"Xiaorou..." at daybreak, Ning bingning, who got the news from Ning Ming, rushed to the dungeon and looked at her ruddy daughter with a sad face. Her face turned pale again, and she felt very sad.
"Mother, I'm ok. I knew it would be like this for a long time, but the original idea didn't come true after all. In the end, I had to leave the world before him." Anrou's face was very peaceful, as if she had accepted the coming fate.
"Calculate the time, your father should have arrived, and he will soon be able to save you. We will not let you be executed like this, or in the Holy Land..." as the descendants of Nu Wa, they all know the meaning of capital punishment in the holy land. Ning bingning will never let Ning Hai treat her daughter like this.
"I don't want to affect your feelings because of me. You are recognized by the people after a long time. Father's privilege is hard won. Don't ruin your happiness because of me." Anrou is very opposed to hearing that she doesn't want to be saved. She would rather die like this.
Ning bingning, who she is experiencing, once felt it, but there are still some differences between them, but they both understand the hardships. Therefore, Anrou doesn't want her to become bumpy with an daoshan again. Anrou knows that her mother is not a scholar, and she should have a broader platform to show her ambition.
For a long time, it was her own existence that constrained her mother's development. Otherwise, she should have been sitting in Ning Ming's position and in charge of the whole family. But when an daoshan happened in those years, she was deprived of her qualification to participate in politics. Many big decisions no longer considered her presence, even if she could not sit in.
In fact, this is a very cruel thing, at least for Ning bingning, a ambitious woman, but for the sake of her lover and daughter, she chose to accept this arrangement, as long as they can be happy. Those ambitions are just what she wanted most before she felt the warmth, but now she feels that she has found a better life.
"You don't have to say sorry. Your existence is never something to be sorry for. I know your mind all the time, but do you know? If it wasn't for you and your father, maybe I would be the same person as him, but as you can see, it's not a good thing. On the contrary, now I feel more happiness, which he can't have. "
Ning bingning sees through what Anrou thinks at the moment. Without waiting for Anrou to say something, she just blocks her mouth. Her face is full of gentle blame. They communicate with each other through an invisible energy barrier, but they can't stop the transmission of selfless love.
"Mother, if I can, I really want to see my father again and tell him my experience and achievements in the outside world." Anrou's eyes gradually become soft, no longer full of sadness and stubbornness.
"You are already our pride. He will only be more proud of you after listening to you. Moreover, who said that if you don't tell him, he doesn't know what you are doing in the outside world? Don't forget what your father does and how much he loves you is how much he cares about you. " Ning bingning says with a smile what Anrou never knows.
However, these are all reasonable. An daoshan, who is in that position, can't even have this power. It's just that he never shows up to disturb an Rou's peaceful life, blindly protecting her safety. At the same time, he communicates with Ning bingning about her daily life and new gains from time to time.
Anrou never knew how much they doted on her daughter in their conversation, which was almost too sweet to be melted. Sometimes Ning Feiyang, who couldn't help coming to listen, was disgusted, but they were very concerned about Anrou's life in the outside world, and they were always surprised by many trivial things.
However, they never let Anrou know about all this, so as not to let her continue to mistakenly think that she has lost her freedom and is still in the panic of being monitored. That's not what they want. But now Ning bingning feels it's necessary to let her daughter know these things, but I don't know if she will blame herself and others for this.
Looking at her mother's uneasy face, Anrou's expression changed from astonishment to moving, but she didn't have the slightest resistance and disgust, which made Ning bingning feel relieved and relieved. What she was most afraid of was giving Anrou something bad, especially given by their close relatives.
"I've never thought about that. I'm naive, but I'm glad I didn't disappoint you." Anrou's face was full of smiles, as if she was not a man who would be escorted to the holy land to be executed.
Ning bingning sighs that she can't learn and doesn't want to learn, but she doesn't pay attention to some of Anrou's requirements. She believes her husband won't let her be executed by Ninghai's dead old man. It's unfair.
In her view, happiness is always something that you have to fight for, rather than abide by the rules. That doesn't necessarily mean you can get the happiness that belongs to you. After all, what everyone wants is different. Who can say that what you think is good is also a treasure in other people's eyes?But Ning bingning doesn't intend to say these words. Although she has simply laid a sound isolation array around them, she also knows that Anrou doesn't approve of her decision with andaoshan, so she just looks at the time and waves goodbye to Anrou. "It's late. I'll go back first to see if things can turn for the better."
"OK, take care, mother." Anrou is a little lost, but more calm. Instead of expecting Ning bingning's words, she turns around slowly and sits on the soft bed to have a rest, enjoying the time of being alone again.
She had never been afraid of loneliness, especially before she met Lu Sen. at that time, she never understood what loneliness was, but now she felt strong loneliness because she had owned it. "Do you know? I don't want to be saved by you, even though I want to see you so badly at the moment. "
But Lu Sen couldn't hear these words, because he was full of planning to take his lover away. "You're back. How's it going? Do you have any definite information? "