"Why, angry?"
Looking at the awkward appearance of his little daughter-in-law in his arms, Qin Yanchen said softly, but a little spoiled smile poured out of his dark pupils.
"No."
Qiao Ansheng stubbornly denied it.
But the wronged appearance and puffy cheeks exposed her little emotion at the moment.
Seeing this, Qin Yanchen couldn't help but stretch out his hand and scrape the woman's round nose in his arms. Then he slowly said, "I don't forgive because I still care. I can't let go. If I can forgive easily, it shows that neither this matter nor this person is important in my heart. It's not worth my trouble."
Dark night, sinking heart.
Qiao Ansheng was bleary eyed and squirmed his lower lip, but he didn't make a sound.
I don't forgive... Because I still care
Care about
Qin Yanchen still cares about her?
Thinking of this, Qiao Ansheng could not help but tighten his heart. The original steady heartbeat suddenly collided in her chest, as if he had been hit with some stimulant.
"I..."
"Go to bed. It's late. I have to work tomorrow."
For a long time, Qiao Ansheng was hesitating to make a sound, but at the moment of opening his mouth, he was blocked by another low male voice.
Qin Yanchen stretched out his hand to lift the sliding quilt, then hugged the woman in his arms and closed his eyes.
Many things have accumulated for too long.
Even if you untie it, you don't rush to this moment.
He's been waiting for five years. He's patient. When she's really ready, tell him everything, but now
Not yet.
Qin Yanchen thought so, and his arms hugged the petite in front of the tight body more and more.
Qiao Ansheng smelled the speech and could only stem the stem in his throat. He didn't make a sound again.
There was no voice in the room, and then it was very quiet.
The dim light at the head of the bed hit Qiao Ansheng's face and made the clear light under her eyes very clear.
Cannot sleep!
She can't sleep
I don't know if it's because the usual sleep time has come. Anyway, Qiao Ansheng closed his eyes and lay down for a while, still without a trace of sleepiness.
She did not dare to move easily, but it was undoubtedly a torment for her to let her do nothing and open her eyes to dawn alone.
After struggling in his heart for a long time, Qiao Ansheng finally decided to break the current calm.
She coughed slightly and said, "Qin Yanchen, are you... Are you asleep?"
The quiet room magnified the sound of Qiao Ansheng's weak mosquitoes and flies several times, which sounded very clear.
"Why don't you sleep?"
When Qin Yanchen opened his closed eyes, he did not answer the question.
Compared with Qiao Ansheng's excitement and high load operation all day, his humanoid working machine is already tired, but he hasn't found a place to rest assured before
Now he found it, and his long-standing sleepiness drowned him in it.
However, for the sake of the woman in her arms, Qin Yanchen always insisted on not letting her consciousness fall into chaos.
"I can't sleep..."
Qiao Ansheng twisted his fingers and spoke carefully.
Then, as if he remembered something, he said, "can you tell me about your study abroad? Is foreign life very interesting? Are there many foreign students like you? Will you often travel with your classmates? And... How have you been abroad these years? "
Qiao Ansheng hesitated for a moment and finally asked the question she had always wanted to ask.
She is curious about Qin Yanchen's life abroad and wants to know how Qin Yanchen is living abroad?
If she lives well, maybe her guilt will be reduced
Even more worthy of her original, so cruel and determined.
"Foreign cultures are different from those in foreign countries. They have street culture and are relatively open. I'm not sure whether it's interesting or not, because I spend most of my time on schoolwork and entrepreneurship, and I don't have much time to go out with others. However, there are two friends who have a good conversation there. We occasionally go out for two drinks and watch two ball games together, and life is like that, Year after year. "
Qin Yanchen said in a flat tone, as if it was not his experience described at the moment. There was no joy, no sadness, no nostalgia. He hid the flawed side, leaving nothing but the dryness without much waves.
"Anyway... I'm fine."
Finally, Qin Yanchen thought and added.
Those sleepless hours have become the past after all. It's meaningless to mention them again.
All he can do is to hold on to the present and not repeat it.
……
Although Qin Yanchen calmly and naturally described his experience abroad, it was because he was too calm that Qiao Ansheng heard a strange loneliness.
Everyone mentions the past, more or less mixed with some personal emotions, or happy, or painful, or sigh... But Qin Yanchen did a perfect silence.
Life is like that, year by year
In the brain as if tasting Qin Yanchen's words, Qiao Ansheng felt a slight pain in his heart.
Perhaps Qin Yanchen himself didn't care. What he said was enough to express the emptiness at the bottom of his heart.
He's wasting his time!
Year by year
He finally ended his study abroad trip and returned to Nan'an, his hometown.
It can be seen that he had no fun abroad these years.
Qiao Ansheng made a gentle sound and didn't say any more.
Because she didn't know what to say, as if what to say was so powerless.
"How about you? How are you these years?"
When the atmosphere fell into silence again, the man's faint voice suddenly came from the side, as if he just asked casually.
But Qiao Ansheng's eyes flashed slightly when he heard the speech.
How has she been these years?
He was treated coldly in the Qiao family, worked while going to school, took his brother everywhere to seek medical treatment, and sometimes had to spend energy to deal with the embarrassment from the stepmother's family
Over the years, she has been struggling. It seems that she walks on the cliff every step. As long as she is not careful, someone will push her down the cliff at any time to see her fall to pieces and have nothing.
"Me? I'm fine too... Good. "
Qiao Ansheng said vaguely, and did not truthfully tell the man beside her the hardships she had come all the way.
This is her own business. Whether she is bitter or tired can only be borne by herself.
Just like the decision she made at the beginning, she is ready to bear the consequences.
Qiao Ansheng closed his eyes, put his back against the man's chest and covered all his emotions.
Qin Yanchen didn't ask, just snorted from his nose in response, then hugged his tender body in his arms and sank into silence again.
Qiao Ansheng knows how he's been these years.
But the woman doesn't want to say, and he won't force it.
Now that he's back, no one can bully this woman over him!