Chapter 762

There are Chonglou lead the way, all the way no surprise no danger, smooth is like walking in their own garden, let Lin Chu nine don't know what to say.

Seven days later, Lin Chujiu and Chonglou walked out of the woods and onto a path.

Chonglou pointed to the north, "that's the way back to Dongwen's capital." his arm moved slightly, and pointed to another direction, "that's the way to the magic palace. Where are you going?"

The two directions seem to give Lin Chujiu a choice, but actually there is no choice.

Lin Chujiu hesitated for a moment and asked weakly, "can I choose none?" Now she doesn't have to be subject to the doctor system. She is half free. She doesn't want to go back to the capital. Of course, she didn't want to go to the magic palace to face the Chonglou.

"What? Want to go alone? " The sentence "Chonglou" is very hard and slow. It's obviously angry, and it's still very angry.

"I..." Lin Chujiu hesitated for a moment, still gritted his teeth: "I didn't want to go to the magic palace, and I don't plan to go back to the capital, especially now."

"Why?" What did Xiao TIANYAO do? Let Lin Chujiu so disgusted to go to the capital?

Lin Chujiu didn't answer the question directly, but tried to pull out a smile that he didn't care. "Do you know why I fell into that forest?"

Without waiting for Chonglou to open his mouth, he replied: "it's because I willfully want to go back to Beijing and go on my own way that I let the potential enemies in the dark see the opportunity and set up a bureau to kill me. You know, in order to let me leave safely, the people who protect me died in front of me one by one. Because of my willfulness, because of my damned unspeakable self-esteem and inferiority complex, I killed them. "

With that, Lin Chujiu's face was full of tears. There was no sound of tears. It was sad to watch.

"I've killed so many people. How can I... How can I have the face to go back?" The more Lin Chu Jiu said, the more he blamed himself. In the end, he couldn't hold on any longer. He squatted on the ground and cried bitterly. "They didn't have to die because of me. I killed them. I really have no face to go back."

She's not a coward or a coward, but she's really afraid. She's afraid to face the accusations of her dead escort companions and their families when she goes back.

"I am willful, I am not sensible, I killed them. Dozens of people died because they, they... Didn't have to die. " Lin Chujiu bit his lip and tried not to cry, but the effect was not good.

These days, she has been suffering from the condemnation and uneasiness of conscience. These days, when she closed her eyes, it was the pictures of the guards' tragic death.

These days, she has been hypnotizing herself, let herself forget those, don't think, but she can't do it.

It's OK to be in the woods. The huge pressure of life makes her have no time to think much. When she goes out of the woods, no matter how much she hypnotizes herself, she can't say she is innocent.

She's guilty. She's the one who killed them.

"I regret it. I really regret it. I shouldn't ask to go back to Beijing alone. I shouldn't think that I should protect myself. In the end, I survived, but my protector died. My willfulness has killed so many people. I really have no face to go back to Beijing. "

"If I hadn't been self willed, if I hadn't been angry with Xiao TIANYAO, things wouldn't have been like this."

"I've killed so many people. How can I have the face to face them? How can I..."

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The more Lin Chujiu cried, the more sad he was. The more he cried, the more he felt remorse and guilt. Chonglou stood aside and tried to comfort her several times, but she put her hand in half and took it back.

He doesn't seem to comfort people!

And he doesn't seem to be qualified.

After waiting for a long time, he didn't see Lin Chujiu stop. On the contrary, there was a sign of crying. Chonglou finally couldn't help but said with a black face: "cough... Don't cry. It's so noisy." All the people who protect her are dead. Lin Chujiu will feel guilty and blame himself. He can understand, but as for carrying all the mistakes on himself?

Besides, they were not killed by Lin Chujiu. They died only when they were not strong enough to protect Lin Chujiu. If they are not investigated for their dereliction of duty, it's OK. What's the strength of Lin Chujiu's self accusation?

"It's just a few bodyguards. Their duty is to protect you. If they don't protect you well, they will die in the hands of their opponents. What do they have to do with you How can such a woman be princess Xiao?

"It's not the first time someone died in front of you. What are you sad about?" I didn't think Lin Chujiu was soft hearted before. There were many people who died to protect Lin Chujiu. Although Lin Chujiu was sad, he didn't blame himself and didn't dare to face it.

Lin Chujiu shook his head and choked: "that's different. It's not because of me. This time it's all because of me. They didn't have to die." This time, it was because she was angry with Xiao TIANYAO and she was willful.

"What's the difference? Isn't it all about protecting you? Lin Chujiu, my patience is limited. Get up and clean your face. I have no spare time to accompany you to cry here. "

It's just crying. A group of people are struggling to find Lin Chujiu. She's safe. She doesn't want to report back. On the contrary, she doesn't dare to face it because of self blame and guilt. It's useless.

"You only think about the dead. Have you ever thought about the living? Lin Chujiu, don't be selfish. " Chonglou see Lin Chujiu holding a group, cry like a little poor, there is no reason to jump out of a nameless fire.

"The living? Who? No one in the Lin family cares about my life and death. They want me to die early. " Lin Chujiu was also tired of crying. After crying, she was not so sad.

After all, she is not a weak and kind woman. Although remorse, although guilt, although all the wrong back in their own body, but also will not be too sad to die.

She is selfish, she blames herself, she feels guilty, she is uneasy, but she does not want to die.

"In your eyes, the only people alive are the Lin family? Fool Chonglou strangles Lin Chujiu's heart.

Isn't this woman always a good talker? Now what's going on? Every one of them makes people angry. I want to slap her to death.

"Yes, and Xiao TIANYAO, the king of Xiao. However, my life and death don't matter to him. When I die, he can marry another man. He's a man, and he doesn't have to be chaste for me. " Lin Chujiu wiped the tears off his face and pulled out an ugly smile. "I've been missing for more than 20 days. Xiao TIANYAO's people didn't find me. They must think I'm dead. It's not good for anyone to return to the capital at this time. Instead of giving people trouble, it's different to return to the bridge and pass by. "

What are you doing back there?

Back in the capital, it's just trouble