"What did I do wrong? I just hope to keep you by my side. I just fall in love with someone. What did I do wrong? There are so many people in the world who can't love, I just don't want to be one of them. "
Yao man used to hold the reserved of the ladies of the family. Such a warm and straightforward narration never told Qin Tianhai. Qin Tianhai was stunned when he suddenly heard it.
His throat was tight: "you..."
I only spit out a word, but I can't say anything.
Yao man saw his somewhat stunned look and couldn't help feeling sad. He almost sat there decadent and looked at the gray and wet ground under his feet.
After pausing for a few seconds, when he spoke again, his voice took a hoarse cry cavity.
"Do you think I didn't want to save you when you closed the door? I saved you too! Didn't I sneak to that place to find you without telling everyone the next day? "
"I've done what she did for you, too? Why are you so obsessed with her? "
"You don't know that I'm a young lady who hasn't touched the spring water since I was born. When I came to your Qin family, I was willing to wash my hands and make soup for you. Did I say anything?"
Qin Tianhai listened to Yao man's voice floating in his ears. He glanced at Yao man and soon moved away. He couldn't get together without a goal.
He sighed long, "you can't do it."
When Yao man talked about the emotional part, a smile floated on her face, which matched her pale face and was unspeakably desolate.
"It's easy for you to say. If I don't really love you, why should I be so humble, so unbearable, and even lower my bottom line for a time. I can tolerate the child that the woman gave you for so many years."
"Qin Tianhai, tell yourself, what am I in your eyes? Why do you think I should die just because she's dead? "
Yaoman gently spit out a very light sentence.
Even if Qin Yanchen finally touched Yao man's bottom line, Yao man's target was Qiao Ansheng, excluding Qin Yanchen.
"I didn't do anything wrong. I just defended my love. She doesn't really love you at all. If she loves you, how can she push you to me? Only I really love you!"
Yao man said this aloud, suddenly raised his head and looked at Qin Tianhai deeply.
She seemed to want to continue, but before she opened her mouth, tears fell from her eyes without warning, and soon covered her whole face.
She clenched her teeth, as if trying to control her tears, so hard that the whole person was trembling, and the handcuffs hit and jingled.
It was Qin Tianhai who first provoked her and made her experience the joy. After that, he threw her away mercilessly and was very attentive to other women.
Why doesn't Yao man hate?
There were so many people who contacted her, but they all had a purpose. Only Qin Tianhai was simply good to her, so Yao man fell into it unprepared.
She also knew that Qin Tianhai's kindness to herself was just a kind of sympathy for her lonely life and gave her a little care.
Even so, for Yao man, that's enough.
She should have lived on this light all her life, but she didn't expect Lin Qing to appear.
Lin Qing is gentle and generous and treats people appropriately. As for her, she is capricious and moody. Even Qin Tianhai, who has been standing beside her all the time, after seeing Lin Qing.
It also showed amazing color.
Yao man boasted that he could be higher than Lin Qing in identity, but he didn't want to. All his pride collapsed completely after learning Lin Qing's identity.
It turns out that her identity and everything about her belong to Lin Qing, including her fiance in the engagement... Qin Tianhai, should belong to Lin Qing.
What really has nothing is Yao man.
Jealousy is driving Yao man crazy, but unexpectedly, Lin Qing takes the initiative to find her and is willing to keep silent all his life just to promote her and Qin Tianhai.
"Mine, mine... Everything is hers... Even you were robbed by her... I am the most pitiful person. What did I do wrong? You all have to blame me... "
Yao man's eyes were blurred with tears and his words were almost speechless.
Qin Tianhai looked at Yao man with tears on his face. There was a deep emotion in his eyes. It can't be said whether it was sympathy or sadness.
"When I came to see you, I had the idea of giving you bail, but now it seems that you don't fully understand."
Yao man didn't speak. He just stared at Qin Tianhai, trembling all over, and tears were seeping from his eyes.
"You don't even know where you're wrong. You're right. There's nothing wrong with loving someone. What's wrong is the way you love someone."
Yao man didn't speak, listening to Qin Tianhai's low and slow voice.
"No one likes love full of calculation and conspiracy. Your love for me is not love, but a kind of jealousy and possession. You don't realize it. When your love for me suddenly increased, it was after Lin Qing appeared..."
"You envy everything that belongs to Lin Qing. That's why you desperately want to be with me. You just want to prove that you can get back something of your own from Lin Qing."
"Maybe you didn't notice it yourself, but I can feel that you have always compared with Lin Qing intentionally or unintentionally over the years. Even what you said about your efforts over the years, you ask yourself, are you really willing to do these things? Or is it just because of the idea of working hard and not wanting to lose to Lin Qing? "
Qin Tianhai looked at Yao man with a strange sob in the ending.
"I can feel it, Xiaoman. You really love me, but you can't compare with the jealousy in your heart. You want to be better than Lin Qing than loving me. In your heart, I'm just a weight that can be compared."
Yao man stared at him in amazement.
A second later, the chair suddenly rubbed on the ground with a sharp noise. Qin Tianhai looked at Yao man opposite the glass, twisted his face, suddenly stood up and suddenly shouted, "no! no You're talking nonsense! "
She had long been immersed in her deep feelings, and Qin Tianhai suddenly removed the veil of deep feelings, which even she couldn't accept.
Qin Tianhai sat there, motionless, his expression hidden in the shadow of the reception hall: "moreover, there is one thing you may be wrong. For so many years, I have no feelings for you."
Yao man's eyes were still dim just now, but when he heard this sentence, it was obviously bright for a while.