softly, "why, are you afraid that I can't think of it and go out to jump into the river and commit suicide on the track?"

Sun Gang really thinks so. After all, the contrast between Zhang Yi's state tonight is too great. He is very relaxed after despair. Isn't it the performance of completely relaxing and letting fate play no matter how?

But after Zhang Yi took the initiative to say this sentence, Sun Gang loosened his hand and smiled: "Hey, you won't commit suicide."

"Why?"

Zhang Yi leaned on the door, took a deep breath, raised his plump chest, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick his sexy lips. There was a smile between the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, just like when they were just married: Sun Gang was off work, but she had to go to work. It was hard to part with. She was going to be late on the horse. She had to hug and kiss again.

Sun Gang lowered his eyes, stared at Zhang Yi's chin and said faintly, "if you want to die, you won't die outside. I know you very well. Even if you make up your mind to seek short-sightedness, you will drag me. Because no word can describe how much you hate me. "

"What else?"

Zhang Yi smiled and looked very charming. He shook his lower waist slightly, and the waves in front of his chest immediately fluctuated.

"And --"

Sun Gang's Adam's apple rolled for a while, suddenly stretched out his hand from Zhang Yi's collar and pinched it with force.

Zhang Yi subconsciously raised his hand to push him away, but retracted his hand. No matter what Sun Gang did to her, she didn't want to resist any more.

Just as she didn't care that she was almost strangled by him just now, now she won't have the rippling feelings that a woman should have because of his "skillful" provocation, just like her own hand. She twisted and pinched hard there. She only felt the pain, but she could bear it.

Zhang Yi's numb reaction made Sun Gang frustrated and angry, and suddenly increased his strength.

"Ah -- oh!"

At this moment, Zhang Yi couldn't bear the pain any longer. His eyebrows suddenly wrinkled and his whole body trembled and screamed in a low voice.

This is what Sun Gang wanted to see. He continued to increase his strength without stopping with a silent grin.

Zhang Yi's face was slightly powdered. She looked pale because of the severe pain, but she bit her lips tightly and didn't resist. She just had some angry eyes and became calm. Finally, she closed her eyes and raised her chin slightly, which seemed to be enjoying it.

Sun Gang stopped.

He suddenly understood that Zhang Yi, who had been completely desperate for the world, had regarded the violence imposed on her as a relief -- preferably, he could cut a piece of meat off her with a knife and put it into her mouth.

Well, it's best to sprinkle some seasoning. After all, raw meat is difficult to swallow.

"What's more, your opinions on how to deal with you have not been officially written down. You still have some extravagant hopes that miracles will occur and leave you a fairly good way to live. After all, no matter how dirty the world is, it has her wonderful side, such as a plain and peaceful life. "

Sun Gang finished slowly, put his hands around Zhang Yi's neck, tooted his mouth and kissed him slowly.

Zhang Yi was very cooperative. He also hugged his neck, closed his eyes, opened his mouth, kissed him gently and sweetly, and pestered him like glue.

"Go."

The two kissed for five minutes. Sun just let her go, gently stroked her cheek and whispered, "relax and live well -- I don't want to lose you forever. In that way, my life will become extremely boring and have no value in life. "

"Give me the key."

Zhang Yi nodded and raised his hand.

"What do you want the key for?"

Sun Gang lowered his head and looked at Zhang Yi's waist.

After she changed into a long skirt tonight, the outline of Baozhen pants she was wearing clearly appeared, which reflected each other with her female body full of beautiful lines, which could easily make men fantasize.

"Sun Gang, I haven't tasted a man for seven years, at least 25000 days and nights."

Zhang Yi's eyes blurred. He held Sun Gang's chin in his hands and murmured, "tonight, I want to taste the taste of happiness -- please help me. When I come back, no matter how much you torture me, I will cooperate with you until you are psychologically satisfied. "

Sun Gang's body suddenly stiffened.

In fact, Sun Gang knows better than anyone that Zhang Yicai didn't fool around with other men behind his back in the seven years when he lost his male function.

Really, he knows better than anyone.

Because he can clearly feel this from Zhang Yi's daily life: women with men outside, no matter how well they cover up, there will always be a moment when they will inadvertently reveal some flaws. They can't escape. As long as they are with her in the past seven years, they are always observing her sun gang.

However, he still suspected that Zhang Yi had a man outside and had done something sorry for him.

In fact, he doesn't want to have such doubts. After all, he is also a senior intellectual. More than many people understand that such doubts will cause considerable harm to the feelings of husband and wife.

But he can't control himself -- he has lost the function of conquering his wife forever, and his psychology has changed greatly. More because he loves her too much and can't convince himself to let go of her, he can only use this fantasy (fantasy that Zhang Yi has a man outside, sorry himself) to try to keep her with him forever.

When a lie is told too many times, even liars begin to believe it is true.

So when Sun Gang, for some reason, always suspected that Zhang Yi had a man outside... She really had a man. She really did something sorry for Sun Gang. She had to be submissive in front of him to please him.

Now, Zhang Yi says she hasn't been touched by a man for seven years. Tonight she wants to taste a man.

If her work and life were normal, she would never have such an idea.

But she was desperate. She just wanted to revel once when she fell completely into the abyss. Would she die without regret?

I was wrong.

Sun Gang suddenly regretted that his conscience, which had been covered up by abnormal jealousy and other negative emotions for a long time, flashed out from a suddenly cracked gap, just like a dark white light, stabbed him dizzy and his heart hurt so much that he opened his mouth to shout these three words.

But when these three words were about to come out of Sun Gang's mouth, he swallowed them "in time".

The white light that was about to light up the whole night also disappeared, and the crack that had just opened quickly closed. He suddenly looked up, and then saw Zhang Yi staring at him, all of which made him sad.

Zhang Yi keenly caught Sun Gang's sudden thinking conscience, and her numb heart suddenly jumped violently. How she hoped that her husband could hold herself and cry bitterly that he was wrong. He would never be suspicious of her again and would only go through hardships with her!

In that way, she will rise again, cry with men, and let the flower of life bloom proudly in the tears of regret but hope. No matter how bumpy the future is, they will support each other and never give up.

Whether she will be an official or a prisoner.

As long as people's hearts are full of hope for the future, there will always be a guiding light on the road of life. Although it is far away, as long as they keep going, they can finally set foot on that happy land.

It's a pity.

Sun Gang's conscience soon disappeared, and Zhang Yigang's heart to revive died in an instant.

Smiled, Zhang Yi repeated what she had just said: "give me the key."

Sun Gang's Adam's apple rolled again, slowly took out a key from his close pocket, held it with his right thumb and index finger, and shook it with sincerity: "Xiaoyi, have fun."

"I will. I've saved it for many years, haven't I?"

Zhang Yi took the key, covered his full chest, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then opened his eyes, kissed Sun Gang on his face, and whispered, "thank you, Xiaogang."

He called her Xiaoyi, and she called him Xiaogang. This is what they called when they fell in love and got married soon. They bear too much sweetness, but the sweetness has a shelf life. Now when they take it out, it has gone bad and moldy, covered with green hair, and exudes a foul smell.

After a gentle smile, Zhang Yi turned to open the door and went out.

At the moment she turned around, she clearly saw a terrible evil in Sun Gang's eyes.

She didn't care, because she knew very well that the tenderness on her face had become numb and stiff at the moment she turned around.

The moon is nice tonight. It's big and round.

When Zhang Yi opened the door and got on the bus, he suddenly remembered what day it was today.

Today is her birthday, July 15.

On the 15th of July, Taoism is called the Zhongyuan Festival, Buddhism is called the Yulan Festival, which was called the cold food festival in ancient times, and now it is commonly known as the ghost festival, also known as July and a half.

It is said that every year on July 15, all ghosts will be released from the underworld. People generally offer sacrifices to ghosts. For example, people who have a new funeral, they have to go to a new grave, but generally they offer sacrifices to lonely souls and wild ghosts in local places. It is a festival centered on the worship of ghosts, which is the largest ghost festival among Chinese people.

On ghost day, ghosts waiting in line for reincarnation in the underworld will run out and go home and visit relatives.

And those ghosts who have no home to return to and no relatives to go can't have a foothold like those ghosts with roots. They can only wander back and forth in the streets and fields.

They also want to go to strange people's homes, enjoy some blood food, pack up and get some paper money before they leave -- but there are door gods at the gate of strange people's homes, and they dare not approach, otherwise they will be scared and have no hope of reincarnation.

Therefore, when they wander in the streets, they especially hope to meet people who want to die.